"No!" I screamed "No good son of a bitch."

Katy glanced over her shoulder from where she laid completely soaking up the sun. She rolled over on her side as she watched me repeatedly hammer my stupid blackberry into the sand. Her facial expression was livid and I was certain, had it not been from the sand my cell phone would have been bashed into pieces.

"What's the problem?" she asked removing her thick designer frames from her face.

I handed her the phone, "Take a look for yourself."

Katy took the phone from my hand willingly and stared down at it. Her facial expression went from happy to livid. I gulped back trying to hold my composure and she looked up at me.

"Oh Bella I am so sorry. How did you hack into Edwards email?" she asked "What a douche lord."

"It does not matter," I said frantically as the tears formed in my eyes "He's been lying to me. This entire time he has been lying to me Katy, living a double life as if I would never find out. Am I really that naive?"

She sat up with me, "Of course not sweetie guys are just fucking pigs. You are beautiful, smart, and humorous. If Edward won't do right by you I can guarantee that someone else will."

The tears streamed down my cheeks as I tilted my head back trying to force them up. I didn't want her to witness me like this. Form the outside looking in our relationship was perfect but I was like this almost everyday. I was in tears all the time because of him. Sometimes I wonder how it was possible for me to love him so much when deep down inside I hated him. The truth was that I hated him for the things I could not change but I fell inlove with him and handed my entire heart to him long ago. Edward knew that and for that reason alone he was comfortable with hurting me this way. He knew that I would never leave him.

" I need him, he's everything to me."

Katy sighed, "Bella no man is worth that kind of heartache sweetie. For you to think that you need Edward is a complete bummer to me. You don't need anything other than the air you need to breathe."

"I know but you don't understand. There things that you don't know about me. There are things that I have never shared with anyone. I thought that I was safe with him."

Katy had a sincere look on her face. I could all ways count on her modesty. She was a great friend.

"Bells the decision to stay with him is yours. You have the evidence it's your choice on what to do with it. Whatever makes you happy babe."

She sat up and gazed around, " Now enough about Edward. He is in Paris and we are in Cabo honey. Let's act bad. That was why we came here."

I smiled lightly though it was a fake smile, "Bad girls in Cabo?"

"Totally."

I heard my blackberry vibrate. Leaning over to grab it I glared at the screen as the words Edward flashed across it. I answered on the forth ring.

"Happy birthday baby," he said.

"Uh thanks."

"Babe what's wrong?" he asked

Okay Bella what are you going to do? Decisions, decisions….

"Umm nothing. How is your trip so far?" I asked

I am such a coward.

"It's going really well. Actually I made time to visit the Eifel tower yesterday."

"Sounds romantic," I said sarcastically. "Did you go alone?"

"Uh yea."

That's a lie. I could always tell when Edward told a lie.

"So you went alone?" I asked again

"Yea I went to think about things. I went to think about you."

Good answer. It's a lie but still a good answer.

"Oh really," I said lying back on my blanket. I put the sunglasses back over my eyes to shield the sun. Katy was flirting with some guy that had a spot set next to us. She was doing that thing she always did when ever she interested in a guy and from the look of it the guy had already taken the bait. "What did you think about?" I asked

"Well," He said. "I thought about what it would have been like to make love to you on a beach."

I laughed lightly, "We've done that already."

"I know but not in cabo."

I could not help the butterflies that had formed in my stomach. I wanted to mad at him. Hell, a few moments ago I was completely pissed but Edward had always been there for me. Over the years he had become a crutch. I didn't want to need him but in all honesty I did. I turned my back on my family just to be with him. It's been a year since I talked to my dad. I had not been to Forks since Edward moved us to Texas. I missed Charlie but he made it clear that if I stayed with Edward he wanted nothing more to do with me.

I sighed as Edward's voice brought me back to reality, "So what do you and the girls have planned for tonight?"

"Well we are going to check out a few clubs I guess. Nothing heavy. I wish you could have been here. It's my 21st birthday…would have been nice to do something romantic."

"I promise I will make it up to you."

I heard Vanessa's voice in the background. Her sexy alto pitched voice made my stomach tight.

"Bells I have a meeting. Promise to skype you later okay?"

"Fine."

"Don't be mad Bella, you know that love you."

"Me too."

The line went dead. That was it. I felt my attitude flaring again.

Thank god for the huge sunglasses that covered my eyes otherwise

Katy would have seen my tears. Here I was lying on a beach draped in expensive duds and crying all at Edwards expense. I rolled over onto my stomach and let out a sigh. Reaching up I untied my bikini top to keep from getting tan lines. I relaxed as the sun soaked my skin, completely tuning everyone out. Life was getting a little bit better with every passing second of listening to Rihanna. Rihanna's song Take a bow has been my go to song when ever Edward really pissed me off to the point that I wanted to leave him. I never actually grew the balls to leave him but a girl can pretend can't she?

Suddenly I felt something cold on my back that made me gasp and jump to my feet screaming. My sunglasses fell to the sand as I stumbled trying to catch my balance before jumping up and down like a complete moron.

A deep husky voice came from behind me, "O my god I am so sorry."

"You idiot you ruined a perfectly good moment between me and the sunrays," I screamed at his chest before looking up into his eyes.

"Bella," Katy screamed through muffled laughs. I was to busy ranting to notice the guy standing in front of me. He seemed a little distracted and then I felt two tiny hands on my chest. I looked back to see Katy groping me. She had her hand over my boobs in efforts to cover them. I held my head low in embarrassment. Shit I was not wearing my bikini top. I had complete showed this guy my thousand dollar rack.

"Bella you are showing everyone you chi chi's," she laughed.
I gazed back at the guy who was very quiet now. I could not help but notice how hot he actually was. His raven black hair was pulled back into a ponytail. He wore dark swim trunks that rested at the v trail that led to that happy place. His eyes were very dark as an awkward smile spread across his face.

My eyes shifted from his smile to his biceps and then his amazing 6 pack. He was tall, lean, and gorgeous. I tried to reframe from drooling over him but it was hard not to. He was like walking sex on a stick. Then suddenly all I could think about was how amazing it would feel to ride his stick.

Oh no bells you have a boyfriend. You have a rich, successful, beautiful, cheating boyfriend. But thinking these thoughts of this stranger would make me a hypocrite. I was upset and crying over the things I knew Edward did behind my back. How could I be upset with him if I displayed those same actions? But wait I was thinking not acting. Edward had cheated on me. He was probably banging his assistant right this moment.

My thoughts could not get me in any trouble right? Um wrong Bella. So wrong.

I was completely turned on. I heard Katy chuckle behind me. I knew why she was laughing. Her hands were still covering my boobs as if I were incapable of covering them myself. She probably was laughing because she could feel how hard my nipples were. This stranger, this complete stranger had me more wound up than ever and I had barely uttered a word since the first sentence I had yelled at him. I felt the blood return to my cheeks. Fuck, I blushed. Bella say something. You just showed this man your breast for Christ sake. Katy cleared her throat and spoke again.

"Her name is Bella."

"Can Bella speak?" he asked confused

I rolled my eyes, "Yes she can. Do you mind leaning over to grab my bikini top?" I asked him "I mean if it is not to much trouble."

He smiled oh and what a brilliant, panty dropping, sexy smile it was. As he leaned over to retrieve it Katy gave me a squeeze which forced a moan from me. Note to self, Hard nipples and fingers over them giving me a nudge was not one something for a public place but it felt amazing. Okay I needed Katy's hands off me immediately. This had to be the most awkward situation I had been in. Here I was hot and bother because of a stranger and my best friend unknowingly nudging my nipples which was defiantly forming a reaction from me.

He handed me the top as Katy helped me put it back on.

"I like how you are comfortable holding her tits," he said with a smirk.

Oh god!.

"Yea she got them done a few years back. They totally feel real do you what to touch them?"

"Why not," he said taking a step forward.

I shield myself ," Hello…no. I'm not letting some random guy feel me up in public."

Katy smiled lightly, "I thought it was alright. I mean you let me feel them in public," she paused. "And a few times in private."

The stranger smiled and ran his right hand through his hair, "What else do you girls do in private?"

"Enough," I said annoyed. "Katy we have to go."

She grabbed her bag and took off in the opposite direction," Bells meet me at the hotel. I forgot to give that cute guy my number."

She took off running, "Hey Marcel wait up."

I sighed and grabbed my blanket from the sand.

"Do you want to join me?" he asked

His voice was lusty as his eyes trailed over my body.

"Um," I said gazing around. "Not a good idea…"

"Jake. My name is Jake but my friends call me Jay for short."

"So which is it jay or Jake?" I asked annoyed

"Jay."

"Alright well I have to go now."

I tried to walk pass him but he snatched my blanket from my hands. I sighed and slung my beach bag over my left shoulder. Jay smirked and turned to walk in the opposite direction.

"Hey wait," I called following behind him. "I need that back it was a gift."

It was a very expensive Gucci blanket from Edward. I definitely needed that back.

He ignored me and continued his stride. I could not help but watch his sexy ass from the distance between us. God I just wanted to pounce on him. But I had learned to think with my head and not my vagina. But there was no doubting that this man, This beautifully shaped, tall, hunk of man was doing something to me.

"I need that blanket back," I said.

He came to a halt and laid the blanket out flat. Before I knew it his bronze body was lying across it as he patted the spot next to him. I was a little baffled by the small crowd of people that surrounded him. The all looked similar to him and were very beautiful.

"Guys this is Bella," he said.

The turned to me with warm smiles and waved.

"Bella," I heard one of the guys say. He had shorter sandy brown hair that rested at his shoulders. He was not as tall as Jake or perfectly shaped but he was still hot beyond reason. "Where did you find this one Jake?" The boy winked

"Yea," another one with a short cut chimed in. "She is hotter than the chick from last night."

"You know what keep the blanket. It was nice meeting you jay or jake..whatever," I said turning away and taking off in the opposite direction. I heard a light voice call out to me but I did not stop.

Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. There was no need to be rude. I knew it was not him.

"Hey wait a minute."

I turned to see one of the girls from Jake's crowd. She was about two inches taller than me. Her body was perfectly toned. She hair hung flawlessly around her face. She was wearing a tiny two piece bikini with fringe. It made her look like Pocahontas. They all looked native American to me.

"Bella they didn't mean that. Jake is not really a ladies man if you will. Actually there is not to many woman that captures his attention."

I raised an eyebrow, "What is he gay? I asked "I mean gay people are fine and there is nothing wrong with being a homosexual it's just.."

She chuckled lightly, "He is as straight a board. The guys were just being dicks back there. Please come back. I'm Emily by the way."

I stood there hesitantly, " Nice to meet you Emily but That's not a good idea. You see I have a boyfriend."

"Boyfriends are over rated.," she laughed. "Is he here?"

"No," I said bluntly.

"Good then you have nothing to worry about."

Horror rushed through me.

"Just kidding," she chimed. "Jake will understand. He's a very understanding person Just hang out a bit."

I sighed, "Okay."

It amazed me how easily I forgot about Katy and my other friends who were flying to cabo for my birthday. I was sitting next to Jake, laughing and drinking as if nothing else in the world existed. I was drinking and not to mention I am a non drinker so I was completely tipsy after my second shot of whatever they were drinking.
Another note to self, never drink and not know what you are drinking.

It felt as if I had known his friends for years and I did not want to leave but reality set back in. The entire day had passed by and the sun was slowly fading. Jake said goodbye to his friends. They agreed to meet in their hotel lobby in 2 hours. I grabbed my things and took out my cell phone. I forgot It was on silent. There were 30 missed calls in the last 5 hours. Jessica, Angela, Katy, and Edward had called. I could not believe how stupid I had been. I opened my texts to read them and suddenly Jay snatched the phone from my hand.

He held his hands behind his back as a cute smile spread across his face.

"What is it with you and taking my things?" I asked

"I wanted your attention," he blushed.

"Jake…"

"I know you have a boyfriend but I don't care," he said taking a step closer. "I bet your boyfriend does not make you feel the way that I do does he? I can show you things you that you can't imagine."

Talk about a lost for words. Where had this cocky demi god come from?" Just a moment ago he was laid back and now he was tempting to burn me with his flames.

I smiled and tucked my hair behind my ear, "Could I please have my cell phone back. My friends are probably worried."

He smiled, "If you can catch me first."

He took off in the opposite direction and ran under a nearby bridge. The sun had vanished from the sky and the stars were setting themselves in the sky. I ran behind him until darkness completely covered me. I felt the water beneath me as I steadied myself forward. Suddenly I was being pinned to something but I had no idea what it was. I could feel his hot breath on my neck which was completely clouding my judgment. His warm finger tips trailed down the bare skin of my sides.

Oh god. I felt the juices gather in my bikini bottoms as his teeth nipped at my earlobes.

"um," I whined. "I can't. Jake I'm drunk."

He whispered in a husky voice, "Bella you want to."

"You don't know what I want," I tried to protest.

"I do," he mumbled against my lips as his lips pecked me softly. "You want me. You want this. You don't have to say it aloud because I know the truth."

Oh god.

Suddenly my legs were wrapped around his waist. His tongue glided against my bottom lip begging for entrance and I allowed it.
His hands. All I could think of was his hands all over me. His hands in my hair. His hands squeezing my ass. His hands feeling me up was the best thing in the world. I felt his member stiffen against my core and it was as if someone had thrown a bucket of cold water on me.

"No," I said sliding from him and pushing him away. "I have to go. Please just give me my cell phone."

He handed it to me in the darkness and I stumbled from beneath the tiny bridge. I heard his husky voice call out to me once more, "I'll see you soon Bella."

Oh fuck my life.