Letter Seventeen
Spencer,
Remember when we were talking about moving in together and you were so excited that we could get a dog. You wanted to get a wolf hybrid because it is something you have always wanted. I wasn't so sure about it and didn't think that would be a great first dog for us because they are a lot of work and can grow to be such massive sized dogs. They really are only for experienced people and no matter how much you may have read on them I am still convinced it would not be a good idea for you and it would put your dog in a bad position since you wouldn't know how to handle him. Remember there was that local wolf-dog rescue and I had recommended that we both volunteer there for at least a year and learn more about them and get that hands on experience with them before we went and got one. Well I have started volunteering there because I still wanted that experience and it was something that was important to you and I felt that I needed to learn more about it and them. It most importantly will be a positive way for me to use the free time that I have and keep myself occupied so my brain cant think about you and him together. I had a very positive first day and got to hang out with some of the hybrids and some of the wolf puppies they have as well.
Kyla and I found the perfect house by UCLA we are hoping that we will get it there is a couple that is ahead of us on the offer and they missed there dedline for their paperwork. The lister extended their time but said if they don't have it in by the morning then they are going to let us have it and we will move forward from there. We are keeping our fingers crossed that we get it.
Im writing this letter to you late so I am going to stop here for the night. I miss you baby.
ashley