"Lucas stop," Brooke gasped for air beneath him. They were in her room and he was mercilessly tickling her.
"Okay, okay," he said as she momentarily distracted him by kissing him. He wouldn't lie, kissing her was completely different than any other girl he been with. Her kisses were soft and gentle, but incredibly…erotic was the word he was looking for. She would always pull gently on his hair and run one of her hands up and down his back. He had never kissed a girl and been okay with just doing that and he realized he had more of an emotional connection with Brooke than with anyone else he had been with. Maybe it was because he knew everything about her prior to their relationship.
Things had actually been relatively quiet the past month between the two of them. There weren't any major problems or drama popping up. Things did get a bit awkward now that Lindsey was back but neither of them tried to think of that.
He pulled back from her and gave her a few small pecks. "Tell me again," he begged loving when the words flowed past her lips. Sure she had told him before but it wasn't since way before they were together. When she had told him the other day he couldn't get enough of it.
"Tell you what," she teased as she pinched his cheek.
"Tell me you love me as much as I love you," he asked again. His eyes were a bright blue today and Brooke could see nothing but adoration and vulnerability behind them.
"I don't know about that, today I'm not in the declaring my love mood" she teased again and squealed when he tickled her again.
"Please," he asked and kissed her gently again.
"Okay, okay," she said out of breath. "I love you Lucas Scott. I love you so damn much," she said as she moved her mouth up and kissed him hard.
He rolled over and brought her on top of him, never removing his mouth from her. She moved her legs so they were placed on either side of him and grinded herself against him. They had been toying with the sex line a whole lot more now and Brooke was pretty sure that she was ready. Lucas hadn't pushed the issue and she was kind of hoping he would be the one to bring it up.
"Mmmm," he moaned into her mouth. "What are you doing tonight," he asked as he pulled out of the kiss.
"Tonight I have plans with Nathan," she said and chuckled at the jealous look that crossed his eyes quickly and then disappeared. Things were good in that department but Lucas and Nathan still had a bit of tension in their relationship. Even though he wouldn't admit it to anyone Brooke knew he felt inferior to Nathan.
"Skip it," he said and she shook he head no. He pushed his hips up into her and she groaned when she felt him below her. "I think," he said as his hand started moving up under her shirt and gently rubbing her skin. "That you should reschedule so you can come by my place. I'll make dinner and we can have a special night together," he said nervously.
"All of our nights are special," she said urging him to be more specific with her.
"Yeah but I love you and I think tonight would be a special night to be together," he said almost shyly. "Now that I have my own place you can spend the night and there wouldn't be any interruptions," he said as he quirked his eyebrow, praying she understood his meaning.
"Lucas Scott are you asking if I will have sex with you tonight," she teased and couldn't help smiling at the blush that crept up on his cheeks as he nodded.
"I want you baby," he whispered as his hands finally cupped her breast and his fingers gently kneaded her firm flesh. "And it wouldn't be sex…I'd be making love to you."
"H…how about," she said and stopped when she closed her eyes. His hands felt so good and she was having a hard time thinking. She finally pulled back from his touch and pulled his hand from her shirt. "How about I hang out with Nathan for a little while and then come by," she tried to bargain.
"Brooke," he groaned and ran his hands over his face in a sign that he was frustrated. She wasn't meaning to upset him but she hadn't spent time with Nathan in a long time. She missed her friend and besides, she was a little freaked out at the idea of having sex, even though she wanted to.
"I'll be there by seven thirty at the latest," she tried again and he finally conceded. "Do you need me to bring anything?"
"Ummm," he said as he thought for a moment. "Oh, if you're out with Nathan could you grab a box of condoms," he joked and died laughing at the mortified look that crossed her features. She seriously looked like a deer caught in headlights and he loved her just a little bit more.
"You're kidding me right," she asked, praying to God that he really didn't expect her to buy those. She wasn't even sure what to get. Would he need regular or like magnum? Lubed or sheep skin? Oh my God she couldn't do that. She really didn't know anything about them.
"I'm just kidding," he said as he slipped out from under her and threw on his shoes. "Just bring yourself and if you feel like wearing something sexy, please feel free," he said as he leaned over and gave her a kiss. "I love you," he mumbled on her mouth. "I'll see you later my beautiful, sexy, Pretty Girl," he said as he pulled away and left.
"You're so dumb," Brooke said as she browsed around the store with Nathan. They had been at the stupid shoe store for more than an hour now and Brooke was bored.
"Listen, it's not dumb. I just need to find the perfect pair of sneakers," he said as he slid his foot into the millionth shoe. "It's not all about style…there needs to be comfort too," he said as he shook his head to let her know these shoes were a no go.
"You're seriously worse than a girl. You do realize that don't you?" The glare he sent her let her know that he didn't appreciate her thoughts.
Brooke slouched down on the bench and watched as he picked up the last possible shoe in the store. She watched him walk around for a minute and he finally gave her thumbs up. She looked at him and glared.
"You do realize those were the ones I told you to try on in the first place," she said as she crossed her arms over her chest.
"Yeah I know, but I had to be sure," he said as he smiled and bumped his shoulder into her. "Thanks for comin' B. I feel like I haven't talked to you in forever ."
"That's because we haven't," she said as she stuck her tongue out at him. "Ms. Haley James gets all my time now," she said with a fake pout.
"Only as much time as Lucas gets with you," he joked back. "How are things with my brother," he asked. He knew Lucas was happy but they didn't talk as much now that Lucas had gotten his own place. Nathan was happy for him because he knew his brother wasn't happy being under the same roof as Dan.
Brooke got a smile that didn't go unnoticed any time that Lucas was mentioned. "He's good, we're good," she said nodding her head to him.
"He treating you well," Nathan asked in his protective tone. Brooke knew he was only joking just like she did with him about Haley.
She nodded her head yes. "He's treating me good. I'm happy," she said with a dreamy look in her eyes that made Nathan roll his eyes. Brooke lightly pushed him when she saw. "He makes me real happy Nathan."
"And you make him happier than I've ever seen," Nathan smiled back.
"Same with you. I think Haley has been the best thing you've done right in a long time. No offense," she said as he looked at her weird.
"She's perfect Brooke. I look at her and can imagine my whole future. She intelligent and funny, beautiful and genuine. The only girl that I can say honestly compares to her is you," he said as he pulled her to his side and kissed the side of her head. "And I don't mean that in a pervy, I want you kind of way," he said when he noticed her tense a little. "You've changed Lucas for the good and even if you don't see it that kid is so madly in love with you."
"I see it and I feel the same way too," Brooke said with a smile. Nathan noticed that she seemed a little distant and had a feeling what was on her mind.
"You want to go see him don't you," he asked not at all disappointed. He actually wanted to spend time with Haley but he didn't want to disappoint Brooke. She was like family to him and he wanted to make it a point to spend time with her as well.
"It's okay. I said I'd spend time with my other favorite Scott," she said with a smile. She really didn't want to make Nathan feel like a second option because he had been such a great friend to her.
"Can I make a confession," he asked and waited for her to nod. "I know you want to spend time with Lucas and I am totally cool with that. I was actually hoping you wouldn't mind if I went to see Haley. If you do it's totally cool and I'll cancel or you could come," he started rambling.
She pinched his arm and watched him jump. "Damn Davis what was that for," he asked rubbing the sore spot. Right under the arm, no matter how toned you are, hurts like a bitch when it gets pinched.
"Go. I am totally okay with it. Lucas wanted me to come over anyway," she said with a shrug of her shoulders. She knew she was starting to get fidgety and hoped Nathan didn't notice. She was really starting to panic over sleeping with Lucas tonight. She wanted to, more than anything, but she just wanted to be perfect for him. How horrible would it be if he had sex with her and thought she sucked?
"Alright lets get outta here," he said as he grabbed his keys and they walked out to the parking lot.
"Lucas," Brooke said as she let herself into his apartment. She didn't hear a response, but chuckled when she heard him singing in the kitchen with the most off key tone. She threw her purse on the couch and ran her hands over her dress to smooth out the lines.
Lucas looked up and smiled when he saw her walking through the doorway. His eyes ran over her appreciatively as he took in her black heels, her tight fitting black dress that came a few inches above her knee and her loose curls that we've half up and hanging over her shoulders. He abandoned the veggies he was cutting and walked over to her. He slipped his arms around her waist and brought his lips to hers. "Hey baby, you look amazing," he mumbled against her lips.
"Thanks," she said as she pulled away. "You making anything to eat for me," she said as she made her way from him and grabbed a carrot off the counter and popped it into her mouth.
"No," he said and watched her look at him like he was nuts. "You went out with Nathan so I figured you could eat then," he said and shrugged his shoulders. He knew she was fuming when he turned his back to her and he couldn't help the smirk that formed on his lips.
"That's real nice," she fumed and crossed her arms over her chest.
"You're a big girl. You should know how to eat when you're hungry. I'm not your personal cook," he said as he threw the veggies in a pan and checked on the steak he was broiling.
"Whatever. I'm not that hungry anyway," she said as she walked from the kitchen and kicked her shoes off. She couldn't believe what a jerk he was. He knew she would be coming over and she ALWAYS made extra for him. She slapped her hands to her sides and walked back into the kitchen. She opened the broiler and looked at the steak and then him. "You are really going to eat all of this," she asked.
"What, I'm hungry," he said and laughed at her. He finally saw it click that he was joking and she lightly smacked him on the chest.
"You're a jerk," she said as he pulled her into him.
"Maybe, but I'm a jerk that you love," he said as he lightly pressed kisses to her neck. She just grunted in response and he squeezed her a little tighter. "Do you love me," he asked again. He was never one to have to have someone declare their love to him but he couldn't get enough from her.
"You already know the answer," she said as she pulled from him and opened the fridge to grab a soda.
He stood and glared at her. "How come I have to beg you to say it to me? At first you said it all the time and now I have to beg to hear those three words escape your soft lips."
She popped the top and took a sip from her soda before placing it on the counter. She walked over in front of him and propped herself on the counter. She grabbed him by the collar and pulled him into her. He wasn't budging while she kissed his lips. "I love you," she said and kissed his lips. "I love you Lucas," she whispered as she kissed down his neck. He finally brought his hands to rest on her hips. "I love you so much that I want to give myself to you tonight," she said knowing that would get a reaction from him.
Sure enough his head popped up and he kissed her back. The kiss was a little more aggressive but Brooke wasn't surprised by that. Sometimes when the conversations would come to sex things could get a bit more heated between the two of them. Brooke was the first to pull away.
"But-"
She heard Lucas growl and couldn't help but to laugh. "No buts Brooke. It's never a good sign," he said as he dropped his head to her shoulder.
"But," she said as she pushed him away from her and jumped down in front of him. "I want you to feed me first. I'm hungry," she said as she tilted her head to the side and bit her lower lips.
Something about when she bit her lip like that drove Lucas nuts. Maybe it was the way it made her look all shy and innocent or maybe it was because usually when she was doing it, she was pulling him closer by his belt loops. "Well then, let's eat," he said as he pulled the food from the oven and turned off the stove.
"Damn my baby looks good all wet and naked," Lucas joked as Brooke came into his room in nothing but a towel after her shower. She had needed the long hot shower to calm her nerves and Lucas told her to enjoy herself. She couldn't help but to smile at his words and the room. There were at least six candles lit around the room, there was relaxing music on very low and Lucas was sitting on the bed in nothing more than his boxer shorts.
"This is so nice Luke," she said as she gripped her towel a little tighter and took another look around.
"Come here," he whispered as he held out his hand and she took it as he pulled her forward. He pulled her gently with him on the bed until she was lying next to him.
His mouth brought light kisses to her lips and his tongue danced softly with hers. He wasn't in a rush and just being with her in that moment was more than enough. He felt her move her mouth from his down to his neck and he couldn't suppress the moan he felt. He was letting her set the pace so she didn't feel as nervous, but it was real hard for him to refrain from feeling her soft skin.
"Touch me Luke," she begged into his ear as she took hold of his hand and placed it on her towel. He pulled back to watch her face as he untied the towel from her body to make sure she was comfortable. When she didn't object he brought his hands to her breast and softly caressed her skin. He felt her push up a little as she let out what sounded like a tiny growl into his neck.
"Baby," he whispered out as Brooke ran her fingernails gently down his naked back. "Mmm baby," he said again as he closed his eyes briefly. He felt her eyes on him and opened his own to watch her watching him. He kissed her hard on the mouth for a moment. "You are so damn perfect baby," he said as his hands trailed on her belly and he brought his mouth down to her breast. He alternated between sucking and gently biting making Brooke squirm on the bed while his finger gently played with her below.
"L…Lucas," she breathed out heavily when his fingers pressed down on her a little more roughly. It caused her to shake below him and move her hips up forward. He was making her feel things that she had never felt with any other guy before. Sure, she had partaken in foreplay, but no one even came close to Lucas. No one made her want to give herself fully; no one but Lucas. She pulled his hair gently and finally urged him up forward. "I…I want you…please Lucas," she begged while he placed feather light kissed between her lips and neck.
"You have me already," he teased as he rubbed his hand along her with a little more pressure causing her breath to quicken. When he slipped a finger in her she nearly lost control.
"Not…not like this. Lucas please," she gasped for air.
"Please what," he continued with his teasing.
"Please Luke. I…uhhh God…I want…I wanna feel," she tried to get out as his hand made her feel things that she wasn't sure she had ever experienced.
"Feel what," he said as he kissed her and she bit his lip, causing a growl to escape him.
"I wanna…I wanna feel you…not…not your..uhhh….hand," she said as her hands wrapped around his back and her fingernails dug into his skin when he caused her to reach her point.
Lucas gently kissed her as her body calmed down. He wouldn't lie, sex usually hadn't been about pleasure for the other person when it came to him, but all he worried about with Brooke was doing things that she liked, things that would make her happy. He pulled back from her and pushed her hair back from her eyes. The way she was looking at him made his heart flutter and almost as if he could cry. No one else had ever looked at him like that before. "I love you so much," he whispered and traced his fingers along the dimples on her cheeks.
He felt his eyes flutter closed when he hands went under the elastic of his boxers. It always felt good when she touched him with her tiny, soft hands. He didn't object her hands pushed the fabric off of him but he stopped her from pleasuring him any further. No matter how much he loved foreplay, tonight was about her. He reached over to the table and grabbed the little foil packet.
She was nervous as she watched him pull the condom out and roll it over himself. She wanted to be with him more than anything, but she wouldn't deny that the whole idea of sex made her nervous. And as she spread her legs and watched him position herself between them she finally washed those feelings away. No matter how much it may hurt she knew Lucas would be gentle with her. If at any point she didn't want to continue she knew he'd stop. And as he lined himself up with her and slowly slipped inside she kept herself in check.
It hurt, not as much as she had thought it would but still. Maybe it was because Lucas didn't slam into her, maybe it was because the way he gauged her reaction the whole time, or maybe it was because he repeatedly whispered his love for her the whole time but it felt okay. He didn't move for a moment and she was thankful for that as he gave her soft, sweet kisses.
When he finally started moving the whole experience turned out to be more pleasurable than she ever imaged it would be. When Lucas would angle himself so he was above her in pushup style or hit points that she never knew existed she found herself letting out these loud moans that she wasn't sure where they came from. She knew Lucas liked hearing them because he would smirk and go that much harder or faster into her just to hear it escape her lips.
She knew when he was getting close because he was going harder and faster into her and panting. She was digging her nails into his back and pushing her legs into him to feel as much as possible. She felt herself nearing her point and was chanting his name into his ear that was biting down on her shoulder. With a few more hard pushes she tightened around him and felt him hit his point moments later.
He leaned down and gave her a tender kiss before pulling from her and lying next to her. He wrapped her in his arms and spooned with her. "That…You were amazing Brooke," he said as he kissed her shoulder not sure how to let her know exactly how much he treasured being with her.
"Yeah," she said and smiled. "You're perfect Luke. You felt perfect. I'm so glad I waited for you," she said referencing her first time and felt him hug her tighter to his body and whispered "Me too," into her hair.
Okay so there it is. I've played with this chapter quite a bit and I'm not sure if I even want to post it but fuck it….here it is. I hope that it doesn't disappoint because I honestly don't know how I feel about it right now. Thank you for all the reviews last chapter….they were honestly amazing and pushed me to get this up for you guys. So you all are the best and let me know what you thought of this! Thanks!