~heyo...again two chapters~
because i'm slow -.-
this one's dedicated to XtremeSkittles016
because they reminded me about this story lol
thank you~~~:)
enjoy^^
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~Jiyong's pov~
I was immediately consumed by the arms of my friends. I had missed them so much. In this moment, I felt as though I'd never be able to truly express this to them. They were laughing as they tried to keep the failing huddle on it's feet. Dae and V were jumping and hopping around with their arms tight around me. Tae was the closest. He wasn't like the others. He just stood there and held me tight, as though I'd disappear if he didn't. They'd told me that Dae had taken the role of leader while I was away, but I knew that most of the burden had to have fallen upon poor Tae's shoulders. He had always put off the strong gangsta profile to our fans...when he was really a shy, quite, and responsible person.
As I stood in the mess of flailing limbs and such, my eyes caught sight of Seunghyun hyung, just leaning against the door frame with his head turned away. I could almost feel my heart shudder. This was the reason I had delayed my return for so long. I was afraid that my hyung wouldn't want me anymore. That he would be really mad about how I treated him so long ago. My worst nightmare was him rejecting me. Him telling me that he hated me. This is why I wanted so desperately to push the inevitable talk to later. I didn't want this moment to be ruined. I wanted to see everyone laugh and sing and goof and dance together at least one last time before something separated us...
I managed to wiggle myself loose of the attack and get my words lost in the meaningless conversation they were all partaking in. Except, that is, hyung. We moved into the studio and Seunghyun followed us with his bag of things I guess the others used as an excuse for him to go out. I nearly wet myself I was laughing so hard, as he pulled out a box of snap-dragons. So many stories of the idiocy we exemplified with those, and none of them had particularly good endings. Soon, I saw the calculating and uncomfortable expression vanish from his face. He allowed himself to get lost in the idiocy of the moment. I smiled wider and stood to excuse myself. I had a plan that would make everybody laugh their asses off. I ran to the supply closet were they stashed old recordings and such. It was at times like these that I was extremely happy that the people had OCD and everything was alphabetized. I had no problem finding what I was looking for.
When I returned, they had V doing hid Justin Timberlake impersonation. It was slightly awkward considering the fact that he was using Dae as Britney. Dae couldn't stop smiling, as usual, which upped the awkward level when V began to dry hump the guy. This brought me back to a thought I had a few years ago...'What if we're all secretly gay?'. I mean it would explain so much. But, I know or a fact that we're not because somehow V landed Bom from our sisters 2NE1, and Dae had Minzy, and Tae...well he had some difficulty in that area due to trust issues and scary ex's. I had never heard of Tempo having a girlfriend, but I remembered his first crush, which at the time he was so cute and too shy for his own good. I, personally never really wanted a girlfriend, basically because of my flirtatious nature, it was difficult.
While they were laughing and probably starting to question V's loyalty, I snuck over to the stereo. When I popped it open to insert the disc I had found I was surprised at what I found. It was the recording I had sent the guys as a taste of what I was bringing back with me. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and nearly jumped to the ceiling. "It's just me." whispered Tae. "hyung was listening to that earlier. Dancing, actually. He looked the happiest I've seen him in years, bro..."He kinda patted me on the head and then turned to return to the guys, who were trying to rescue Dae.
'My music...hyung was listening, no, dancing to my music? The happiest he's been...?' Tae's words had confused me, but I felt extremely happy at the thought of hyung enjoying and smiling to my voice. I shook my head violently in attempt to clear my thoughts. I popped out the demo and inserted my find. I walked back to the others as it loaded. I stood behind Seunghyun as he watched Tae wrestle with V. Then...the music started to play and everyone froze. This had been our first single we'd put out as BigBang. And also the only one of our songs that have a super special dance that corresponds to it. V stood and extended his hands out to his two elders. Dae and Tae looked at each other for a moment before grabbing hold and taking position with our maknae. I tapped the shoulder of the man sitting below me. He seemed startled when he turned to see me, but soon a smile crept onto his face.
~Seunghyun's pov~
Looking up into those eyes, those chocolate eyes, I felt at peace. I don't know why. He held out his hand. I kind of looked at it as though it was a foreign object. Then it hit me. He wanted to dance with me. The dance we had created even before we became BigBang. Even before HyunSeung left. I'd never have imagined that he'd remember this. We were always partners. Always together. I felt something strange in my chest as this sunk in...did he really not hate me? Then of course it turned to 'How the hell doesn't he? Why wouldn't he? Stop getting your hopes up bapo.' Even my inner voices agree with me. His smile started to fade...I didn't want to see that. I quickly smiled up at him. True and confident. Not a fake and shaky one.
I took his hand into my own, caressing the feel of it. My dreams had made me fear this younger boy. He helped me stand and then continued to usher me over the empty space next to the guys. He positioned us just like the old days. And then it began. Our crazy and wacky dance that even we laugh at. The feelings that twisted inside my chest and stomach every time Jiyong was in my arms...I couldn't explain it. It was though I had been missing something for a very long time, and now I had it back. I only wished that this feeling was flowing in him as well, a feeling that said he needed me, that he didn't, couldn't hate me. But once again, the barrage began. 'Who are you to wish these things! Do you realize what you did to that boy?' and others along the same line... [end pov]
When the twenty minute tape ended, it was twenty minutes because it was all versions of the song together and repeated at least twice, the members of BigBang collapsed to the floor. They were breathless because the dance lasted the entire length of the tape, and once you started, there was no going back. The studio was filled with laughs and stupid crack jokes. Seunghyun was sitting with his arm draped over Jiyong's shoulders. The other Seunghyun was out on the floor. Dae couldn't stop laughing and Youngbae had gotten up to find the stashed supply of beverages. In their heads, Dae, Tae, and V were all thinking on how well their plan had went. The two were together again and there was no killing.
For awhile, when the first were happening, Seunghyun had kept a journal detailing each nightmare. One night when Tae stayed over, he had found that journal. What he and the others had passed of as moodiness was an actual problem. They never approached him, but they watched out for him. For sometime, they took turns staying with him overnight, as to console him when he woke screaming, sweaty, and lost. They thought they knew their friend Jiyong, but he had known him longer. Childhood friends even. They weren't entirely sure how this would go, but they had a feeling. And, so far, their feeling had been right.
*****gamsahamnida*****
cute :)
side note: the whole dance-tape thing =
figment of my imagination...it doesnt exist to the best of my knowledge :(
but on a happier note:
~~dansa med oss
klappa era händer
gör som vi gör
ta några steg åt vänster
lyssna och lär
missa inte chansen
nu är vi här med
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because they have murdered my mind
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