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Chapter 5 review: Edward and Bella kissed for the first time in a bar.
Chapter 6:
Wow. Just wow. That's all I can think right now. Edward and I have kissed! I never knew just kissing could feel like that. I felt, I don't know. Whole. Complete. Like I had found something I never knew I was looking for.
The rest of that evening, in a nutshell, was spent kissing. We kissed in the bar. We kissed in the car. Edward dropped me off at home and guess what? We kissed some more. It was like the flood gates had been opened and we couldn't stop. My panties were certainly a wet mess when I went inside that night. Thank GOD for the trusty rabbit! I really REALLY needed it that night!
That was a few days ago though. Today I am obligated to play the "good little wife" to Jacob. He has planned a week long cruise vacation for our first anniversary. I'm not sure what I think about that. I'm excited to go on vacation. Lord knows I could use it. Of course, I'm not all that excited about the company I'll be keeping. I'd much rather be stuck on a boat for seven days with Edward.
Don't get me wrong. I've spoken and texted Edward pretty much non-stop since "that night." We seem to talk about everything and nothing all at once. He tells me he can't wait to kiss me again. Just hearing him say that makes my panties wet.
STOP!
I can't think about that right now. Right now I am pool side on a big boat that's heading to the Caribbean. I HAVE to play the good wife this week no matter what. Of course, I've already decided the best course of action that needs to be taken in order for me to do this. Drinking.
Jacob and I have been on the ship for 2 hours and I'm already on my fourth frozen pink concoction with an umbrella sticking out of it. My hope is that I'll stop thinking about Edward long enough to really enjoy my vacation. So far that is obviously not working. I keep drinking, just in case I haven't had enough for my plan to properly work.
A few days later I still haven't drank Edward out of my brain. Oh well. I suppose there are worse things to be thinking of. Like having sex with Jacob. I visibly shudder at that thought.
Jacob and I just don't have sex. I have no desire to do so. Jacob is too much of a pushover to ask me for it. So, we normally just don't do it. In fact, I don't even sleep under the covers with him anymore. I claim it's because I get hot, but we all know that's not the truth.
Being this is supposed to be our anniversary cruise though; I can't get away with not having sex with Jacob. It's the night of May 18th. One year ago today Jacob and I were married. I don't see why we should have sex though. We didn't on our wedding night. Why now? But being the "good little wife" I am I went along with it. I draw on my slutty college years to pull me through.
I drank more than I ate at dinner that night. I was half in the bag before we were served our main courses. By the time we made it back to our room I was toast. I slipped into the bathroom to put on something "more comfortable" for Jacob. It's a black lace nighty, a gift from his ever annoying mother. Lucky for me my BFF Alice anticipated my needs for me and had slipped a sample sized bottle of lube in my makeup bag. Yeah. I went ahead and rubbed it into my lady parts before coming back out. Might as well play the role well right?
As I put the bottle away I noticed a small satin bag in my makeup bag as well. I opened it. There's a small vibrator in there. The kind that's designed to slip onto your finger tip. There's also a note from Alice. "Use it while you do Jake. At least you'll get off." Oh my Alice. She knows me too well! I love her. I flush the note down the toilet. I may not love Jacob, but I'm not cruel enough to let him read that. I tuck the small vibe into my cleavage and check myself once more in the mirror.
When I exit the restroom I find Jacob already nude and laying back on the bed. Like the sight of his naked body was supposed to entice me into wanting it more or something. He was visibly impressed with my outfit. I let him touch me. I closed my eyes. I tried to imagine what it would feel like to have Edward's hands touching me so intimately. Edward's hands are calloused and slightly rough. They're strong and powerful. They would feel delicious on my sensitive skin.
Jacob's hands are softer than mine. I don't like that. If I wanted hands that soft on my body I'd find a girl to be with. That thought reminds me of the time Alice and I had some girl on girl fun for a hockey team at Aro's bar once! It was hot. I'd rather have her hands on my right now than Jacob's.
Jacob is now trying to stretch this thing out. He's mumbling something about foreplay and wanting it to be a 'special' night. Yeah. Whatever.
"Baby, just fuck me. I need you to fuck me." I fake moan to him. Really, I just want to get this over with.
Jacob, being the pansy he is doesn't argue with me. He tries to climb on top of me. That's not going to work for me. If I'm going to do this I don't want to see his face.
I push off him and make him lay on his back. I straddle him facing away. Reverse cowgirl style. I hate this position. But this way I don't have to look at him, and I keep all the control. I'll be damned if we do doggy style and let him take over. Not happening.
I sighed as I sank down onto Jacob's small stick. He thought it was a sound of contentment. I know it was one of regret and disappointment. Regret that I ever married him. Disappointment that it wasn't Edward's dick I was fucking.
I moan and mumble as I'm riding him. Typical porno things tumble out of my mouth. "Oh baby, that's it." And shit like that. I don't mean any of it. I pull out the finger vibe from my cleavage and slip it onto my finger. It hums quietly. Jacob, dense as he usually is, somehow noticed it. He thinks it's hot.
"Oh babe! Fuck! Are you going to finger yourself while I'm fucking you?" he pants. He's panting like a dog, like he's the one doing all the work here. I roll my eyes.
"That's so hot honey! I'm so glad you feel comfortable enough with me to touch yourself like that in front of me!" he continues.
"Shut up and fuck me!" I yell at him. I really don't want to hear his voice while I'm trying to get myself off.
I don't have time to take it slowly right now. I know Jacob pretty well. He'll do whatever he can to hold himself back until I cum. I don't want to prolong this any long than necessary. I finger my clit with the vibe. I imagine Edward's voice next to my ear. He's telling me how tight my pussy feels against his hard cock. I circle around and around my magic button until I feel myself release.
Jacob is of course turned on even more by me cumming. He somehow thinks he had something to do with my orgasm. He tries to pump deeper. His small dick can only go so far though. It's not fulfilling at all. I'm so over this, I just want to pass out now. But he won't stop until he's done. And he can take FOREVER sometimes.
A moment of genius hits. I reach down between my legs down to Jacob's little boy parts. I still have the vibe on as I start to play with his balls. I smile my shit eating grin when he groans really loud and grabs my hips. Two more seconds of vibrating ball playing and he's done. I climb off him and head to the bathroom. I shower, change into my pajamas and hit the sack. Jacob is still basking in his post-ejaculation glory.
Whatever.
Three days later the cruise is finally over. We're back. As soon as we get to the house Jacob's cell phone rings. It's Saturday afternoon. His boss is in desperate need of some help at his bar this evening. Jacob being the one who can't tell anyone 'no' agrees to go in. A few hours later he's gone. I know he won't be home until at least four in the morning. I couldn't be happier.
As soon as he leaves I pick up my phone and call Edward.
"Hey baby! I missed you and your sweet, luscious, lick-able lips!" he answers.
I swooned. Yes. I really did. Had I not been sitting down, I may have fainted. God that man is sexy!
"Hey yourself Eddy! If you missed them so much, then maybe you should come see them." I tease.
"Your wish is my command. I'm coming to pick you up. See you in ten!" and he hangs up.
I have no clue what he's got planned, but I know it's going to be good. I called Alice real quick. She was bartending at the club that night. She just told me to wear something hot and go with the flow! She directs me to a specific outfit in her closet. Yeah. That'll do!
It's a pair of skin tight green and black plaid pants. Very low slung on the hips. She paired them with a satin black corset top and a pair of her black boots. Boots that I describe as hot, heeled, Doc Marten style boots. They're sturdy, but strappy. A little grungy and a little sexy. They have heels, but not the ones I tend to fall over on. They're perfect.
She had also left a new G-string with the outfit. It's black, with jeweled strings. It's smoking hot.
I quickly got dressed and pulled my hair up into a messy knot at the back of my head. A little bit of makeup and I was ready to go. Within seconds of applying my finishing lip gloss touches I hear a knock at the door, followed by a "Hey! Any sexy ladies here?"
Edward. I sigh as a huge smile found itself onto my face.
As I walked into the living room my smile only got larger. Edward was even hotter than I remembered. Tonight he's wearing a fitted pair of jeans. Not tight though. They hang from his hips in that way men's pants do. He's got a black button up shirt on. It's tucked into his jeans. The top few buttons undone. Sleeves are rolled up to his elbows. God, I want to lick and kiss and nibble on his muscular forearms. His hair is messy as always. His green eyes are eyeing me up and down.
He holds his arms out for me. I eagerly jump into them and am received by a long, sweet kiss.
"Ummm… babe. I missed that." He sighs into my mouth as he sets me back on my feet.
He grabs my hand and asks if I'm ready to go. I nod and grab my purse.
"Good. I have big plans for us tonight" he says with a devilish grin. I kiss him again. I can't resist that smile.
He leads me to his car, opens the door for me and even buckles me in. He takes his seat at the wheel and looks over at me and licks his lips.
"Here we go!" he says as we back out of the driveway.
I have no idea what he's got planned. But I sure as hell can't wait to find out!
A/N: HAHAHA. *Evil Laugh* Sorry for the cliffy. Well not really. I'm a bitch like that sometimes! ;-) Will do my best to update better! Keep the reviews coming! The more I hear you want me to continue, the more likely I am to keep writing!
A few rec's for your reading enjoyment!
Twilife2011 : The Best of Both Sides: Married to the love of his life for 7 years, Edward soon shows Bella he is more than just a father he is also THE DADDY! AH, rated M for language and HOT lemon. This is a one shot .net/s/7022493/1/The_Best_Of_Both_Sides
AND also by Twilife2011: Against The Unknown: As soon as Bella Swan meets Edward Cullen obstacles stand in their way... can their love for one and other overcome it or will there be to much pressure to carry on... this is my Burning Desire re-done I was not happy with it so I've changed it up... .net/s/7003991/1/Against_The_Unknown
Pixie-Belle88: Outside In: Bella is a fun, loving, Horny, ditzy PA to Emmett Cullen, Edward is the Cocky, Horny CEO of Cullen Designs...Will these 2 get together, If they do it'll happen Outside...In. M Rated for swearing and Lemons. .net/s/6859473/1/Outside_In
lt90: Uptown Reality: Rose and Bella need and new apartment, and fast. They think they found just what they are looking for, until things head south. Although though everything is falling apart the hot landlord, Edward, knows just how to fix it. ExB. Cannon pairings. AH. .net/s/6916360/1/Uptown_Realty