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Chapter 12,
Elena's POV,
"Wha... What do you want?" I asked my voice trembling with fear,
"Don't fear me, please." He said with a hint of emotion in his eyes and for a second I thought he was pleading. But of course it all went away,
"What do you want?" I said my voice much more calm and tranquil. He smiled,
"Thank you. Your witch and mine have met. They are now going to train, bond and etc. When the time is right we will strike. I just wanted to tell you that." He said,
"Elijah, why don't you just kill me? Kill me and give my blood to Klaus, get in his circle and kill him. Why go through all this trouble?" I asked,
"Lets just say I know you much more better than you think." He said,
"What do you mean?" I asked, he smiled.
"I'll tell you after the mission маленькая девочка." He said and I quickly memorized what he said with that he went away, In an instant I saw Stefan walk towards me,
"Elena are you okay?" He asked,
"What do you care?" I snapped back handing him his diary,
"Elena... I am so sorry." He said,
"For what? For deceiving me, lying to me, using me, for sleeping with me on a god damn lie?" I snapped at him,
"I... just wanted..." he trailed off,
"You just always wanted Katherine. And because I looked like her, you told me white lie's to get me in bed, no wonder Damon was always there to save me." I added bitterly.
"And you know what, I would have given everything for you. I had planned on telling Elijah that day at Rose's to kill me, do whatever his plan was but I was going to beg for him not to hurt you. Not to kill my one true love." I said mocking his words to me,
"I hope you forgive me one day." He said,
"No no no no no, you don't get to act like the civil guy. You don't get to act all sorry, cause your not. God I just want to hurt you so bad like you hurt me." I said and stormed off, I had other things to worry about. Stefan wasn't one of them.
I made my way to class and saw Damon teaching, he glanced at me from the window and I mouthed, "Stefan and Elijah." And I saw him get worried but I reassured him.
I knocked on the door and instead of Damon telling me to come in he himself came out, he closed the door,
"What happened?" He asked concerned, guess my reassurance didn't work.
"Can we talk in lunch break?" I said still a little pissed about Stefan,
"Sure. Miss Gilbert since your excuse for the doctor is a genuine one I won't mark you absent but I hope this doesn't happen again." He said when the principal walked by,
"Yes Mr. Salvatore." I said sadly,
"Lets go." He said and I sat down next to Bonnie,
What happened- Bonnie and Caroline texted
Elijah and Stefan came to talk. All's well. Will tell you all in the meeting- Elena
They nodded.
"So this concludes our class on Essays, now I want you to write an essay on the topic, "My Favorite teacher" or "I take some things too seriously" by tomorrow please, 250 to 300 words. Thank you. Oh and Miss Gilbert, you have the next period free so please stay, I have to talk to you about your grades." Damon said and I nodded. He was genuinely concerned. I nodded and I swear I saw him exhale, I guess he thought I was going to protest. I just didn't have the mood or energy in me. I stayed at my seat I had about 2 hours and 40 minutes. My free period and then lunch.
After the class was empty Damon closed and locked the door,
"What happened Elena?" He asked softly his hands brushing my cheeks lovingly. It was just like when my parents died, I'd put on a 'I'm fine thank you' face but when I was all alone the slightest thing- a picture or a memory would make me explode and I'd burst out crying.
And I did. I cried, over him.
"Please don't cry. I don't know what to do..." Damon said pleadingly, he wiped the tears away and looked me in the eye,
"Please tell me what happened." He said,
"Ok... Okay..." I said and told him everything that happened. I told him about Elijah, about what he said, then the encounter with Stefan.
"...And I just hate him." I ended as Damon listened to everything I said his arm around my shoulder caressing my forehead before he leaned over and kissed me.
"I'm sorry Elena. I don't know what to do." he said,
"Just don't ever lie to me." I said,
"I would never. What else?" He said,
"I have about 2 and a half hours free. I just want to spend that time with you. Can we go to my house for a while? I just want to be next to you." I said.
"Of course." He said and we went to my place.
Damon's POV,
I knew that Elena was angry, hurt and insecure right now. Hell I was going through the same myself, angry about Stefan, hurt that Elena didn't realize that my love for her was REAL and insecure about what kind of hold did Stefan have over her. I mean if Stefan would say he loves her and wants her back would she jump to his arms?
We reached her place in a few minutes and I zipped up to her bedroom and laid her down gently on the bed. I took off my coat and tie, kicked off my shoes and laid down next to Elena, her head on my arms. She buried her face in my shirt and only when my super hearing kicked in I realized that she was crying softly, I felt so helpless. I felt all the pain she was feeling, she was hurt. I knew Stefan was out side. He had seen her cry, he'd seen her hurt.
Good.
He deserved to know what he'd done.
I turned Elena towards me and licked her tears away, I placed both my hands on her cheeks and pulled her towards me kissing her softly, reassuringly. I didn't know what to do.
"Talk to me Elena, don't build walls around your self. Do you still love Stefan?" I asked, I was afraid of the answer.
"I love you." She said,
"Answer me, do you love Stefan?" I asked again, maybe I was being a little harsh. Maybe I didn't understand. But I had to know.
"I... yes. Even after all he did, my feelings for him are there. But I love you Damon. Please know that." She said and I cringed at her saying that,
"That's not how its supposed to be." I said,
"Damon please. Don't do this. I love you, what else do you want?" She said crying,
"I want you. All of you. Am I not enough? Why does Stefan have such a hold over you?" I asked my voice almost screaming,
"Because he was my first, didn't you feel the same way when Katherine told you that? I feel.. used, okay" She said her voice screaming and tears flowing down her face to... I was such an idiot, I knew how it felt when Katherine told me she loved Stefan.
"I... I'm sorry. I was just scared that you'd go running back to Stefan. I'm such an idiot." I said. For a minute we just sat there on the bed looking at each other before I kissed her roughly, crushing my lips to hers, I hesitated but when she ran her fingers through my hair, I bit slowly on her lips and my tongue explored her mouth, I knew she had to pull away to breath. But not now. I sucked slowly on her bottom lip as she unbuttoned my shirt, I noticed that her hands were shaking. I slowly pulled away, held her hands and looked in her eyes,
"Hey, are you okay? Why are you shaking? Don't be shy with me." I said,
"I'm fine, its just that I love you so much and your so amazing and good at this I feel a little inexperienced. You've had 161 years of practice with millions of girls... I just..." She said and I smiled at her.
"Don't worry, those woman weren't who I love. Elena, I love you, I loved you before our first kiss and I loved you before our first time together. I love you now, and always will. I'm not Stefan." I reassured her and she kissed my neck, I was about to take of her shirt when suddenly... "Oh my god!" Jenna burst in and Elena jumped. (Good thing only my shirt was undone.)
"Uh... Hi Aunt Jenna." Elena said as Jenna stood there stunned. I literally had to fight a battle with myself to stop me from saying, 'You could join if you want to'. But this could continue later, And I was gonna make sure the blindfold was there.
"We all need to talk. Downstairs." She said looking at both me and Damon.
"Okay. Be down in a sec." Elena said as Jenna went away,
"I'm sorry." Elena said,
"No problem, we can continue this at the boarding house. I have a lot planned." I said wiggling my eyebrows suggestively as she laughed,
"Great now you got me revved up." She said and I smirked,
"I want your attention on me all day long. I'm selfish. I don't share." I said as I was tying my tie while reaching down to kiss Elena, we changed, Elena brushed her hair and we went down for the big 'ol talk.
"Hey Jenna, you look beautiful today. Did I mention you are such a great, inspiring woman." I said. Jenna seriously scared me.
"Sit. Down." She growled.
Elena's POV,
wasn't sure what was going to happen. I just sat with Damon as Jenna hovered over us,
"You Damon, you out. I need to talk to Elena alone." Jenna said,
"Okay. Bye Elena." He said and he moved an inch closer to kiss me,
"Arhumm!" Jenna cleared her throat as Damon left.
"Now. You tell me what's going on. Your gonna tell me what happened all day till the time I walked in and your going to tell me the truth or your forbidden to see Damon. And I mean it." Jenna said seriously. Well she asked, so she would know.
"I went to school, Elijah was there, he told me that Bonnie and another witch had met, and that he doesn't want me to die because he knows me better. I asked him how and he told me I'd know after Klaus is dead. Then I met Stefan..." I said my voice trailing of,
"What happened?" Jenna asked.
"Well I found out a few... and then you came." I said telling her about what Stefan and I said, what Damon and I did. Our 'little fight' and I said that we were 'just kissing'.
"I'm so sorry. What do you feel about Stefan?" Jenna asked,
"The only thing I hate about him is that he slept with me, he lied to me that he loved me and he... he used me. I was a temporary replacement and the one thing that eats me up is that after all of that I still care for him. And I hate myself for that." I said,
"You can't change how you feel about the man you love. Does Damon... treat you right?" Jenna asked and I knew this was a double sided question.
"He is very nice. You've seen that." I said,
"Don't get me wrong, I'm talking about your... intimate times?" Jenna said,
"Aunt Jenna!" I exclaimed,
"Look, I know you guys weren't just making out and I'm just looking out for ya." She said.
"I'm fine." I said as I noticed a text,
I'm waiting for you. Schools about to start in about an hour. We can grab lunch on the way- Damon
"Aunt Jenna, I gotta go. I have Add Maths and History." I said,
"Okay, I saw your text btw." She said smiling and I laughed,
"Okay bye." I said and left.
I went outside to see no Damon, I looked around the porch and got worried. Where could he be?
"Damon?" I called, out. Was he here? I saw the Camaro parked so I went and gaped in horror as I saw Damon sprawled on the ground.
AN- Sorry I needed a cliffhanger there. But on the plus side the chapter was a little longer. ;) Please review. -