Pinstripe:Loveless fics are always so fun to do
Alois:YOU EMO BASTARD
Pinstripe:But yaoi fans love angst!
Alois:SHUTUP!
XX I DO NOT OW LOVELESS OR ANY OR ITS CHARACTERS ACCEPT OOC CHARACTERS XX
The day before Soubi's death
"Ritsuka...do you want me to buy you some ice cream?" I looked away blushing, because I think he noticed me staring at him. "Sure." I simply responded. Soubi squeezed my hand in his large one as we walked towards the ice cream cart in the center of the park.
"What kind?" He smiled down at me. "Vanilla..." I looked away from his grinning face. ((Authors note::Vanilla Wink wink nudge nudge))
I rested my head on his lower side until we reached the sidewalk our shoes clicking and the breeze blowing my hair in my face.
He reached into the pocket of his purple coat and handed the ice cream man 200 yen.
"Thats sweet of you." The ice cream man said giddily. "Buying your little brother ice cream." I coughed annoyed. "He's not my brother." Soubi said putting his hand around my waist. "He's my boyfriend! " I blushed and looked away. Damn Soubi! How can he just say it like that? He's such a pervert!
"Oh well you two are cute together..." The man said awkwardly handing me my ice cream avoiding eye contact, must be a homophobe...
Soubi saw my discomfort and led me away from the cart and towards 'our' spot.
I licked the tip of the ice cream taking in the creaminess of the vanilla, Moaning as I sucked on the cone to suck up all the melted ice cream. Soubi licked his lips, looking at me like he wanted to eat me up.
I tilted my head. "Soubi.." I took another long lick. "You want some?" He smirked. "You have some ice cream on your cheek."
He leaned forward, bending himself over the wooden table. He tilted my chin up so I was looking directly at him. I tried to turn away but my head only slightly turned, my face turning crimson.
"Ritsuka..."
I felt his moist tongue lick off the melted ice cream his tongue slightly going over my lip.
I backed away, feeling a bit shocked. Why did he do that? That felt... weird. "Got it." He chuckled at my reaction. "I could of wiped it off my self!" I pouted before taking another lick at the swirled ice cream.
I sucked on the ice cream swirling it with my tongue moaning again. Mmmm this is good.
Soubi groaned slightly, What the hell is he doing? "Soubi?" I looked up, before dipping my tongue into the ice cream. He gazed at me with a strange look in his eye, sucking on his pointer finger. "It's nothing." He chuckled again.
What's wrong with him? He's so weird...groaning randomly while I eat my ice cream...
I felt something rub up against my leg.
"Hm?" His hand started rubbing my thigh, this felt...funny...I liked it...but I didn't...What is he doing? "S-Soubi..." He leaned over the table again, Slowly getting closer and closer to me, his lips met mine. I dont have a problem kissing Soubi. I don't at all. In fact I like it. But...This is different...His kisses are normally sweet, soft, gentle and he waits until i'm ready...This seems too forced not like my Soubi...
He slowly climbed over the picnic table. He pushed me onto the ground, hovering over me.
Soubi slipped his tongue into my mouth forcing it past my lips.
I want him to stop.
I felt hot tears go down my face, as he continued. I felt his straining erection rubbing against my thigh.
Soubi's large but slender hand slipped down my pants,I whimpered. Please stop Soubi...please... He grabbed my cock and I bucked into his hand, he groaned yet again. I couldn't stop crying, I feel so violated.
He isn't acting like my Soubi.
"Ritsuka?..." I backed away from me shaking. "Oh god, I'm so sorry Ritsuka... I -I didn't mean to.."
I made a small whimper backing away from him, Soubi seems to have returned to his normal self but I'm scared that he'll do that to me again... "I'm so so so sorry Ritsuka...I went out of control..."
He looked upset with himself, Hair rustled , his bandages around his neck loose.
"P-Please forgive me..." His hand reached towards me.
"NO!" I scrambled backwards away from him, tears still streaming my face. "L-Leave me alone! Y-Y-You pervert!" He gasped covering his mouth, a single tear going down his face. "Go away!" I stood up and ran as fast as I could.
"RITSUKA!" I heard footsteps behind me.
My crying was slowing me down, But I can't stop. I felt his hand grab my arm.
I jerked my arm away from him. "Get... away Soubi!" My weeping was causing me to gasp. "I...I...I hate you!" He bit his lip. "You...YOU ...GO KILL YOURSELF! IT WOULD...MAKE ME HAPPIER THAN ANYTHING IF YOU JUST DIED!"
He fell to his knees. "R-Ritsuka..."
I ran again rushing out of the park.
Soubi...Why?
I ran and ran and ran until I reached my apartment, collapsing in tears at my front step unable so move.
Soubi...
Alois"OOOOh thats why Soubi killed himself...
Pinstripe:Soaking in emoness
Alois:Your creepy
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