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Chapter 4

Olivia stood in the hospital corridor next to Elliot. Elliot was asking the nurse questions. Olivia stood there silent. From the second she had heard the victim's name she had froze. She knew it was just a matter of time till the whole precinct knew she was going for counseling.

"Liv, Olivia." Elliot said, having to gently shake her arm to get her to come out of her thoughts.

"Yeah," she said, a little startled.

"You okay?" he asked her.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just didn't really get much sleep before we were called here."

Elliot just nodded. "You ready to come talk to the victim." he asked.

"I'm just going to go call the captain, let him know that she made it through surgery."

"Well look, why don't you do that. She was raped so she may find it easier to talk to you." he said, "I'll go call the captain." he concluded, walking off before giving her the chance to reply.

Olivia sighed before she stepped forward and walked into Margo's room.

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Olivia sat at her desk. She was silent, she was thinking, well she was worrying. She knew Elliot had got a list of names, the names of Margo's patients. She knew she was on that list.

She looked up when he walked into the room. She saw the way he looked up at her before quickly scurrying over to Fin. She watched as he whispered something to him. She then saw Fin look at her. His look said 'busted'.

Munch placed a mug of coffee down in front of Olivia, she really didn't want it, but he had insisted saying "she looked like she needed it". She continued watching as Fin sat down then Elliot walked over to her. He leant down so he could whisper in her ear.

"Can I talk to you…in private." he said before he took off up the stairs to the cribs.

Olivia sighed before she pushed herself up from her desk. She looked over at Fin, he just looked back there was nothing else he could do.

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Olivia walked in only to have Elliot slam the door shut behind her. She flinched, the bang spooking her. She walked over to one of the cots and sat down on it, hiding her face in her hands.

"Why didn't you tell me you were seeing a rape crisis counselor?" he asked her.

She didn't answer him. She just looked up to stare at the wall in front of her and sighed. Telling him why she was seeing a counselor would mean telling him what had happened at Sealview, which is why she had guessed he had gone to talk to Fin, hoping to get it out of him.

"Liv, why…?" he began but she interrupted him.

"Because I was sexually assaulted…" she told him loud and clear.

He hesitated before he asked, "Sealview?" he asked as he sat on a cot opposite her.

"Yeah," she said quietly as she nodded, biting the inside of her cheek nervously.

"You would never tell me what happened…why?"

"Because…I…wanted to forget it." she told him

"But you couldn't?"

Olivia just shook her head. She stood up and began pacing the space between the cots. There was silence between them for a moment but then Elliot spoke, asking her a question he had months ago, "Liv, what happened in the basement?"

She stopped pacing and turned to face him, she then sunk back onto the cot she had been sat on. She'd had this conversation a thousand times with him in her head, but saying it out loud was so much harder.

"Harris…tried to rape me," This was so hard for her and exactly why she still hadn't said this out loud in group, well not fully, "He told me that he wanted what every guy wanted and that I was going to give it to him."

Elliot watched her. Her telling him this, made him want to go find Harris and kill him with his bare hands. "They told me you weren't raped…" he said, his voice shaky.

"He didn't…he just… tried…a lot," she said, scoffing at herself, "He pinned me against a wall and…well…I got a good feel of his hard on against my ass. Son-of-a-bitch forced his tongue inside my mouth when he kissed me."

"You should have bit it off." Elliot said.

It made her laugh, even through the tears that had began to fall. Elliot quickly got up and sat next to her, wrapping his arm around her. He was about to talk when Munch knocked on the door and ran in.

"I think we just found out who our perp is looking for." he said.

"Who?" Elliot asked.

"Come look," Munch said glancing at Olivia before he disappeared back out.

Elliot stood up and pulled Olivia up with him, "We'll talk more later." he said, making it sound like a question, not an order.

Olivia nodded then followed him as he began walking out.

As they walked down the stairs they saw a woman sitting at Fin's desk. Olivia recognized the woman from her group. She was quiet, barely ever spoke, only once to tell her story, she had been raped by a security guard at the place where she worked.

"Please, you have to help me!" The woman cried out, "I think the guy who raped me may be after me."

Olivia looked at her for a moment, wondering if this really was their potential vic. "Its okay. Come through here and talk to me." she said leading her away.

"She gave me his name. I'm gonna look it up now." Munch said to Elliot and Fin as he walked over to his desk.

"How'd it go?" Fin asked Elliot.

"She told me about Sealview." he told him sadly before he followed after Olivia and the woman.

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Olivia had got a drink of coffee for the woman, but she hadn't touched it yet. She was now taking notes as she asked her questions. "What makes you think he is stalking you?" she asked her.

"I saw him. I know I did."

"Okay, where did you see him?" she asked next.

"He was outside my building, standing in the shadows."

Olivia looked at her. She hated to admit it but the woman sat in front of her looked rough, really rough, the type of rough that her mother had always looked. "Have you been drinking alcohol?" she asked, she had to.

"What you think I'm making this up?!" the woman yelled.

Olivia sat back in her chair and sighed as she looked over at Elliot, who simply shook his head.

There was a knock on the door followed by Munch popping his head around the door. "Can I speak to you two?" he asked.

They both got up and followed him out. Elliot shut the door behind him and said, "You can smell the vodka on her from a mile away." He still felt sorry for her though.

"Yeah well, her rapist isn't stalking her." Munch clarified.

"Then who is?" Olivia asked.

"Paranoia." Munch said, "Her rapist is still nicely tucked up in prison. This isn't the person our perp is after."

"Which takes us back to square one." Olivia said, disheartened.

"Yep." Munch confirmed before he walked out.

Olivia just looked through the one way glass at the woman who was now passed out in a drunken state on the table. It was a sight she'd seen way too many times in her life. She just scoffed and walked out shaking her head.

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A little while later and Olivia was in the car with Elliot as he drove her home. The ride was silent. Elliot wanted to ask her more about Sealview, but he could tell that seeing a drunken rape victim brought back bad and painful memories for her.

Finally he pulled to a silent stop outside her building. It took her a second to realize they were even there. "Thanks." she said as she moved to get out.

He quickly took hold of her arm. "Liv, we need to talk more about this eventually."

"I don't have to do anything," she said coldly as she pulled her arm out of his grasp.

He quickly took hold of it again, "Liv," he began.

"Elliot, fuck off! I didn't need you then I don't need you know." she said angrily as she ripped her arm free from his grasp and stormed off.

She heard him speed off as she walked up the path. She stopped and turned around. She hadn't meant to be jerky with him. It had just been a difficult day for her.

Knowing she'd apologize to him tomorrow, giving him his favourite coffee as a peace offering, she continued into her building, taking the elevator up to her floor.

She got to her door and unlocked it. She walked in and shut it behind her. She'd only taken two steps when something smacked across her face. She had no idea what it was but it hurt like hell and was hard enough to knock her to the floor, dizzy and slightly nauseous.

She was about to reach up and feel her face, she could tell it was bleeding, but suddenly before she had anytime to do it she felt something, or rather someone crash down on top of her…

TBC

Sorry to leave it on a cliffhanger but I couldn't resist.

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