Perviously on...
I whispers to her that we would figure something out, and she while balling promised me
desperately never to tell anyone, especially Emmett. I made her this promise, we would make
a plan, execute it then leave in burred in our memories never to speak of it again. Is abortion
our only option, I dont think I could even convince her, could I, could I live with myself if I did?
Chapter five:
That day, the rainy day happened almost a year ago, the child was long gone as, was my time with
my ass of a father. I had planned on getting as far away as possible, but one night I discovered that
my checking accounts were some how drained cleaned. I assumed I had my dear old dad to thank for
that I now was attempting to walk, or stumble down the dark streets of seattle, I hitchhiked into settle
it took me around a week, between walking and the random people offering to drive short amounts of the
way. My goal starting tomorrow, would be to find my big brother, I needed to take control of my life, I have
no money no where to sleep. I had not see nor talked to my brother since her left for school and week after
that rainy day where i confided with with rose, he tried to keep in touch but I didnt know what to say,
I couldn't lie to him, I just could not do it. I remember that day the fateful one where I lost my child. I
had just decided to try and keep it, yes I found out it was going to be a girl I was thinking about adoption
for her, this was no life for her. I should have always known that something bad would happen, it always does.