~hey...look at that...two chapters^^~

i figured i should be nice, and put up more than one, so two in one day sounds good ^^

i hope that last chapie wasn't too depressing. i reread it, and was like holy KIKWANG .

[b2uties of b2strising laugh with me here :3]

anyways...enjoys ^^^

****{3 eyed monster}****

Daesung walked into the hall with the maknae and Youngbae. They were laughing at the most ridiculous pun that had been said on the way over, when they heard music coming from the studio. Now the only ones with keys were themselves, Seunghyun, the janitors, President Yang, and...Jiyong. They knew there was no way that Seunghyun could be there this early, even though Daesung was later than usual, they were still a good fifteen minutes early. They looked at each other, each wondering and hoping the same. 'Could it really be Jiyong?'. No one dared to speak it out loud but the took off running. Cutting corners and racing up stairs instead of waiting for elevators. They skidded to a stop just before the door. They slowly peaked around the corner to look through the large glass window. Their faces fell at the sight they saw in the room. Not out of disappointment, no it wasn't that. But of pure shock.

Seunghyun was dancing in way he could not bring himself to do in years. That and he was actually here...they crouched down, so he would not notice them.

"I didn't know hyung-nim still had it in him..." the younger Seunghyun whispered. "I knew he did! I just knew it!" Daesung, his whisper bubbling with excitement. "I'm with Dae here...but is it healthy? I mean he hasn't been active like this for years..."Youngbae was genuinely worried. And he was right. "But think about it Tae, don't you think this was exactly what he needed? The only way to move like that is to free your mind. To let go. Don't you think he needs that? It's been years since he's been able to do this...I bet he'll even sleep soooo deep tonight that no nightmares will enter his thoughts!" Daesung understood why his friend was worried but he also was convinced that this was exactly what his hyung needed. "Either way..." Seunghyun maknae started, "we shouldn't disturb him, should we...?" His elders shook their heads in disagreement. "No." They answered in unison, "This is a practice after all and we should dance with him." Youngbae said. "Agreed. We should just walk in quietly, drop our stuff and just smoothy join in. We already know the choreography he's using...so it shouldn't be much of a problem." the maknae looked at his hyungs and decided they were right. They should dance together. It was a practice after all...

Lost in his own world, Seunghyun didn't notice his fellow members when they snuck into the studio. His eyes, closed. His body just moving to the beat as though he'd been born to dance the steps his body followed, he did not see them in the mirror behind him. They too, soon became swept away with the music. After about ten minutes, Seunghyun maknae realized something. 'This isn't the song these steps were choreographed to...' He crept over to the stereo, where he saw the case for the cd that was currently playing. We Belong Together... was written on the cover. This was the set of demos Jiyong had sent over. It was the voice of Jiyong, happy and confident, pulsating from the speakers. 'No wonder Seunghyun hyung is so relaxed...' This was what worried him most. That Jiyong was sad, depressed, broken...this was what haunted his dreams. Hearing this music...this voice, so happy, so like Jiyong, it was this that gave him the piece of mind he needed. Discreetly, the maknae whispered his newly discovered fact into the ears of the other two. They all silently agreed, Seungri cut the music.

Even in the silence, Seunghyun continued to dance as though it had never stopped. "Hyung!" the three shouted in unison. Completely startled, he tripped over his feet and hit the floor of the studio with a solid oomph. He looked up at the three hubaes...they were all smiling from ear to ear. Grinning at him...instead of the wistful smiles he had grown accustomed to over the years. "Hyung, that was amazing!" Seungri sounded so enthusiastic. Trying to block out his peers...Seunghyun concentrated on how he was feeling. He wasn't tired, even though after a quick glance at the clock told him he had been dancing for at least an hour. In his normal state, ten minutes had been enough to wipe him out. Today was different. He could feel it in his bones. He felt refreshed...one could say he was almost calm. But not quite. His nightmare still haunted the back of his thoughts...he wouldn't ever truly escape it, and he was fine with that. He stood and stretched his tense muscles. The others couldn't hold in their gasp. They had forgotten how truly gorgeous he was when he stretched to his full height. He chuckled. A soft, barely audible noise, but it was there.

"Hyung," Daesung started, "Would you like to go out and pick up some stuff while we clean this place up a bit?" Youngbae finished for him. Feeling as though his body could use a really good run, Seunghyun nodded and grabbed his jacket. They scribbled down their requests and sent him on his way. Once he left, the three looked at each other. The reason they had expected Jiyong earlier was because he had text-ed them that he would be returning sometime that day. Their highest hopes were that Jiyong in fact would not carry such a hatred for their hyung as he believed he did. Hopefully they would run into each other. They could not be sure, but they prayed with every ounce of their beings. Today they had seen a glimpse of the real Seunghyun for the first time in years. It had been the happy voice of Jiyong that revived him. They prayed that they would be able to witness just a little more of their old friend again.

Knowing that once he stepped outside his body would want to curl into a tight little ball, Seunghyun took off out the door running. After about five or so blocks, he slowed to a walking pace. His muscles were loose now, but he could slowly feel them re-tightening themselves. His head became clearer the more he walked in the blasted cold weather. Memories of that morning's nightmare and so many before crept into his thoughts. He felt the calm leave him as quickly as it came. He was once again locked in the depression that had held him captive. He huddled in his jacket, scanning the sides of the road for the place the other members had specified. At long last, he spotted them and bolted inside, craving the warmth they offered. He dreaded leaving them after he had made the desired purchases. Knowing he could not stay there all day, he reluctantly forged out into the cold air. Seunghyun shuddered when the first gust of cold hit his body. He began heading to the final destination on the list.

The streets were empty. Not a person in sight. No animals either. Apparently, he was the only one stupid enough to brave this kind of weather. When the last destination, a little cafe, came into view, he had to fight the urge to run for it. He knew his limbs would not cooperate if he attempted, therefore landing him face-first on the concrete. So, he fought back and continued slowly. As he intently watched the door, transfixed on his destination, a figure emerged. Male, small and thin. A thin leather jacket covering his wife-beater, skinny jeans, and hi-top rubber shoes was all he wore. Seunghyun shivered just looking at him. The figure turned toward Seunghyun, for he had made a noise in the process of his shiver. The boy, in an attempt to see, brushed aside the bleached blonde hair that hung softly over his left eye. Seunghyun would never be able to mistake those deep chocolate eyes for anyone else. "Jiyong...?" the question was barely audible, even to his own ears. But there was no question, no doubt in his mind. The figure before him was none other than Kwon Jiyong, G dragon...the one he had caused so much pain. He wanted desperately to turn, to run away as fast as possible. And only one thing prevented him from doing so. Three words that he never thought he'd here spoken in that soft, angelic voice...

"Seunghyun hyung...?"

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so, so? wat do ya thinks?

getting interesting?

no? maybe a little...?

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