Sophies POV

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Sophie was sat on her bed looking at this blank notebook her mum had given her for school with specific instructions not to use it for anything other than school but Sophie never listened, it was her speciality. It was a nice looking notebook, white with a green piece of material to let you know what page you were on, it didn't stay white for long, she started to doodle all over it, make it her own, most people would just write their name but Sophie was certainly not most people. She opened it and just started to write.

Hi I'm Sophie ok so I've never done this before but after the weekend I've had I think now would be a good time to start, first off lets get one thing straight (ha that's a little ironic cause well I'm gay, there I said it) anyway yeah what was I gonna say oh right yeah I hate life! don't get me wrong I love it to but its just so damn complicated. Okay so you have my mum and dad who spend so much time having to deal with whatever shit Rosie (that's my sister she's so shallow and self-absorbed but lets not go there now shall we) has caused that they never really notice me. I'll forever be in Rosie's shadow, but I try not to let it get me to much and there are pluses in my life like Chesney, my art, my camera and music but out of all the things in my life none are as amazing as the soul reason for my new found desire to write.

Her name is Sian and oh my good God in heaven she is amazing okay so I met her yesterday and I know what your thinking 'you haven't even known her 5 minutes Blah Blah Blah but I cant help it plus this is the one thing I cant talk to Chesney about cause I think he likes her to, actually I know he does cause he told me and at the end of the day she's straight and waaaay out of my league so why bring it up. I was actually surprised when she agreed to sit with us.

Sophie stopped writing and looked at the clock 11:50pm "shit" she had school and hadn't done any work or gone to apologise to Chesney 'Never mind I'll just apologise twice as much tomorrow'

Well its getting late and I have school tomorrow *groan* so I guess I'll fill you in on her a bit more tomorrow. Night umm shit what do I call you, I'll think off that tomorrow as well X3X

Sians POV

Sian waited until she heard the front door slam meaning her dad had left for work before she decided to get up, it was only 6:30 but Sian couldn't be bothered to go back to sleep plus she was dieing for a fag, she had tried to quit but was so nervous about today that she felt justified. It did make it a little easier that she had already made two new friends, Sian put her hoody on then headed downstairs, she shoved the radio on and made herself a cup of coffee then went outside to smoke her fag. Whilst she was sitting on the step she thought about Sophie and wondered about how weird she had been acting 'I don't know maybe she's always that weird' Sian started to giggle to herself 'maybe judging by Chesneys reaction to me, she's worried I'll steal him off her well trust me there is no chance of that happening its Chesney who should be the worried one' Sian had a smirk on her face but soon shook it off 'No Sian he shouldn't be worried, there is absolutely nothing he should be worried about' Sian threw her fag as she heard the radio say it was 7:30 "Fuck" Sian ran up the stairs and quickly jumped in the shower then started to rush around getting ready. 8:30 came around and right on time there was a knock on the door

"Come in I'll be down in a sec I'm just trying to find my shirt"

Sophie and Chesney walked through the door a little apprehensive and as if Sian had a sixth sense she popped her head over the banister

"Don't worry my dads gone to work already so make yourself at home"

Chesney turned away so quickly he nearly gave himself whiplash but Sophie just stared at her, mouth slightly open, eyes wide "Oh my god" was all Sophie could muster. Sian looked a little confused the realized she was standing there in her bra.

"Oh shit sorry I still can't find my bloody shirt, Might have to end up sharing yours" She winked at Sophie then turned around and ran back into her room.

"Soph has she gone, Soph, Sophie!"

"Uh what oh um yeah"

Sian checked in the bathroom and eventually found her shirt shoved in the back of the cupboard 'what the hell is it doing in here ah well no time to ponder the placement of my shirt. I still cant believe I just said that to her what was I thinking now she really is gonna think I'm a freak who walks around half naked winking at people'

Sian was finally ready as she grabbed her leather jacket and sprinted down the stairs.

"You guys ready"

"yep but are you" Chasney said smiling at her

Sian nodded and smiled, she turned to look at Sophie who didn't seem to impressed 'Damn it was he just flirting with me, no wonder she looks so pissed off'

"Umm right so shall we go ladies we're already running a little late"

And with that they all left.

The walk to school was pretty silent it mostly consisted of Chesney muttering something or other about C.O.D or some kind of fish, I wasn't really paying that much attention I was to busy staring at Sophie who seemed a little lost in her own world, 'God she IS beautiful' and Sian felt okay in thinking that after all it was just an observation, right?

"Well here we are" Chesney said pointing towards the school gates

'Okay here it goes'

Okay so there you have it, chapter 4 so let me know what you thought, also if anyone has any suggestions for what Sophie should call her diary/journal then let me know =)