Holly's POV

Its midnight and I can't sleep, all I can think about is him for some reason or another he's all I think about now and I don't know why. I haven't talked to anyone about Jake but somehow they all know I'm in love with him. I didn't think I was making it that obvious though, I mean he has a girlfriend, it's like against girl law to go after somebody boyfriend, even if it's Jake.

Will is asleep on the floor, there's no way I'm letting him in my bed, again. I feel really bad about that night even though me and Jake weren't going out or anything, I just feel like I cheated him. I suppose this is a side effect of falling in love with him, damn you stupid love.

Everyone keeps telling me he likes me but they obviously can't see he's crazy about Charlotte, his beautiful, amazing, smart, slightly serial killer girlfriend. I think he may have forgotten she's a serial killer... pretty important thing to forget to be honest, considering she tried to kill him, many times

I would remind him she's a serial killer but things have been weird between us since I went missing, whatever friendship we had is long gone and replaced with a load of awkwardness especially if Charlotte or Will is around. Personally Will is annoying me, it's been a week since Prom and he's still hiding in my room, eventually somebody will find him sneaking in and out, but until then I've been sneaking food up to the room. Nina and Charlotte have swapped back rooms after Fabian got back together with her.

Nina and Amber haven't said anything but I think that's only because Amber has a crush on him, a bloody big one as well. She tried to convince him to sleep in her bed the other night and he was going to until Nina sighed and he decided to get back into his own bed on the floor. He out to be thanking me for giving him all this hospitality, but no, instead he's asking for more. I had to sneak into various cupboards to find blankets and pillows for him. Me and him spent the night in the freezing cold with nothing but a shower curtain for warmth, last week.

Speaking of last week, I am seriously worrying, that brings me back the other reason I can't sleep, the reason Will is still here.

Nina's POV

I found it in the bin yesterday, I dropped a bracelet in there and had to go through it to find it, and luckily it was just a little bin so I found it quickly but not before I saw something I gasped at. It was a little red plus. Amber.

I went to go and find her before breakfast but I couldn't see her. So I sat through breakfast anxious to go to class and see her, I needed to ask her a lot of things and mainly if she really was pregnant. The thing is I really can't imagine Amber pregnant, I can imagine herself sleeping with people, she does it all the time, but all fat and pregnant I don't think so. I started to make a mental list of all the people it could be:

Alfie

Jerome

Mick

Will

Daniel

Jake ( I don't think he would do that to Holly though)

Most of the boys in our school

Well I suppose that narrows it down...

Later in class I see her and tell her we need to talk later, she tells me she has to go to the doctors at break and that could we talk at lunch. I agree since I know what the doctor's appointment is about. She looks at me funny when I nod about the doctor's, she probably doesn't know that I know.

During the lesson I have been thinking about Amber, I will obviously ask her to name the baby after me and make my godmother or something. Assuming she keeps it, I hope she does though I think abortion is horrible especially when it's partly grown. Then I see I am subconsciously drawing a baby so I decide to focus more on the lesson, even if it is biology and really boring.

The next lesson is chemistry and after two sciences I just can't concentrate so I go back to thinking about Amber, she doesn't seem any different so at least she's hiding it well. She seems a bit funny around Mick though, maybe he's the father. Actually that might be because he has a new girlfriend, Joy. I am actually happy for her even though she did try and break up me and Fabian and also gave me evil glares at the prom. It is only when I look closer do I see a tear forming in her pretty blue eyes, nobody else seems to notice as she tries to keep it from being noticed but something is really troubling her.

Amber's POV

I've just got back from the doctor's and got the results, bad news its positive. I mean its not positive its negative but the actual result was positive. Hmm I'm confusing myself, I mean I am positive. Now I just need to tell Nina and the others, I think I should tell Nina first as she's most understanding and I think she knows something's up.

So at lunch I go up to her and ask her to talk in private, she agrees and we go up to our room. I tell her I need to tell her something big and she smiles.

"Nina I uh I'm" I say "See the thing is I'm positive..." before being interrupted by Nina

"I knew it; I knew it that's why you were at the doctor's wasn't it" Nina says "so are you going to keep it or what"

"Wait what are you talking about? Nina I'm not pregnant, I'm HIV positive I say breaking into a sob

Nina doesn't know what to say, but puts an arm around me, and calms me down. After a little cry and ask her why she thought I was pregnant.

"There was a positive pregnancy test in the bin and I guess I just assumed it was yours" she says "sorry"

"So if it's not your or mines then that means..." I say

"Oh my god its Holly's" She says gasping