This is Chapter 2…not much to say except, enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush

"Logan" His voice sounded broken.

He crawled over to his fiancé not caring if the crazy gunman who had shot Logan was going to shoot him too. All he cared about was getting to Logan and seeing if he was even alive. The sight of so much blood scared him and he lifted Logan's shirt and put pressure on the wound. It wouldn't stop bleeding. He could hear someone calling 9-1-1 but his focus was Logan.

He bent over him and whispered "I love you" into his ear and held his hand while keeping pressure on the wound with his other hand. All of a sudden Logan stopped breathing. James staring freaking out and started CPR. After two cycles of breathing for Logan, he still wasn't breathing.

James continued CPR all the while praying to whatever god was out there to save his fiancé. He couldn't lose Logan, he had just proposed and Logan had said 'Yes' and they were supposed to spend the rest of their lives together. This wasn't how it was supposed to end.

He felt moisture clouding his vision and he realized he was crying. He needed Logan or else he didn't know how he would survive. He could distinctly hear noise behind him and he risked a glance over his shoulder and was shocked and over whelmed with happiness at what he saw.

There standing behind he were a group of cops and a small SWAT team. James had no idea when both groups were called or when they had arrived but all he knew was if cops were here so were EMTS. Suddenly he felt a hand squeeze his. He looked down and saw Logan had his eyes open. He was trying to say something and James leaned closer to hear what it was.

"James…I…love…you. Please forgive…me." Logan whispered before closing his eyes again and James started screaming at him when he stopped breathing yet again. He started screaming for help and a minute later he was shoved aside by EMTS trying to revive Logan.

They put a mask on him and hooked him up to an IV line. One EMT started CPR while the other loaded Logan onto a stretcher and into the back of the ambulance. James tried to follow but was stopped by the EMT. He tried to fight, but the EMT told him there was no room for him.

James just stood there with tears streaming down his face as he watched the ambulance speed away. His thoughts were on Logan and praying the EMTs could revive him. It was a minute later that he ran as fast as he could to his car and sped after the ambulance. Ten minutes later he pulled into the ER parkinglot and rushed inside. He found the reception desk. The nurse behind the counter looked at him and asked, "Can I help you?"

James, out of breath, said, "Yes, my fiancé was just brought in. He was shot in the chest."

The nurse typed something into he computer and said, "He is currently being rushed into emergency surgery. If you will please have a seat over there, I will have a doctor come talk to you as soon as possible."

James just nodded and went to sit down. He kept his head in his hands and three hours late a doctor approached him. James looked up and the look on the doctor's face had him even more scared. The doctor had a look of pure sorrow on his face and James stood up to get his information.

"Logan Mitchell?" The doctor asked.

James nodded and asked worriedly," How is he?"

The doctor gave him a look of regret and said, "We got the bullet removed but it was close. It was within half an inch of his heart. He crashed twice on the table and now he is in the ICU. We had to put him in a medically induced coma to help him heal faster. You can see him for a few minutes if you want. Please follow me."

They reached a closed door and the doctor said, "I want you to be prepared for what you are about to see. He is hooked up to many machines. Just talk to him and there is a chance he will hear you."

James nodded again and took a deep breath and entered the room. He took one look at Logan lying motionless on the bed and all the machines around him, had James rushing to his bedside. He pulled up a chair and held his hand. He kissed him gently on the cheek before he sat down.

James sighed, "Logan why did you do it? Why did you take that bullet for me? Now look where we are, you're hurt and I don't know when you'll wake up. I love you and I miss you like crazy. Please wake up soon and please Babe be okay." He sat there and held Logan's hand and listened to the machines beep around him. It was the sound of silence that caught his attention suddenly. He looked at Logan and turned his head to look at the machines and saw they weren't beeping.

He screamed for help and doctors came rushing into the room. They pushed James into the hallway where he was forced to wait on news of his Logan. Fifteen minutes later a doctor came out and James looked at him and the doctor shook his head and said, "We did all we could. He crashed and we are deeply sorry for your loss."

James was in denial. There was no way Logan was gone. He rushed back into the room and saw for himself Logan's body on the bed and a nurse pulling a sheet over him. James shoved her aside and held Logan's hand begging him to wake up. A doctor carefully pulled him away from Logan and James yanked out of his grip and ran out of the room and down a hallway.

He slide down the wall and cried. Tears came pouring down his face like a waterfall. He didn't care though cause he was crying for the lost life of his fiancé. He couldn't believe how the best night of his life became a living nightmare. He already missed Logan. He missed his laugh, his beautiful eyes, and his crooked smile that he loved. His tears came faster at those thoughts.

James just lost the best thing in his life and now he didn't know what to do. He cried for all he was worth. He cried for his best friend, his boyfriend, his fiancé.

Okay, so I'm thinking about doing an alternate ending were Logan lives. Should I?

-PhoenixGirl77