Easter weekend, I had time. So I decided to write another chapter since my parents are out and my bro is playing the wii. Ah, bored...right now going crazy for Prince Of Tennis. But Shaman King still remains my all time favorite! Enjoy, review, NO FLAMES!!! lovey chapter...sorry.

Chapter 3- home

BANG! BANG! BANG! "Ugh…" I kept banging my head on a tree.

"You know you're going to lose all the little brain cells you have that way…maybe that's how you became stupid," Ren stopped my head from banging with his hand.

"Leave. Me. Alone," I used my head to bang on his hand for each word.

"C'mon, tell me what's wrong," Ren sighed.

"Nah, I'm okay! Just not thinking straight," I laughed lightly and brushed the hair out of my face.

"And by banging your head on a tree helps by…?" he raised his eyebrows.

"Ren…you really know how to make me feel stupid, don't you?" I muttered.

"Sorry, come on, let's go. Yoh is done battling the X-laws by now," Ren smiled and held my hand, leading me. I let him guide me, but I stopped as I saw an amazing sight. I gasped and smiled, Ren let go of my hand.

"What is it?" He asked.

"The sun is rising and look at the Sakura blossoms!" I twirled around as the petals fell and the sun rose. My sleeves on my clothes were rather baggy and I enjoyed seeing them flapping gently as I spun around. I glanced over and saw Ren smiling; he was probably wondering how I could be so carefree at a time like this.

I smiled back at him, "It's because I'm with you…and I know you'll always be by my side no matter what." He laughed lightly and I knew I guessed right about what he was thinking. He walked over to me and wrapped his left arm around my waist. His other hand found a way into my hand. He let go of my waist and spun me.

"Ren!" I giggled as I spun…even if we didn't know it or anybody else in the whole entire world didn't care or know…we were in love. Love.

We played around awhile, watching the sunrise, higher and higher.

"Ren…I love you more then anything," I whispered to him.

"I do too," and we kissed just as the horizon flashed a sign of purple.

Worries of uncertainness had disappeared when I had told him I loved him. No, the way I feel towards Hao was different. If I loved him like this I would feel safe with him…but I don't. My feelings to him were just the feeling you have towards someone who broke your heart. You still loved him but it was over. Feelings for him didn't matter anymore. Every time you saw him it would be the same secret words to yourself, I still love you but you don't love me back. It was hurt. But there was one difference…he didn't break my heart. And I didn't love him that way. He was like…an older sibling to me.

Ren and I walked hand in hand to the rest of the group. I felt depressed all night long…

"Wow, a sleepless night," Ren yawned.

"You too?" I rubbed my eyes.

"Ren spent all night worrying about you," Horo winked and Ren fumed

"DID NOT!!" He glared at Horo.

"You didn't?" I gave Ren a puppy dogface, playing along with Horohoro.

"You guys…" Ren gave in, sighing then smiling.

"Haha! You know you just love us!" I smiled, feels like home. Home. How stupid was I???? I forgot that there would be a time I had to go back home…