Cat's point of view
Beck immediately pulled me into a hug, rubbing my back until I calmed down.
"Cat," he said, "YOUR Beck is dead. Something happened to me that broke me."
"Don't you EVER say that again," I told him firmly, "You are not dead. I don't know what happened to you but I refuse to lose you. There's too much at stake right now. You know what I mean!"
I wasn't afraid to play my ace. Beck knew I wasn't afraid to play my ace. He's my best friend and I am not going to lose him.
"I don't know how to get back to myself," he said
"You can't on your own," I said, "But you're not alone. Look around you. All the people here have one thing in common. We love you. We're not going to let you go through this alone."
