A/N: I finally had the chance to post up Chapter 5! This one is in Kris' point of view. I hope you enjoy it and tell me what you think!
And btw, I posted up a ONE SHOT two months ago called "She Never Will" that is told through Matt's point of view. You can read the synopsis of that under the title. I hope you guys read that as well and let me know how it sounds! I love doing one shots, so if you have any favorite scenes I can definitely do a version. Enjoy folks!

Kris Furillo-Davis

I have been waiting in the car, it seems like forever. I don't know where Dani went. All I know is she went to find Matt. I've been thinking if I should go over to Raintree today. It seems risky, but after all, they know I am sick. And I feel I should go over. It's my job. It's what I'm suppose to do.

I look out the window. I see Dani and Matt from a distance. Dani looks happy while Matt looks bored. He always has that look. A look of self attachment. I wish I could just ask him what's been going on, but he won't say a word to me. Not like before. Not since I decided to be with Junior instead. Our old friendship is just not the same. I don't think it ever will be.

"So sorry Kris." Dani says as she steps into the car. "I couldn't find Matt and when I did find him with Junior, I had to drag him here." she continues, giving Matt an exasperated look. He just shrugs as if it's no big deal.

"It's ok. It's not like I'm going to be late for anything." I tell her. It really is no big deal to me, anyway.

Dani nods and starts the car. Before she puts it in drive, she turns to Matt. "So what were you and Junior talking about? It sounded serious."

"Nothing." he quickly answers. It's obvious he doesn't want to mention his conversation with Junior, especially with me sitting in the back seat. "Aren't we going to be late for our so-called appointments?" Matt refutes.

"Oh please. You could care less if we even went. You'd rather talk to Junior about god knows what! Now, I know I walked into something you and Junior were talking about. Tell me Matt. I want to know." She presses.

"Please Dani. Can we just drop off Kris? She has a lot of work to do and like you said, we have to get those things done for your wedding." his voice sounds dead serious. I wouldn't press anymore if I was Dani.

"Fine whatever. I'll find out eventually." she snaps back. "And it's not just my wedding, Matt. It's our wedding." she says quickly before she shuts up completely. Smart girl. She puts it in drive and we all settle into a peaceful silence.

In just minutes, we arrive at Raintree. It looks exactly the same. The house, the grass, the sand, the barn, everything. It'll always be the same, no matter where I live. My heart swells for my love of this place.

"Ok Kris. This is your stop," Dani says suddenly, breaking my reverie. I nod to her solemnly. I reach for the handle to open the door.

"Hey Kris?" Matt says before I get a chance to open the door. The handle is cold against my warm skin.

"Yeah Matt?" I say softly, hoping the peacefulness of it all stays.

"Please get Augustus' times up. Mom's complaining."

"Sure. I'll try my best." I tell him before pulling the handle toward me and stepping out.

The air smells sweet of grass and rain. I turn and wave to Dani and Matt as they drive away. This place feels like home. My home. Old home, now. I don't live here anymore.

I walk towards the house and it feels like I've never left. It feels so natural walking on the rough dirt. Don't get me wrong, I love living with Junior at the Davis farm. But when he's working and I'm not at Raintree, I feel so alone, so lost. Like I'm missing a piece of myself. But I would never tell that to Junior. It would hurt him.

It may be beautiful there, but here at Raintree, there's something different. It feels like you are always welcome to it. The people here actually want you and love you. Why did I ever leave in the first place?

Well, I know the answer to that, no doubt. I left for one reason: Junior. I love Junior and I promised him that I will choose him over Raintree this time around. I didn't before, but then I did the next. I couldn't be with anyone else, but him. So no matter how much I miss Raintree, Jean and Pablo, I will continue to choose Junior. But when he asked Jean and Pablo if I could work here, they didn't refuse. Junior was so happy to break the news to me that I wouldn't be working at Davis Farm, but at Raintree. I couldn't help but cry. Junior knows how much I love Raintree, despite what his father would say, he did it for me.

As I walk towards the front door, I can hear the horses in the barn. Before I realize it, Pablo is coming out. I smile at him.

"Kris!" he says happily as he jogs towards me.

"Hey Pablo." I say.

"What took you so long?" he asks out. He smells of hay.

"Dani went to find Matt. They just dropped me off." I explain.

"Ah. Those two." he chuckles. "Well, come on now. Lets go inside and look for Jean. I'm pretty sure she's made some breakfast for you." he puts his arm around my shoulders and I let him lead me.
It feels like it's been forever since I've been this way with Pablo. We went through so much this past year and more.

"I already ate." I tell him. "You know how Ken likes to have breakfast with everyone in the family." The first part was a slight lie since I thew everything up, but the second was true. Ken even wanted me there, no matter how much he despised me. Maybe he didn't actually want me there per-say, but it's a Davis tradition. Why break it?

"Aw, who cares. Just have a little. You don't want to hurt Jean's feelings now, do you?"

"No. Of course not." That's an understatement. I never want to hurt Jean, although I've done it many times before.

Just as we reach the front door, it burst open with Jean standing in the doorway.

"Kris! Pablo! I've been waiting for you two! Come in! Come in!" she says hurriedly. She's literally pushing us in.

"What's going on Jean?" Pablo asks first. He's curious too.

"Hi Jean." I say. Late greeting, but better late than never.

"Oh Kris, hello." she says calmly. "I'm sorry for rushing you two in here. But I have some great news. But first, I might ask you Kris." she pauses. "What on earth are you doing here?"

Now that certainly takes me by surprise. Am I not supposed to be here? I think for a second. No. I should be here.

"Jean, what on earth is going on? You know why Kris is here." Pablo interrupts my thoughts, beating me to answer.

"Oh! I know why she's here Pablo. That's not what I meant." she tells him. "What I mean is why are you here today of all days, Kris?"

Wait a minute? Does she know? No. How can she?

"Uh." I mumble. "I don't know. I thought I was supposed to be training? Matt told me to-"

"No Kris." Jean interrupts me. Pablo just waits intently.

"I just got off the phone with Ken." she starts to say. Ken? Why in hell is he calling? "He told me to take it easy on you today because you're not feeling too good." Jean finishes.

Oh. I get it. But wait, why would he even bother anyway? That's really out of character, even for him.

"Kris, is it true? You know you can skip training if you are not up to it. I can take care of it. You know that right?" Pablo asks. I look at him and I don't know if I can lie. But then again, I must. I have to.

"Um, no, it's ok Pablo. It's nothing really." I start out.

"Nothing? Kris, Ken told me that you threw up during breakfast! And that you've been feeling this way for a while now? You shouldn't be here Kris."

"Jean, I'm perfectly fine." I know I should just tell her that I am sick, but I feel I can't lie to her. At least, not completely.

"I told Ken to tell you to stay home, but he said that you had left with Matt and Dani."

"It's ok. I came because I knew you guys needed me to train. Besides, Matt wants me to work with Augustus today."

"No, Kris. I can't have you working when you're sick. You need to get better. Don't get me wrong, I need you to train, but your health comes first." Jean says.

"Spoken like a true mother." Pablo teases. "Jean's right, Kris. You need rest. And what about Junior? He let you go to work?"

"I told him I was fine." I really don't want to continue this conversation.

"So he let you out anyway?" Jean asked.

"I insisted, honestly." I tell her. "What good news were you going to tell us?" I ask. I want the conversation to move away from me already.

"Fine." Jean said with a sigh. "But after all this, I want you to go back home. You're looking pretty pale. On the bright side, I bought a horse!" she stated with such excitement.

I didn't know whether I should be happy or upset. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy Jean bought a new horse, but I don't think I could handle training another. I already have Flame and Augustus to worry about. Another horse to train just wasn't going to work out, especially in the condition that I'm in.

"So is that why you didn't want me to touch the trailer?" Pablo asked Jean with a smile on his face, breaking my thoughts.

"Yes, I know. I kept it a secret so I could surprise you both. You will never guess what horse I bought." Jean said.

"Uh, what do you mean what horse you bought?" I asked before they could tell I wasn't as excited.

"Well, not what horse, it's more of a whose horse I bought." she said. "Come on, I'll show you both!"

Jean lead the way while Pablo and I followed close behind. Jean seemed so excited I couldn't help but be anticipated.

When we stepped out of the house, the fresh air hit me hard. I never realized how claustrophobic it was in there. The air felt nice on my skin. It seemed to relax my nerves.

"Ok, I'm going to warn you both." Jean turns towards us right before she reaches the trailer. "You two are going to be really surprised and I mean really really surprised."

I don't know what Jean is talking about, but I have been through so much. I think I can just about handle anything that is thrown at me.

I nod at her signaling that I'm ready. She takes a deep breath and turns back to face the trailer. Her hands grip the handles and slowly she pulls the doors open.