Enjoy! =)...
It had ben a good two weeks since Piper or Leo saw each other when she showed up at his apartment. She had been thinking of him non-stop even though she didn't want to. Then it didn't help that Phoebe and Paige were constantly on her back asking about him and bringing him up.
"Okay, stop. I'm talking to myself. What is it Piper? What's wrong?" Evan said stopping her. They were taking a simple walk in the park, hand in hand. It was the third time she had zoned out and quit paying attention. He was getting the feeling that her mind wasn't in the same place as his.
"What do you mean?" she said smiling, pretending nothing was wrong. It wasn't working. He was looking at her with such care and worry, she knew she had to give him an answer. "So I'm a little flustered, but I'm fine."
"You don't seem like it. Come on, what's on your mind?" he asked pulling her over to a bench.
She tried to think of what to say to him. I could try my ex-boyfriend returned after being away for a really long time and now I'm having all these mixed feelings for him I never wanted to have again. Then she laughed at how that sounded. So fake but yet so true.
"Are you bipolar?" he asked bringing her back to reality, making her laugh again.
"No, nevermind. Just something dumb with me and my sisters. Don't worry about it. Let's go get some ice cream. I want ice cream." she said pecking him softly on the lips and pulling him up. Not knowing what exactly to tell him, she lied and covered up every worry or question he seemed to have for the rest of the night.
When Evan dropped her off around 8, he walked her to the door. They past by a car on the street, and Evan asked who it was. Piper just shrugged. It did look a little familiar, but she couldn't remember where she saw it. "Piper, I probably wont be able to see you for the next few days again." She nodded understanding. It happened often in his line of work. Although it made her feel a little hurt she didn't make their day better and she was mentally absent through a lot of it.
She hugged him and he held her back. "Probably by next weekend, I hope." he kissed the top of her head.
She liked Evan alot. Wasn't sure if she could say she loved him, but it was a strong liking. It would be going a whole lot better if Leo had stayed out of the picture. "When you leaving?" she asked pulling out of his hug.
He shrugged. "Tomorrow around noon, but it might change to the morning after. Not to sure, but I am leaving and I wanted to take you, spend the day with you to let you know that. I still gotta pack some stuff."
She smiled. "Well thank you, I had fun."
He smiled back, leaned down and kissed her. She wrapped her arms around him in a hug form and squeezed. He did the same and pulled her closer to him. She pulled away and turned in his arms, "Wanna come in?" He nodded. With his arms around her waist, and hers covering, she led him inside.
Once they opened the door and walked inside, Piper remembered where she saw the car. It was outside the club and at the apartment. They were greeted by none other than Leo Wyatt. Standing there with her sisters, they stared at each other.
Of course poor Evan had no clue what the surprise was. Piper unknowingly pushed Evan's hands down. "What's wrong?" he said breaking the silence.
Piper broke eye contact with Leo and turned to looked at Evan. What was she supposed to say? She couldn't start a scene right there in front of them both. "Um, actually, Ev, maybe you should go. I'll go see you before you leave tomorrow. Promise."
"Why? Is everything ok?" He could tell something was wrong. He didn't know who the guy with her sisters was, but it got him curious with the way Piper was acting after seeing him.
"Yeah, everything's fine. I just forgot I had to take care of something. Go, please, I'll call you." she said pushing him back out.
"Ok, well let me know if you need anything." he said and kissed her before leaving.
Piper turned around and looked at the three of them standing there. She couldn't stand to have her current and ex boyfriends under the same roof, so she had to send Evan home. Now she was faced with the three people who seemed to be working together to destroy her. Just because they were alone didn't mean they needed to talk now. In fact, she wanted to be alone now.
"Thank you for ruining what was left of my night." she said bitterly and walked right past them, stomping up the stairs to her room.
She undressed getting into a pajama shirt and shorts. She collapsed on her bed. Why did he keep coming back? Didn't he understand I was done? I don't need this. I've moved on. As hard as she could, she couldn't even convince herself anymore that she hated Leo. It was useless now. She loved him with all her heart and as much as she wanted to change that, it never would.
Now he was just a floor under her and she couldn't find a way to put aside her denial to his face.
Then, as if he was reading her mind, he knocked on her door. "Piper?"
She stood up and walked over to it.
"Piper, I just wanna tell you one thing."
"What?" she said leaning against the door.
He knew she was there. Her voice was closer than it would be if she was further away.
"Please open the door."
She pulled it just a crack to where she could peek one eye out. "What? Say it now or not at all. I'm not gonna stand here forever and your not coming in. You don't even need to be here right now."
"Fine. I just wanna apologize. I came to tell you something. If I knew you were out with him, I wouldn't have even come."
"You don't need to tell me anything, Leo. What part of I don't want to see you anymore or leave me alone do you not understand?"
"All of it. Because I know that's not how you really feel. You keep trying to push me away when you know deep down you want me just as much as I want you. Stop fighting it Piper. I'm tired of waiting."
"You don't know what I'm feeling. I don't want you."
"Oh yeah? So you hate me, is that it? Then how come you sent him home. If you have no feelings for me, why didn't you bring him up here like you planned?" he pushed the door open and looked her in the eyes, "If you don't want me, why am I all you think about? All you crave. I'm in your dreams Piper, just like you've been haunting all mine. Give it up." he whispered, sliding a lock of hair out of her face and taking a step toward her.
"Stop, Leo." She put a hand up to his chest as he got closer, "I can't do this." She turned around and walked to the window.
While nothing was being said, Leo took that chance to look around her room.. She wasn't one for big changes so it was a lot like how it was when he last saw it. Until he looked at the bare, empty wall above her dresser. That was a huge change.
Since he could remember, Piper had made them what she called a 'Memory Wall' right there. Every photo they ever took together, every picture he ever drew her, every letter or note he ever wrote her, their memories were there. He remembered when he first saw it and what she told him.
"I have a surprise," she said. When he got to her house, she took him up to her room and let him see. "Aw, Piper, you have a shrine of me." he teased.
"No, not a shrine, dummy. A memory wall. And not of you, but of us. From now on, anything and everything I ever get from you or that happens to us will be up there."
"Oh, ok, but why?"
"Memory, Leo. So we'll remember each other always and we'll still get to relive those times. Your my best friend in this whole world. If anything were to happen, I don't ever wanna forget what a good person you were and why we were friends. It's my love to you."
"Oh, well that makes sense. I love you too and all but I hope your not exoecting me to make one of these for you. I'll just keep a box or something."
He smiles at the thought. Two years later was when they started dating and that's when that wall really filled up. Now, it was empty. It kind of made her room look dead. He wondered what happened to them. If she still has them or their gone.
He looked over at her sitting by the window. "I think you should leave." Piper said getting up and walking back to the door. She stood there, holding it, waiting to close it when he left.
Leo just ignored her, walking up to the dresser. "I never thought I'd see this much space here." he said. She looked at the wall, knowing immediatly what he was referring to.
Piper tried to say something, anything, but she was afraid she would say something stupid or to mean if she did so she stayed quiet.
Leo turned around and walked back to where she was standing, "I don't want to be on bad terms with you." he made her look at him "And I know you don't want that either. If you hate me, show me just how much." he whispered leaning his head down to her ear, kissing her neck just below it.
Piper was weak, her legs felt like they were going to give away at any second. Her head was spinning with what she should and shouldn't do. Then when his lips hit her ear, she went stiff. When the warmth of his tongue hit her neck, she got goosebumps.
She knew where this would lead and she did nothing to stop it. She wanted it to happen. If she couldn't tell him with words that she still loved him, she would let her actions show it.
She pulled his face up and invaded his mouth with hers. Leo, satisfied his plan was in action, slammed the door shut.
He picked her up and carried her over to the bed. He kicked off his shoes and climbed on top of her.
As they made out, Piper pulled up Leo's shirt feeling his hard, muscular chest. He moved away as she lifted it over his head. When she went back in for his mouth, she misjudged it and hit his neck, not caring, she hungrily nibbled at it. Running her hands all over his back and body, she went down to his jeans and started to unbutton. He ran his hands through her hair, something he had longed to do since he lost her.
Then noticing she was tugging at his jeans, he helped her get them off and to the floor. He rubbed his hands under her shirt and realizing he was almost completely naked and she wasnt, he pulled it off her. She wasn't wearing a bra, so it was open exposure. He caught her breast with his open mouth and she moaned instantly in pleasure grabbing a handful of his hair.
As she was caught in the moment he reached down pulling her shorts and panties off at the same time, running his hand up and sliding straight between her thighs. "Oh my god, Leo!" she whispered. He smirked, thrilled he had her.
Returning the gesture, she pulled down his boxers and grabbed hold of him. He stopped his actions and let a couple moans of his own escape his lips as she worked some magic with her hands. Piper smiled at him, rolling over to get him underneath her. He was more than happy to let her take the lead. I guess it was safe to say with her tricks, she must of had some practice. Evan was one lucky motherfucker!, he thought, emphasis on was. After this, he was sure she was back.
Throwing one leg on either side of him, she straddled his waist and slid onto him. He let out a grunt as she started to move. With the feeling of him inside her, she let go of anything running through her mind, and focused on the matter at hand. Rocking her hips slowly against him, then as fast as she could. Leo ran his hands up her thighs and to her hips, assisting her to move faster and deeper.
He ran his hands to her back pulling her down to his chest where he took her lips in his and grabbed handfulls of her hair. She kissed and rode him at the same time making the experience 10 times better for both of them.
At once, they climaxed together and she collapsed onto his chest out of breath and breaking a sweat. His hands landed on her back, he rubbed it softly. "God, Piper, I hate you too." he said kissing the top of her head.
She stiffled a giggle and rolled off him. Not wanting to let her go, Leo pulled her back into his arms.
Piper went to sleep just like that with nothing said. Her actions had spoken loud and clear and she left the talking til the next morning. Something this good had to stay silent.
A little short, I know. Sorry. Finally out of denial though...