Omg, I'm so sorry it took me so long to get around to this! First I couldn't decide weither or not I wanted to kill Ayame. So I came up with two endings, one were he did, one were he didn't, and decided which I liked better. But before I could get around to posting my choice, I got swamped with school, family, work, all kinds of stuff! But this story was always swimmering in the back of my mind. So now I'm finally getting round to posting! The next chapter will be the big climatic chapter! Does Ayame survive? Or is the rift that was slowly closing between the brothers about to swallow one brother and leave them forever apart? Find out in the next chapter of, "If you don't survive, how will I?"