Previously on...
Charlie smirked gave me a hard kiss, said "none for me tonight thanks" Took the blade and made another small cut on the inside of my thigh and left the room, then slammed the door as he left the house.
Exciting the doctors office, I still had no idea what to do, I talked to a doctor a few towns early, I used a fake name so they couldn't trace it back to me, I had no idea what charlie would do if he found out anything about this baby. I talked to her hypothetically about the chances, she said they were very hi for having a defective birth.
With a child formed to two people with the same, genes both dominate and submissive. Any defective genes will show them selves or something of that sort. I sat down on the bench debating I did not have any idea how to live my life any more, what choice to make. Emmett could not even look me in the eyes any more, after the night he started staying out all night hanging out with his girlfriend, she is model like you know the type blonde, tall belongs on the cover of Sports Illustrated. She was also the closest thing I had to a best friend, this would just kill her she didn't know anything.
Thats the first thing I need to do now I started walking towards her house, I couldn't tell emmett, Rose thinks we had a falling out, or drifting after, They had just put down a deposit for a small town house with some of their friends, including her brother. It was just ten blocks to the small apartment that her mother lived in, Rose can help she was rape a year and some ago I remember she went through hell all the while I had this secret …
but it was time, time to tell before her and my brother leave, which is going to be in a week and a half. I needed her. I realized that even though it had started to rain, tears were streaking down my face making my vision even more blurry than before. Before I knew it I was walking as slowly as I could to avoid slipping from the wet floor. I slid and slipped anyways, they lived in one of those apartments where the doors opened to the outside. I took a deep breath, patted my jacket down ran a hand down my long hair trying to clear some of the rain water the had matted my hair to my skull with the down pour. I rolled my sleeve up balled my hand into a fist and gave the door, three light taps.