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Ritsuka shot out of bed in a cold sweat. It took a minute for him to realize that nothing in his dream had actually happened. He really wished that it had been real, maybe he wouldn't be as sexually frustrated as he was right this second if it had actually happened. Sighing Ritsuka flopped back on the bed. Who was he kidding, Ritsuka thought to himself. Soubi was never going to touch him. Ritsuka sighed losing himself in thought, never noticing that the bed was moving as Soubi shifted his position to turn around and stare at him.

"Ritsuka are you okay? What's wrong" Soubi asked with concern evident in his voice.

Ritsuka jumped as he was ripped from his thoughts, and jerked around to stare at Soubi. "I'm sorry Soubi, what was the question?"

"Are you okay? Is something wrong?" he repeated for the second time.

"You want to know what's wrong Soubi? I was dreaming." Ritsuka said with a slight blush to his cheeks threatening to become even redder than they were already.

"A dream? That doesn't sound so bad. Why would your dream wake you up in the middle of the night? Why would you dreaming be a bad thing?" Soubi was confused, dreams were supposed to be good things not bad. He puzzled at how Ritsuka's dreaming could lead to the boy being covered with sweat.

"You want to know?" he smiled down at Soubi as he sat up and straddled the blonde's nearly naked body. "Let me show you."

Ritsuka laid his body across the length of Soubi's and kissed him slowly at first building up to a fierce but passionate kiss. He bit gently at the older man's bottom lip begging for access there.

Soubi reluctantly deepened the kiss. Ritsuka sighed knowing that the older man was going to push him away again, just when things were beginning to heat up between them. When the kiss ended Ritsuka sighed again and pulled off of the sexy blonde.

"Was that it? We kissed in your dream and you woke up in a cold sweat?" he teased gently.

"No… not exactly…" Ritsuka stammered as he turned a nice cherry red, "um… we had… well we had… sex… in my dream"

"And that's a bad thing? Soubi asked confused. He was astonished that Ritsuka's dreams were what was keeping the younger man awake at night.

"Well no…" he sighed and the added, "and yes. No me dreaming about us having sex doesn't bother me, but at the same time it does. It leaves me very frustrated knowing that you love me but don't really want me; that you are never going to lay your hand on me and do it all for real. I wake up right as orgasm hits, and realize that none of it ever really happened. Do you know how truly depressing that is? To have the person you desire and love sleeping right next to you night after night and never laying a single finger on you, only to fall asleep and that person pushes you down and makes sweet passionate love to you?" at some point Ritsuka had gotten up off the bed in the middle of his rant and begun to pace around Soubi's bedroom. At the end of his speech he took in a few breaths and turned bright red as what he said to Soubi finally registered in his brain. "I-I'm sorry Soubi..." Ritsuka said as he started to flee the room.

Soubi caught him by the wrist right as the Ritsuka was reaching for the door. "What do you mean knowing that I don't really want you?"

Soubi pulled the raven haired young man into a kiss filled with passion, longing, and desire. "Oh I want you, badly. I'm just not sure we should be having sex while you are still a minor. It drives me crazy, just so you know, that you sleep next to me and I can't just push you down and go at it with you." He sighed and let go of Ritsuka, "It's not just you. I'm going crazy too."

"Prove it." Ritsuka turned around to face him and gave him possibly the best eye contact he'd even given the man before. "You say that you want me, that it drives you crazy sleeping next to me every night. I'm tired of being pushed away by you every time I aim for intimacy. I need you to prove it or I need to start sleeping in a different room until I can find somewhere else to stay. I cannot and will not keep subjecting myself to this. I love you and always will but I cannot stay if nothing continues to happen."

"You want me to prove it?" Soubi said as he pushed Ritsuka up against the wall. His hand wandered up Ritsuka's chest and buried it in his hair. Tilting his young love's head back, he bent down and pressed a kiss to Ritsuka's jaw, just under the chin. Soubi kissed his way down Ritsuka's jaw, onto his young love collar bone and gently sucked. Eliciting a few quiet, breathy moans from Ritsuka. He stopped for a moment and looked at the collarbone and saw a hickey there. Deciding that he liked leaving marks on Ritsuka he kissed his way back up the young man's neck and left a few more. Once his young loves neck and collarbone had been littered with enough marks, he kissed his way down Ritsuka's chest and over to a soft pink nub. Without warning, he gently sucked and nipped at it.

Ritsuka's eyes suddenly widened and almost immediately closed again as he moaned again, only louder this time. Seeming unable to help himself he tangled his hands into Soubi's hair.

When he was done torturing the now hardened nub, he decided that the other one deserved similar treatment. He kissed his way down Ritsuka's body until he got to the shorts that the young man always slept in. He looked up Ritsuka's body at the young man, and his breath caught in his throat. God Ritsuka is so beautiful, he thought to himself. Soubi shook his head a little chiding himself for getting lost in thought, marveling at the amazing expressions on Ritsuka's face. Pulling the young man's shorts down, he was surprised to see that Ritsuka was not wearing any underwear. Pulling the shorts the rest of the way down, he released Ritsuka's painfully hard erection. Licking the underside of Ritsuka's dick, he slowly came back up and engulfed Ritsuka with his mouth.

Ritsuka groaned, wanting to shove himself all the way into Soubi's mouth.

Right then, the door opened and Kio got about two feet into the room before he realized that Soubi and Ritsuka were going at it. Unable to move, unable to look away but turning bright red at the same time, he stood there like a voyeur.

Soubi and Ritsuka jumped away from each other when they finally noticed Kio. Ritsuka flustered, was trying to yank his shorts up. While Soubi, went over to talk to Kio.

"Kio. This is not the best time to be here." Soubi said softly, trying to gently move the man out of his room.

"I'm sorry, I heard Ritsuka's moaning. I thought he was in pain, I didn't think you guys were… I mean you had said… remember?" Kio stammered.

"He was going to leave me." Soubi said with his eyes cast down on the floor.