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BPOV

Edward planted a kiss on my hand and strode away from me and Carlisle. I felt dizzy as his scent washed over my face and my lips tingled.

The emotions that overcame me all in one go were astounding and too much for me to handle as I heard Edward walk into the living room and drop onto the sofa; unaffected by what just happened between us. My chest ached and my stomach dropped; I wanted my Edward back.

Carlisle came up from behind me and gently rested his hand on my shoulder and that was all it took for me to break down. I spun around and shot into his arms; putting my head into his chest and letting out loud dry sobs; the worst part would be that he would hear me and he wouldn't come to me and ask if I was alright and do the same thing that Carlisle was doing now.

Carlisle stroked my hair as I sobbed into his chest, my whole body wracking with every last one that I let escape from my chest. My sobbing seemed to get louder to my own ears and apparently to Carlisle too as he hugged me to his chest tighter and I heard Alice launch herself at Edward and hit him over and over again; two marble figures colliding over and over again.

"Alice!" Carlisle said resting his chin on my head, rocking me side to side. "That's quite enough; I don't believe that this is helping things at all. I think that I am right in assuming that Bella would appreciate you much more if you were over here comforting her while she's upset instead of paying all of your attention to Edward. I'll see to him."

I don't think I'd ever heard Carlisle be as stern as he had when he had spoke of seeing to Edward because of his behaviour just now.

"N-no Carlisle, its okay." I stammered. "It doesn't matter, don't cause trouble between you and your family because of me, It's alright.

"Bella sweetheart; you are part of this family now." He said to me stroking my cheek bone softly and smiling. "Edward is going to have to put whatever it is behind him and face that fact."

I then started sobbing with gratitude and threw myself into Carlisle's arms and hugged him harder, causing him to chuckle at me. Even if Edward was being like this with me, I felt safe with the Cullen's and it was nice to have some company. I hadn't been in any company for months before I'd bumped into the Cullen's while I was hunting; it was nice to have people to talk to.

Shortly after I had pulled myself together after Edwards unexpected confrontation with me Carlisle had taken him outside so that they could talk in private. I was in the living room on the sofa with Esme, Alice and Jasper watching TV when Rosalie and Emmett came into the house; Rosalie faster than Emmett and apparently more excited.

"Me and Emmett are getting married again!" She squealed tearing up, Alice, Esme and me off the sofa and into her arms.

Esme and Alice screamed along with Rosalie and jumped around in circles, I'd never seen Rosalie this happy I glanced over to Emmett during all of the commotion whose smile was wider than ever and his dimples were making an appearance.

Alice and Rosalie were talking animatedly about their plans for the wedding while I quietly sunk into the sofa again after congratulating them both in a small voice but smiling brightly at Emmett. Carlisle came in shortly after without Edward which didn't surprise me in the least, he smiled gently at me and let a sigh out apologising to me with his eyes.

Wanting to separate myself from all the noise and just process what had happened today I went up into my bedroom to lie on my bed. The mattress sunk around me as I pushed myself backwards onto the bed and rested my head on the pillow.

I took a deep breath and all of my thoughts and emotions fell in on me at once. I'd decided that I was sick of falling apart in front of Edward and that I would try and not let his comments get to me and cause me to break down again. I couldn't show him when I was vulnerable, I was going to be living with the Cullen's for a while and needed to get used to the fact that Edward was always going to be with them. I also decided that the best thing for me to do was to try and stay away from Edward, I didn't want to trouble or annoy the family with our problems, it also wasn't fair to Carlisle and Esme having to see Edward act this way with them because of me.

I pulled myself off the bed and went in the direction of the family's bathroom because my personal bathroom didn't have a bath. I closed the door and turned both of the taps on full whack and waited for the tub to start to fill up. Alice had got me some of my favourite Freesia bubble bath so I dumped a decent amount of that into the bath water while the tub was filling up.

I slowly slipped my jeans down my legs and pulled my top over my head, took my socks off and dumped them into the hamper at the side of the bath tub. The bath that was now full to the brim with bubbles and water was ready for me, I turned the tap off and slowly sank into the water with a sigh; the warmth of the water on my icy skin was heavenly.

Before lying down properly in the bath I stuck my hand out and onto the shelves on the side of the bath and found what I was looking for. I pulled my long hair and sorted it into a bun on the top of my head and kept it in place with a bobby pin so I would be able to lie down without getting my hair wet.

The bubbles and water swished around my body with every breath I took and every slight movement I made. For the first time in years I actually felt relaxed and let all of my problems drift out of my head while I closed my eyes and sunk backwards into the bath.

It wasn't long before the bubbles were starting to disappear, while they were doing so I looked down at my body and thought about all of the changes to myself since the change. I'd got rid of my boy like frame and my hips and legs had become much more shapely and my bottom much more rounded and noticeable. My breasts had developed nicely much to my delight, and my hair was no longer dull, it was a rich, shiny brown and had lovely barrel curls.

I added some more hot water into my bath when I heard footsteps coming up the stairs; I didn't think anything of it until the door opened to reveal a half dressed Edward who seemed to be in the process of taking his shirt off considering all of the chest he was showing.

I shrieked in surprise. "Edward! Get out!" I screamed at him, covering my breasts up with one arm and pulling bubbles from the bath around the rest of me.

"Shit!" He cursed; his eyes wide as he turned around and walked out the door.

I jumped out of the bath tub and gathered a towel from behind the door and dried myself before picking up the bath robe also on the back of the door and putting that on. As I stepped out of the bathroom Edward was next to me, still shirtless with his eyes still the widest I'd ever seen them.

"Oh god Bella I'm so sorry," He scrambled behind me as I stomped towards my room embarrassed and making sure that the robe didn't open as I walked. "You need to believe that I didn't do that on purpose, I didn't hear you."

"But you could've knocked Edward! What the hell were you doing taking your shirt off..." I trailed off, staring a bit longer at his chest than I probably should have.

"I was going to take a shower! I didn't know you were in there Bella!" He told me desperately gently taking my hand and pulling me closer to him. "I'm a lot of things Bella but I wouldn't try and look at you in the bath; you know that; you know me..."

"I thought I knew you," I whispered pulling my hands out of his grip and stepping backwards away from him. "But then I come here and you're totally different to how you used to be, you're rude and you insulted me; I don't know this Edward at all and I don't want to."

I took a deep breath after I'd said all of this and walked over to the window looking into the garden at the back of the house. Suddenly all of the anger that I'd felt today built up again, I decided to take advantage of the fact that this could be my chance to get my point across.

"Also what the hell is with the mood swings?" I demanded whipping my body around so that I was able to face him and see how my words were settling with him. His eyes widened and his mouth opened as if he was going to answer me; I prevented him from doing so.

"One minute you're snappy with me and the next you're being sweet and how you used to be and I just don't understand you! If anyone should be angry it should be me! I should be mad at you for leaving me unprotected; you're the reason I'm like this, the reason I couldn't live my life the way I wanted to." My voice rose and got louder as I spoke and struggled to keep my anger at bay so that I could say all that I wanted to.

Edward didn't seem to have the same tactics as I did and didn't feel like keeping his anger under control, he just unleashed it.

"Excuse me, I'm sure that at one point you were practically begging me change you into a vampire, you wanted this lifestyle; you wanted to live forever, you never spoke about lifestyle options with me." He yelled, ignoring the fact everyone downstairs could probably hear him loud and clear.

"I was begging; you're right and I did want to be a vampire," I whispered, my gaze glued to the floor. "But what's the point in living forever if you don't have someone to share it with?"

He made his way over to me slowly so that if I wanted to move before he became too close I was able to. "Bella..." He whispered sympathetically, I also thought that I caught traces of guilt in there somewhere too but ignored him and went on.

"I had other things that I wanted too you know; if I wouldn't have met you I would have gotten married and maybe thought about having kids." I admitted looking back up at him, still whispering but not meeting his eyes. "But now I can't physically have any children, I want a little baby so badly."

"Bella, love I wish.." He started but I cut him off straight away.

"Don't call me that." I snarled at him harshly, looking back to the window and into the garden.

"I wish I was there when this happened, I'm so sorry that I wasn't there to protect you; there are a lot of things that we need to discuss." He said gently. I wasn't even really listening to him because something caught my attention in the garden, a tall, tanned and muscular figure walked across the grass. The person looked upwards to the window I was currently looking out of with a huge grin on his face.

"Jake!" I shrieked excitedly.