Atleast i Have one Fan ^^ thanks for the reviews, And for the people who may think she is going to pick Jean, I would like to hear the opinions. OR maybe I'll do a story with a second and thing.
Warning :Chapter is OUt of Envy's Eyesight ^^
Chapter 6
She Was the only one I could think of, my head was pounding from the headache I had. Why couldn't I just go to her and claim her like I should have done many times earlier. Maybe It was because I was afraid she would hate me, because she had lost major parts of her memorie. Maybe it was because I would know for sure she would find someone better then me. I knew she would Marry someone handsome, someone who could take care of her without yelling at her. Without being the jerk I had been for the past year. When I lost her, I just couldn't give up searching for her. And when I found her, I couldn't Make myself take her away again from her friends. Telling her she was a monster like I was, like Greed was. Like she should be.
I sighed as I remembered last night, I had been in her room again, watching everything in it. Smelling her pillow like I would always do. It had started to be an habbit of mine to go to her room over day time. So I could lay on her bed. I would sleep for two hourers. Maybe more. As i thought about it I walked over to the next room of our hideout seeing Greed making something. He looked up. "He your back" He sounded Surprised.
"yeah so?" I sneered sitting down a chair next to him. "well guess who has pieces of her memorie back?" I looked at him curious. "your ass?" because I couldn't go not make jokes about it. "No, lust you fucking morron" He told me. My heart started pounding faster. "how much?" I asked eager. Greed watched me closly. 'About me" My heartrate sunk again, i remembered that Greed had sex with her. I got up and punched him right on the nose. Greed flew back as his skin started healing. "What was that for!" He yelled wanting to punch back "YOU SLEPT WITH HER!" My voice was high. "YOU KNOW SHES MINE!" I was angry, I still had my hands in fists. "she doesn't even remember meeting you envy!' Greed growled. "SO what!" I punched the wall for being this mad. "I HATE IT" I yelled at the wall instead of chuckeld. "you should find something to get her memorie back instead of crying on her pillow" my Eyes formed into tiny slits. How could he know that "I DIDN"T CRY!" Trying to Punch him again. "YOU DID!" Greed smiled at me with an evil smile.
I left the hide out again, stupid Greed, stupid him. Ok, I cried, but it hurted so much knowing that she wouldn't remember me, and then she had Sex with that stupid Jean havoc. It hurted, allot. I was ready to walk out of the ally as I saw her, walking down the street. I smiled to myself. This couldn't hurt could it. My shape started changin. And when I looked in the water puddle infront of me the image of Jean Havoc smiled back at me. being a shapeshifter was so much easier. I walked out of the ally. "Maria!" I had to restrain myself from running over to her and kissing her. Maria looked up from what she was doing with her hands and smiled. It was the most beutifull smile I had ever seen. "I thaught you had to work" Maria exclaimed as she was still walking. "yeah Roy was in a bad mood" I told her, knowing she wouldn't mind it so bad. "He Jean... about yesterday" Maria spoke up after a few moments. "were just friends right?" She looked up to me like she was about to cry. "I mean, you were really sad yesterday.. and I didn't want to make you feel special about me" I got hold of her hand. "No, were just friends" I told her. I could really kill this Jean, he had talked her into this with an sad act. I knew it. She let go of my hand, I wanted to grab it in mine again. But luckily I didn't forget that she didn't know who i was.
"You know Jean... there was someone in my room yesterday" I looked up, watching her closely. 'You know who it was?" I asked her curiously, faking it as hell. "I think it was the person I was looking for" She looked up at me again. "envy" I felt my heath rise, she saw me? when? I had made sure she left! "That's weird he didn't hurt you did he?" I asked her hoping to sound worried. "Well... before I went out I heard someone in my room and, i went to check it out... and he was searching my room... and then lay down with my pillow" Envy felt his hands sweat. "is that so...? curious" He crossed his arms. "Jean is everything all right? You seem of today" Her eyes were on mine. I stopped walking and swallowed. "i was just thinking... " Maria sat down on a bench. "About what?" She gestured for me to sit down. "You are a homunculus... what if Envy wanted you?" I had to focus, her face was so confused it was pretty. "Like Love me?" I saw Maria blush, it made me tingel. And her words hit me hard. Was that it, had I, envy, Fallen in love with such a inocent homunculus. Had I lost my grip. "Yes" I answered not sure what to expect. And then I heard a Familiar voice coming from behind me. "What the ..." I turned around to see the real Jean hacov staring at me. making sure it was not a mirror from the building I stepped back just a little. It was the real Jean. "Jean? what is going on?" I heard her sweet voice. "Envy" He had said my names many times before. But this time it was full of hatred. "envy?" Maria's voice was trembeling. Now I had done it, I turned around Laughing as the idiot that I was. Changing to my normal form.