Chapter 5

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BPOV

I'm not sure if I am ready to see Edward yet. The pain wasn't as bad as it had been since my family came back into my life. Come to think of it, it doesn't hurt to think of Edward at all anymore. Like he never existed.

As I lay here in my bed I know Alice is a whole other story. I was terrified to see Alice. Even if she did find her mate I was terrified to see her reaction to mine and Jasper's relationship. Even in this short amount of time I loved him. I had fallen in love with Jasper Nathan Whitlock Cullen!

He fit me like never Edward never had. I loved to read and so did he. I loved simple and laid back so did he. We would both would rather sit at home and be with our family or watch movies and cuddle up. OH yeah and there is the deal breaker called Beast! Jasper loves my Truck! Edward would say it is excessive and ghastly! (AN I love my truck which is what bella's is modeled after and if my hubby hated my truck it would be over! Not really but it would be a fight about it everyday! Im country and I love my truck!;p)

Emmett had a plan to trick Edward and Alice. We are going all going to hide except me. I was going to be sitting on the sofa wearing the same clothes he had left me in. I saved them for so reason. I was going to be shielding everyone so that they couldn't be heard. I can't wait to see the look on his face. But we had a while till that happened.

Jason and I had came home shortly after surprising Mom and Pop. Jasper was going to come over at about ten. Jason was into his games. I was laying on my bed waiting on Jasper who was a mile out from the sound of it. He was shouting that he wanted to talk in private in his thoughts.

"Hun I'm going to go for a walk with Jasper OK?"

"Okay Mom be careful." he never even looked up from the game he was playing.

I met Jasper on the back porch.

"We need to talk." was all he said as he grabbed my hand and we took off. I was trying not to listen to his thoughts but he was screaming a god awful Willie Nelson song. I stopped us suddenly.

"Think you could stop shouting. I just might get a head ache. I wont pry so don't worry." I smirked at him.

Then we took off again.

We stopped just out of hearing range.

"What do you want to talk about Jazz?" I was curious.

" Carlisle and Esme want you and Jason to move in and they want to Adopt Jason. I didn't say anything to them about Jason's real relationship with you so I am just relaying the message." he was very straight forward.

"Well that is not going to happen he already has a parent."

"Parents"

"That is what I said he already has a parent. Jasper your hearing is crap you know that." I chuckled at him.

"No my Darlin' your hearing is crap. I said he has TWO parents! That is if you and Jason will have me." he said quietly.

I was in shock my mouth wouldn't form words.

"Bella in the very short time that I was around him I have felt the emotions that he has for you and there is a pull there as well. It is protective toward him like I want to make sure he is happy and safe. He truly sees you as his mother. And I would be most honored to call him my son. I love his mother dearly and I have this feeling that I am going to marry her someday. And when I do I plan on adopting Jason if that is what you both want."

Did he just ask to marry me and adopt my son?

"That would be to big Hell yeah's" He said.

"Sorry I didn't mean to project. Are you sure?"

"Yeah I'd love to be Jason's dad if that is what he wants. And as far as marring you. It is entirely up to you on the when and where. We could do something small now and do something big later if that is what you want."

"Jazz we're mates aren't we"

" I talked to Pop about it. It seems so. If that is what you want. I will not force anything onto you."

Jasper's phone rang. When he answered it Pop was on the other end.

"Jasper you and Bells and Jason need to get to the clearing. The Alpha wants to renew the treaty. Since Ed and Ali they will have to be removed since they joined the Guard and Bells and Jason will have to be added."

"Okay how long"

"An Hour"

"Okay"

He hung up and we took off for my house. Once we got in range I told Jason via mind link to meet me on the back porch with me another hoodie. I told him where we were going and he knew what I wanted. When we got to the house he was waiting.

Jason had my hoodie that I asked for. It was a hoodie Jake gave me when I was still slightly in zombie mode. I changed my hoodie right there on the porch in front of the guys.

Jake's hoodie always gave me a boost in the confidence department, it was like it was apart of the fabric.

I know Jake had most likely pasted on but I missed him something awful when I thought about the wolves and him. So the shirt was just what I needed for this meeting.

We were at the Cullen's in a matter of minutes.

"It's going to take us a half hour to reach the clearing. Bella did you make a decision?"

"Yes and I am afraid that you cant adopt Jason."

"Why Bella" Carlisle asked puzzled.

"Because he already has Parents" I answered as plainly as I could.

"Parents?" Jason asked "As in two?"

"Yes Hun two" I answered him beaming.

Everybody was shocked apart from me and Jasper.

"Em Close your mouth." It was hanging open in his shock he never even realized it was open. "Jason is like my son. He has been since day one. He never had a family before I changed him. So I am his mom. And Jasper wants to be his dad. So that makes you two." I pointed at Rose and Em.

"Uncle Emmy and Auntie Rose." I figured Em would be the one bouncing up and down but nope Rose was.

"I'm an Auntie I'm an Auntie!" Rose shouted.

"Bella does that mean that I'm a ….." Mom couldn't finish her sentence.

"Grandma!" Jason shouted at the top of his lungs as he through himself in her arms. Esme was silently sobbing as she held onto Jason.

"I know you all want to hear the whole story but I think that we should be heading to the clearing." I stated.

We were all out the door in a flash.

Carlisle was singing a awful song very loudly. I tuned him out. Jason was all excited about his new family as was Esme, she was beaming. Everybody else was hiding something I couldn't put my finger on it. I know it is big whatever it is. I tuned them out and listened to the forest while we zoomed by.

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We were almost to the clearing I could smell the wolves, but couldn't see them They were most likely in the tree line like we were. I put my hood up out of habit.

Jasper went to pull my hood down but I gave him a look that told him not to. I was still unsure of myself and my feelings my grief was almost crippling. I had never been this close to the wolves since before I was changed. Jason put his arm over my shoulder and pulled me in tight to his side. I put my arm around his waist and squeezed him to me tightly it was more for my comfort than his.

"It's time" Pop said and we all started to move forward. Jason was on my right side next to Esme. Jasper was to my left but in front of me. Em was in front of Rose and Pop was in front of Mom. Us girls and Jason in behind them. Jason had his shield around us girls and himself. I kept my head down not wanting to look at the wolves, I had shut down my mind reading powers. I just didn't want to see the wolves or hear them either.

We stopped in the middle of the clearing. The smell of the wolves was strong but it never bothered me at all. They smelled like the forest with other things that I just couldn't tell who smelled like what. They just smelled like the pack. It was kinda soothing in a strange way. But my grief just got worse as I thought about my Jake.

The wind picked up as I felt someone phase, the Alpha I'm guessing. Then it hit me like a ton of brick. I collapsed right where I stood or I would have if Jason wasn't holding me up. My mind went into over drive. Fresh rain, vanilla and ….. Engine oil? I looked up from behind my hair and gasped.

I shoved off my hood and moved my hair out of my face and came face to face with the one person I craved to see again. My Jake was standing before me smiling. Beaming at me really.

"Are you just going to stand there and stare or are you going to come give your best friend a hug? After a hundred years I think I am over due for one!" Yep that was my Jake. He took a step forward into no man's land and opened his arms wide. I let go of Jason and launched myself at my best friend.

"I see you missed me!" he said laughing as we stood up off the ground. I never let him go.

"Oh my god like you wouldn't believe." I answered as I still clung to him. I felt whole again. I had my mate my family and my Jake back all in one day.

"Bells we are going to let you two catch up we'll see you at the house later. I'll make sure that our son gets to school on time if you are not back." Jasper said.

I love you see you at Pops house. jz

"okay" I love you too babe. B

Jake turned to the pack three of the wolves were whimpering.

"Bells there are a few people that want to see you. If that is okay?" Jake said.

" I have a feeling that I want to see them too!"

"Everybody else can leave and go home these three have patrol next anyway."

I turned around and felt the three wolves phase back human.

"Okay now turn around"

There stood Embry, Quil, and Seth. They had all stepped into no man's land. I launched myself at them much like I had done Jake. The two older boys had become my best friends before Vicky had got to me. Seth was my little brother that I never had. Mini Jake as I called him, held me the longest.

"I missed you guys so much." I said when I finally was released from Seth's death grip.

"We missed you too Bells." They said all at once which caused me to laugh.

"So tell me everything that I missed." I told them all as I sat down Jake sat to my left, Seth on my right, both were holding one of my hands. Embry and Quil sat in front of me our knees touching. If someone was to see us it looked like we were in some kind of huddle. They were all touching me in some way.

"I see you kept my hoodie. I went crazy looking for it after the services for Charlie when we cleaned out the house." Jake said.

"Yeah it was what I was wearing when Vicky got me."

It was a black hoodie with white writing on the front that said "Once you go BLACK you never go back" the back had Jake's last name and football number from his freshman year. He only got to play that one season because he phased that next year. It didn't fit him afterwards. He had given it to me the day I jumped off the cliffs and almost drown it was the only thing that remotely fit me that he had.

"Well tell me what all happened after I left."

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OH and for reference here are all the names for thoughts how I am going to put them from now on to make it a little easier.

Bella = b

Jasper= jz

Jason=jsn

Emmy=em

Rose= r

Carlilse=c

Esme=es

Jake=jk

Edward = ed

Alice=ali

Alec=ac

Jane= jn

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