"Oh my god , oh my god!" I gasped nervously.
I was wearing a simple lapelled shirt with shorts and a brown belt(Profile) . Mom added curls into my hair and tied it into a high ponytail , my fringe left out.
"Amu-chan! Relax!" Mom said , trying calm me down.
"How? I'm gonna die. Oh crap! I'll die! Kill me now!" I whined.
"Amu-chan!" Mom shouted , breaking me from my thoughts.
"Yes?" I asked looking at her.
"Don't worry. I'll always be here for you. Okay? Just do what you want , don't worry about the cosequences" she smiled.
My eyes went wide . A smile came to my face as I nodded.
"Oh , Hinamori?" a voice said as Kuukai appeared at the door of my room.
I blinked "How did you get in..."
"I let him in" Mom smiled and walked out shouting "Come down for breakfast once you're done!"
Kuukai grinned as he looked at me "I prefer you this way"
I blushed slightly.
"L-let's go" I said as I started making for the door when my phone started vibrating.
I took it out and opened the message.
Hey Amu!
Ikuto told me that he might be able to come back within these three months!
Isn't that great?
Utau
My eyes went as the phone slipped out of my hand.
Ikuto is coming back?
"Hinamori?" Kuukai asked as he picked up my phone . He's eyes went wide as he saw it .
"Hinamori..." he looked at me.
I clutched my fist tightly.
"Don't you feel that this past three years has been going especially fast? From 12 years old , you jumped to being 15 years old without enjoying much of your school life all because you were too coped up thinking about that guy"
"Why not stop in your tracks for awhile and enjoy the scenery? All the fun you missed out in the past three years , enjoy them all right now . What you're trying to do , is definitely not force yourself to do stuff you hate just to make Ikuto regret . He's not worth it . What you're supposed to do right now is to be yourself . Hinamori Amu was lost in the past years because of the sadness Ikuto gave , so find it back , and prove to him that you can survive without him"
"Listen , Hinamori-" Kuukai started.
"Tell me" I said.
He blinked "Huh?"
I looked up at him as tears fell down my cheeks "Tell me I can do it"
"What are you-" he started again.
"I'm tired of this . Waiting for him all this time and getting hurt in return . That's why" I paused and pointed at the door "I'm going to start my own life . Without him. I'm gonna be happy , I'm finding back my true self , so tell me . That I can walk out of that door , the door that trapped me for three years"
"Hinamori.." he said looking at him.
"Tell me . Kuukai . Say that 'Hinamori , you can do it' . Say it" I said as tears continued falling out of my eyes.
Suddenly , I felt two strong arms engulfing me into a gentle embrace.
I felt my head pushed to lean on his shoulder "Kuu..kai?"
"Yeah.." he whispered.
I looked to the side and saw that he had his eyes closed along with a small smile on he's face "If its you , then it'll definitely be okay. You can do it . Because you're Hinamori Amu . My joker"
My eyes went wide "Kuukai.."
My?
My joker...
I felt myself hugging him "Yeah..."
I looked up at him as he released me .
I felt him hook something over my head. I blinked and looked down and saw a really long chain necklace.
I blinked .
He grinned and pulled a similar but shorter version of it from under his shirt "I saw it yesterday , cool isn't?"
I felt myself sweatdropping . Its a...couple necklace right...
He didn't notice?
But...sharing a couple necklace with Kuukai...doesn't sound that bad...
I felt a smile came onto my face.
He grinned and grabbed my hand "Ready to go?"
I nodded as he pulled me out of the room.
(Later)
"Hinamori-san?" Tsukasa asked in shock.
"Yep" I smiled.
He smiled at me "I'm glad your back. As yourself"
I giggled "Me too"
"Ready?" Kuukai asked.
I nodded .
"Alright , let's go" Tsukasa smiled.
"You're coming too?" I asked.
He nodded "Its the assembly . I could announced that you're back too . Well , at least to them , since they didn't know you were Hinamori Amu"
My eyes went wide "Ehh?"
(At the hall)
I took a peek from the backstage . Oh my god . There so much people! I'm getting a stage fright...
"That bitch should go to hell!" a familiar voice said.
I blinked and saw Saaya and a bunch of girl .
"She's so ewww.. That black hair and ugly messed up fringe . Doesn't she have some fashion sense in the least?" Saaya pretended to puke.
"H-hinamori , ignore her" Kuukai said.
A vein popped out of head "No"
"What?" Tsuaksa asked.
I took a CD from my pocket and shoved it into Tsukasa's hand "Change of plans . Play this when I tell you to"
"What?" he asked but I had already grabbed the mike from him and went up the stage.
"Oi" I said simply.
Instantly , everyone's gaze was on me .
Their eyes went wide as gasps could be head "HINAMORI-SAMA?"
I smirked "Yeah"
They started muttering so loudly , it was pissing me off.
"Eh? Amu-chan?" a girly voice said . I ignored it . Who cares about them? They left me alone unlike Kuukai.
"Shut up" I snapped.
The hall was instantly filled with silence .
"Just wanted to tell you guys . That the ugly bitch Saaya was talking about was me" I said.
Everyone just stared me.
I sighed "Ya know? That black hair girl? With messed up fringe? In star class?"
"YOU?" everyone shouted again.
"Yeah . Kinda pathetic huh? The moment I disguised myself, all of your attitude change. I never knew you guys were like this" I said coldly.
Everyone looked down in shame.
"But I forgive you" I smiled.
Everyone looked up "Really?"
The guardians gave me hopeful looks.
"Well except for a few who knew the real me but still didn't bothered" I added.
They looked down again.
"Not you guys though" I said to the rest of them , ignoring the guardians.
"THANK YOU! HINAMORI-SAMA!" they all chorused , grinning.
I grinned "Now , since I'm back as Hinamori Amu , I wanna do something I've been wanting for a long time"
"Saaya!" I shouted.
"Y-yes?" she asked.
I smirked "I'm gonna sing a song for you"
Her eyes went wide "For me?"
"Yeah"
She beamed.
I smirked "Tsukasa"
Music started playing as I grinned evilly .
Fuck you by Lily Allen (High offensive so don't hear it it you don't wanna . Its in my profile .Is really nice though! To get an idea of what I made Amu do , , you can try watching the video before referring to what I wrote since the singer did kinda same thing . Abit different though , soo you still have to refer to mine )
Look inside,
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
I shook my head slightly.
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor
Saaya stared at her in shock . I smirked as I made my way down the stage , moving my right index finger in a disapproving way , my mike in my left hand.
So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who
can't tie my laces
I rolled my eyes to add effect.
Your point of view is medieval
Fuck you (fuck you)
Everyone gasped.
I smirked as I pointed a middle finger at her while I held on to the mike with my other hand . She looked so shocked , it felt great.
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
I started dancing around with the rhythm as I moved closer to her .
Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
I took my middle finger out as I pointed them in different directions.(to get an idea , you can try watching the video before referring to what I wrote since the singer did kinda same thing . Abit different o you still have to refer to mine though)
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch
I twirled away from her as I danced.
Do you get,
Do you get a little kick out of
being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it
She was always bragging that she was going to be rich like her parents . Well that shows her . She doesn't even work hard for her goal . Like hell it'll happen.
Do you,
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful
I made a disgusted face as I started dancing in circles around her.
Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
My middle finger came out again as I grinned.
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
I danced forward and touched one of Saaya's friend's chin with a finger gently and she instantly blushed.
So please don't stay in touch
I moved away from her and danced with joy.
A few people started singing along with me while Saaya just stood there , rooted to the ground.
Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch
I continued dancing around in circles , pointing my middle finger around.
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you
I winked at everyone and they blushed.
You say,
You think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
That need to get slew
No one wants your opinion
I moved my right hand up to touch the top of my head and slide down my hair while I moved my mike away from as I dragged the line out .
I grinned as I continued singing . This felt damn great . Kuukai had better be recording this down .
Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
I grinned as I danced along with the rhythm pointing at Saaya as though she was something yucky.
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you (fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
I'm lovin' this...
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch
Fuck you
I smirked as I sang , moving my hands slightly.
Fuck you
Almost everyone was singing with me as I repeated it.
Fuck you
"H-h-h-h-h-h-HINAMORI AMU!" Saaya bellowed.
I ignored her and spun around "Kuukai! did you record that?"
"Of course! No way I would miss out on that" he grinned as he came out of the stage.
I grinned "Great! Send me now! I wanna show my mom!"
"Your...mom?" he asked.
I shrugged "I actually wrote it with her yesterday when I told her about bitches like Saaya"
"Woah , nice" he grinned .
I shrugged.
"HINAMORI!" Saaya shouted.
I spun around "What?"
"How could you do this?" she asked.
"Then why did you do that to me?" I asked.
"What?"
"Don't fake ignorant. When I disguised myself , every single day , you came to say 'Hey bitch' , 'how are you going with your clothes , eww , they're so outdated' blah blah blah . Do you know how much that hurt? Well at least now you do" I looked at her with hurt in my eyes.
"I..I..I"she started "S-sorry"
Everyone gaped "Saaya apologised?"
I smiled "Guessed it"
"Huh?" she asked.
I shrugged "I always thought you weren't bad . Just spoilt"
"Hinamori-san.." she said.
I grinned "You're forgiven . But stop with that bitchy stuff , they don't suit you"
A small smile came to her "Yeah.."
"Oh , but , I'm keeping this video , take it as a token of the start of our friendship" I grinned.
"H-hinamori-san!" she shouted.
I smiled and stretched my hands out "Friends?"
She looked at me as though she's about to cry . Instead of taking my hand , she jumped on me and began bawling "Hinamori-san! I really didn't mean it! I wanted friends! but I didn't know how!"
I smiled .
Kuukai sent me a wink at the side and mouthed 'Good job'
I felt myself blushing slightly .
Wait..Why have I been blushing?
M-maybe its becase I've just started to forget Ikuto and my feelings are a mess..yeah..that must be it.
Robbins :YAY NEW CHAPTER
Amu : wow..the song...
Robbins : By the way , the song might be rated M due to the use of F*** word so if you want , ignore it .
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