"Kurt!" Blaine called once he stopped at the base of the tree tears of relief still streaming own his face. Kurt stirred before opening his eyes and seeing Blaine at the base of the tree. He bit back a groan, he couldn't do this! No now…not ever. Kurt realised Blaine was crying, "God Kurt! Don't do that to me! Do you realise how worried I was?" Blaine was calling, "Come down please?"
Kurt sighed and rubbed his eyes, he had to tell Blaine the truth. He climbed down from the branch and landing with a graceful thump on his feet, "Blaine," he said in a sigh closing his eyes and opening them again. Blaine looked as sexy as ever and god his hair! Kurt forced himself to look into Blaine's warm eyes.
"Can we talk?" Blaine asked holding his hand out to Kurt and pulling it back quickly when Kurt cringed away from it. Blaine felt a sharp pain in his chest, "Please?"
"Okay," Kurt agreed shakily. Blaine gave one more chance of holding his hand out and couldn't stop the sigh of relief when Kurt took it. Kurt squeezed it with a small watery smile and Blaine squeezed back mirroring the smile.
"So…going to explain?" Blaine asked pulling Kurt down so he was sitting at the base of the tree that Blaine had found Kurt sleeping in next to Blaine. The sun was rising higher still in the sky but there was still a pink tinge to the sky left from the sun rise, there was no breeze this Moring and it was pretty hot, there were a few stray clouds floating by in the sky.
"Blaine," Kurt groaned again resting his head against the trunk of the tree.
"Do…do you like me…you know in that way?" Blaine asked biting his lip and blushing deeply not sure whether he wanted to now the answer to his question.
Kurt laughed slightly bitterly, "I'm in love with you Blaine!" he exclaimed.
Blaine grinned widely at the words, "I love you too." He said wrapping his arms around Kurt and frowning when Kurt shoved him of and pushed him away.
"Blaine don't," Kurt moaned getting to his feet.
"Kurt please would you explain what the hell is going on?" Blaine shouted at Kurt as he walked away, "Kurt come back here! Kurt!" Blaine set of after Kurt and grabbed his arm pulling him around to face him, "Kurt please?"
"Blaine," Kurt whispered pulling him close and looking straight into his eyes, "I love you. But I can't be with you."
"Why?" Blaine asked completely confused.
"Because….Because Blaine you deserve so much better then me," Kurt said putting his hands on Blaine's shoulder.
"What? Kurt that's rubbish," Blaine exclaimed pulling Kurt up against him and sighing when Kurt pushed him away once again.
"Look at me Blaine, I'm a total mess," Kurt said groaning.
"No Kurt, you're….you're completely one hundred percent perfect," Blaine disagreed.
Kurt laughed again but he was on the brink of tears, "Blaine, I come from a messed up family where my Dads loves his step son more then he loves me, I go to a school where I get the crap bullied out of me and the bully who threatened to kill me kissed me, I'm pretty much a stubborn git, I'm stupid, ugly, and I have a girls voice, I'm completely obsessed with Broadway, I am at the lowest, low of the social heap, It's been years and years but I still cry myself to sleep over my mothers death sometimes, no one loves me!"
"Kurt that is so wrong, you're Dad loves you more then anything in the whole world, yes there's a idiot at you're school who thinks his better then you but he is not, yes Kurt you're extremely stubborn but I love that about you, You're smart, beautiful, sexy, you have the most moving voice that I have ever heard, you're passionate about Broadway and I love it, yes Kurt you're not exactly popular but you still hold you head high and are proud of who you are and that is amazing, Kurt I've never met you're mother but if she is jus the slightest bit like you then she would be the most amazing women that I have ever met and you have every right to be upset about her death until the day you die. Kurt I love every single little thing about you," Blaine said gently cupping Kurt's face in his hands.
"Blaine," Kurt said shaking his head and pulling away form Blaine.
"What? What now?" Blaine asked getting slightly annoyed.
"I still can't!" Kurt said, "I..."
"Kurt? You okay?" Wes called from across the filed.
"Wes!," Kurt exclaimed running over to him and throwing his arms around him and started sobbing into his chest.
"Shhh...Kurt its okay," Wes said hugging him close and rubbing the base of his back.
"I have to tell him," Kurt said sniffing and wiping his eyes.
Wes nodded, "Its okay. People were going to find out sooner or later."
"Thank you," Kurt said wiping his eyes on the back of his sleeve.
Blaine watched as Wes pressed a gentle kiss to Kurt's rosy lips and gave Kurt a smile before rubbing his thumb over Kurt's cheek and catching a tear that he'd missed, "Want me to stay?" he asked.
Kurt nodded, "yes please." Wes smiled giving Kurt another gentle kiss and spinning his around to face Blaine.
Blaine was standing with his eyes wide breathing heavily, "Blaine are…are you okay?" Kurt asked.
"You are with him?" Blaine hissed he was so angry. Not at Kurt, at Wes. He had stood there and told him it was going to be okay, when he was the cause. Kurt nodded biting his lip nervously.
Blaine let out a sharp angry breath, "You said you loved me," he excused Kurt.
"I do," Kurt whispered, "I've loved you since the moment I met you."
"But…then…why? Why Kurt!" Blaine said suddenly shouting.
Kurt winced, "Blaine calm down…"
"No! Kurt I will not freaking calm down," Blaine shouted, "Why?"
Kurt couldn't take this, he felt himself shaking and he felt like he was going to collapse, "Blaine…"
"Kurt, calm down," Wes said wrapping his arms around him comfortingly.
"Get off him!" Blaine growled.
"No, he's shaking," Wes said rubbing Kurt's arm up and down and whispering in his ear.
"Kurt, come one," Blaine said opening his arms wide to him for a hug. But Kurt shook his head. "Please?" Blaine asked.
Kurt looked up and slowly unwound Wes's arms from around him and took a few shaky steps towards Blaine. Blaine stepped forward and wrapped the shaking boy in his arms, "Kurt." He whispered pulling him close.
"B…B….Blaine, I'm so sorry!" Kurt sobbed into Blaine's shoulder.
"Kurt…hey shhh," Blaine whispered rubbing Kurt's back. "Please don't. You're making me feel really evil," he chuckled lightly finding it hard to be angry when he had Kurt in his arms.
Kurt's head rose, "You're not mad at me?"
"Nope," Blaine smiled at Kurt before glaring at Wes, "I'm mad at him..."
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