Chapter 5: Crazy Leah

The next day at lunch, Leah was in an extreme bitch mood.

"Jake when are you going to take me out to do something fun?"

"Jesus christ Leah we've just gone back to school and I have football pratice, you know that."

"Now, now, now I declare no fighting at my table." Emmett shouted grinning.

"Emmett Cullen... SHUT! UP!" Leah roared.

Edward rolled his eyes.

"Leah he's just trying to lighten you up." I assured her ignoring Edward.

"Trying to lighten me up?" She demanded looking outraged.

"Yeah."

She pursed her lips.

"Why is it always me that has to been lit up! In fact why is everything always about ME! Why am I always the problem Jake!?"

Both Emmett and Edward looked crossly at me with smirks.

I glared at them then looked at Leah.

"Leah I never said anything about you-"

"Oh you pussy," Emmett growled cutting me off and waving me off with his hand.

"What he means to tell you darling is that you are a fucking bitch half of the time and you have a huge stick, shoved so far up your ass that it is protruding out of your nose for everyone to notice and see."

He ended this with a cheeky grin.

I smacked Emmett upside the head.

Leah's jaw dropped and she jumped up from our table faster than I'd ever seen her move before.

"You two are fucking assholes!" She cried throwing her napkin at me.

With that she stormed out of the cafeteria.

"Thanks a ton Em," I growled shoving away from my seat at the lunch table.

I could hear him laughing after me as I ran after Leah.

"Leah! Leah come here!"

She was running quickly down the hall and down a small flight of stairs.

"Leah! Wait!"

I caught her by her forearm just before she ran into the girls bathroom.

"Let go of me Jake!"

"Leah-"

"How could you let him say that to me!?"

"He didn't-"

"DON'T defend him! Don't you dare defend HIM! Now let go of me!"

"Leah-"

She ripped her arm from me and slammed the girls bathroom door shut in my face.

"C'mon Lea... babe come on?"

"You're such a pussy Jake!"

I usually do not let my temper get the best of me, but in this situation it over ruled me.

My fist came down on the bathroom door.

"Leah! Open the fucking door now! LEAH!"

"Jacob?"

I turned around and saw... Bella.

She stared at me confused with widened eyes.

"Are you ok Jacob?"

"It's fucking over Jake! OVER!" I heard Leah scream.

I turned back to face the door and kicked it.

"You don't mean that and you know it!"

"Yes I do! Leave me alone!"

"Why are you so fucking stubborn!?"

"Because you're such a dick!"

I growled and banged my fist down on the bathroom door again.

"Leah!"

"GO. AWAY."

I snarled.

"Fine! I'm leaving! For good this time!"

"Fine!"

"Fine!"

Without explaining to Bella I turned my back and walked away.

I passed Edward on my way.

"Tell your brother thanks for making Leah see so much fucking reason!" I shouted shoving him.

Edwards eyebrows knitted.

I didn't care I stormed past him and went to the weight room for the remainder of lunch.

When the bell rang my temper had sedated, but I didn't feel like facing Bella in Enviornmental Science to explain all the shit I go through with Leah to her.

But Robbs would be sure to tell coach if I skipped out on his class.

Reluctantly I went.

When I got to class Bella was already there, seated and staring blankly at the board.

I sighed as I took my seat next to her.

I waited for her to say something along the lines of:

'What's wrong with you and Leah?'

or 'Why were you so upset at lunch?'

But she said nothing.

She just stared at Robbs all throughout the class and took notes obediently.

As the clock ticked I was becoming disgruntled by her silence.

Why wasn't she prying like any other person who witnessed one of me and Leah's episodes would?

She hadn't looked or said a word to me at all.

At two minutes till the bell I cracked.

"Are you mad or something?" I demanded in a whisper.

She turned slowly and looked sideways at me.

"Excuse me?"

I glared then leaned in closer towards her.

"What's wrong with you?"

It was her turn to glare at me.

"There is nothing wrong with me, and no I'm not mad."

"Why haven't you asked me about Leah?" I whispered back.

Her eyebrows lifted.

"Your relationship with Leah is none of my business."

I snorted rolling my eyes.

"Are you serious?" I asked tilting my head to the side.

She glared, looking a hint angrier now.

"Yes I'm very serious Jacob Black. Do you think I spend all my time thinking about you and your girlfriend?"

"Every girl in this school does." I growled at her.

She leaned away from me sneering.

I leaned closer in towards her.

"Every girl in this school is nosy when it comes to me and Leah. Why don't you just say whatever it is that you want to say?"

"Maybe I'm not like every other girl in this school Jacob. Maybe I'm not at all obsessed or interested in you and Leah's relationship at all. Is that a crime?"

I glared at her.

"You honestly don't care at all about what you saw and heard?"

"Why would I?"

I growled and yanked away from her.

"Whatever Bella."

"Whatever Jacob."

She shrugged looking unaffected by my harshness.

Then the bell rang.

Leah thankfully didn't show up for calculus and after my last class I went to football practice.

I ran extra fast and hit extra harder.

It had to be from the stress of having two girls mad at me at the same time.

Of course I'd never admit to that aloud, a girl can never come between a man and his game as the saying goes.

Or two girls.

I saw Leah across the field practicing with the cheerleaders.

I ignored her.

After practice I was the first one out of the parking lot.

I sped on my bike to my house and happily found that the house was empty.

Away from school and practice I finally had to face my thoughts of Leah and Bella both being royally pissed off at me.

Leah is always mad at me, so her being mad at me is more annoying than anythign else, but Bella being mad at me... that's different.

I geniuenly felt awful about what happened in science.

I shouldn't have been that rude to her, I know that.

It's not who I really am, I was just letting my bad temper flare up again.

I hated that it did flare up in front of Bella, TWICE in one day no less.

I can only imagine how pissed off she is at me.

She probably thinks that I'm self absorbed now, but that is how I acted.

I can't blame her.

A lot of people in Forks High School do care about me and Leah's relationship more than their own.

I know I was wrong to assume that she felt the same as them.

I'm an arrogant ass sometimes and I'll have to apologize to her for that tomorrow.

Hopefully she'll be in a better mood.

If she is then I'll finally ask her to hang out with me while I'm apologizing.

Everytime that I try to ask something comes up.

I could ask if she wants to come to La Push to the swimming holes.

I grin at the idea.

Suddenly there's a vibration in my front pant pocket.

I pull out my cell phone and see that I have a text message.

Come outisde.

From: Leah

I sigh.

This can't be good.

I stand up from the couch and look out the window and see her silver car parked out front in my yard.

I consider not going and bolting the door.

Instead I bite the bullet and walk out.

She stays in her car so I get in the passenger seat.

When I get in I see that she has tears running down her face.

She shudders.

"Oh... Jake... I didn't mean what I said today. You know I didn't. You said so yourself."

I resist the urge to roll my eyes.

"Well this is the fourth time you've done something like this Lea."

She nodds looking down at her folded hands in her lap.

"I know Jake, it's just you make me so mad sometimes."

"I don't intentionally."

"I know... and you make me so happy other times."

"There's always good and bad in every relationship Leah."

"Why does it always seem likes there's mostly bad in ours?"

I sigh.

"Maybe we really should break up."

She looks quickly at me.

"I don't want that."

"Are you sure?"

I look quickly back at her.

She nibbles on her lip.

"Jake I love you."

I nod.

"I love you too Leah."

She smiles.

Slowly she leans across the car and touches her lips to mine.

She kisses me fully and I kiss back, cupping my hand around her cheek.

"Jake..."

"Lea..."

"Let's go make love."

"Lea-"

"Please?"

I sigh pulling away.

The moods lost.

"I dunno Leah."

She puts her hand on my thigh and kisses my neck then nips it.

Desperate.

"We can go somewhere else. Please Jake?"

I look at her and for a split second I see Bella's face... and I love it.

I shake my head and stare at her.

"Not tonight Leah... I promised my dad I'd meet him at Sam and Emily's soon."

A total lie, but I don't want to try that with Leah again really.

It's honestly that awful.

She pouts and takes her hand away.

"You see, now you're making me mad again." She cries huffing.

"Awe Leah..." I groan.

"No Jake, you're really pissing me off again."

"Why because I don't do every damn thing YOUR way?"

"Yes!"

That's the problem with Leah, its always fucking about her.

And she claims to hate that.... ha!

"Fine then lets have it your way!" I shout.

She pouts.

"C'mon Leah get in the house right now and I'll bend you over the couch and fuck you repeatedly! Go on!"

She glares at me.

"Fuck off Jake."

"Hey you're the one who came here."

"I just wanted to try it Jake!"

"Then lets do it Leah! If it will make you THAT fucking happy!"

"Right now?"

"Yeah right now."

She looks pointedly and raises an eyebrow at me.

"Lift up your skirt." I tell her as I start to unbutton my pants.

I didn't expect her to do it, but she does.

I stroke myself as she crawls across the car and straddles my lap.

I move her panties aside and slowly put my head into her.

I know there's no condom necessary because she's on the pill.

Leah gasps and clings to my neck and the headrest of the seat.

Her tightness and warmth feel good like always, but also like always she doesn't move naturally.

Even when she's sopping wet (which she isn't right now) she just sits there.

It feels ok for me but she claims it hurts usually.

And if I take control then it hurts even worse she says.

So I just let her do her thing.

Only half of my dick is in her and she basically just sits perched on it.

This time however she's moaning like crazy like it feels amazing.

I don't see how, but I don't say anything.

I think she's trying to force herself to believe that it feels as good as she imagines it to feel.

I refuse to take control because I know she'll start crying then.

After five minutes of sitting on half of my dick, completely still and crying out like a banshee she's finished.

"Oh Jake that was the best ever." She kisses my lips fully.

The kiss is better than our 'love making' to me.

"I'll see you tomorrow Jake. I love you."

I nod.

"I love you too Leah."

As she drives off I sigh.

I can't help but suddenly wonder if sex or 'making love' with Bella would be that awful...