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A little boy. I had a beautiful little boy "Would you like to cut the cord?" the nurse asked Matt, he looked at me waiting for an answer and I nodded at him. He cut the cord and he actually had a smile on his face as he did. "Would you like to hold your son Jess?" I nodded and cried with joy as she put my little baby boy into my arms for the first time.

"Have you got a name?" Matt asked, and I did have one and I had chosen it since the day that Becker had left.

I turned to Matt "Alexander Matthew Becker" Matt looked at me in shock but smiled "You were there when nobody else was and you've done everything and you've been great" he kissed my cheek and thanked me "You can go and get Emily if you want" he left to get Emily and came back with Emily, Abby, Connor and Lester.

It was really embarrassing them seeing me like this but they all cooed over little Alex and he passed around from person to person "Well done Jess" Lester whispered into my ear, I know he's not good with affection so what he said ment alot. The funnist was when he held Alex, it looked like he hadn't held a baby ever but Alex stopped crying when Lester held him.

"Looks like you found your babysitter Jess" Abby said and we laughed at Lester who went all wide eyed and worried which made us laugh more.

TWO DAYS LATER

Matt and Emily are the best people on this Earth, they had been there pretty much the whole time I was in hospital and now it was tim to go home and they said that they were going to stay the night just to help me out. I told them they could stay in Katie's room as she had a double bed.

"Where shall I put him down?" poor Matt, the lift had broke and he had to slimmb four sets of stairs with Alex in his car seat and my hospital bag whilst me and Abby carried the balloons and stuff I got given at the hospital.

I told him to put Alex on the sofa because he was due a feed which Emily was kind enough to do because I was so exhausted "Me and Matt will watch him if you want some rest" Emily suggested and I thanked her and gave them both a hug and kissed them on the cheek and kissed little Alex on the head.

It was nice to just have a rest for a little while, I trusted Matt and Emily to look after him for a little while but my rest was inturupted by Matt "Jess your not going to believe this" I sat up from my bed and looked at him waiting for what he was about to say "Becker came back through an anomaly"

He's alive? I got out of my bed "Matt get Alex and get him in the car, we're going to the ARC" he nodded and left the room to get him ready whilst I prepared what I was going to say to him.

We got to the ARC, I told Matt to put Alex in Lester's office and keep him there until I say it's OK to come out with him.

Becker was standing at command talking to Abby and Connor, he seen me "Jess!" he smiled and came running over to me and he was about to hug me but I stepped away and slapped him... hard across his face and everyone stopped to look at us.

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Ow! She was pissed, that was clear and yes I had left here but it was to save my sister not because I didn't love her "You missed it!" she started crying and every time I tried to hug her she would move away from me. "You've a got a son" she started walking away and I tried to go after her but Matt got in my way.

"Matt! Let me past" he shook his head at me and I seen Jess walking out of Lester's office with a baby's car seat and she walked off with Emily, probably going back home. This was to much for me. First I find my sister's dead body then I realise that I'm in the jurassic period adn then when I finally get home my girlfriend tells me that I have a son and doesn't tell me his name or anything. "What's his name?" I asked Matt because I knew he would know, everyone probably knew.

"Give Jess time then go and see them" he then too walked away, he's probably going to see Jess and MY baby boy.

I wasn't going to sit here without knowing my baby. Without someone noticing I left the ARC and headed hom, I still had my keys in the bag that I brought with me that had clothes and stuff in so I went in and seen Jess sittin on the sofa with my little boy rocking him to sleep "Katie's dead" I said and she jumped when she heard me. "Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you"

She didn't turn around or move to face me or anything, she just kept her back to me so I put my bag down and went to face Jess and seen my son for the first time "He's perfect Jess" I didn't make any moves towards her because I knew she would move away "Can I hold him?" I asked and I seen her debate it with herself before she nodded and handed him to me.

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I didn't know how Alex would react to Becker because he doesn't know him, he know everyone apart from his own father. Alex was good though, he didn't stir or anything, he stayed asleep whilst he held him "Where did you end up?" he looked shocked that I had spoke to him.

"Jurassic. Katie was already dead when I found her, looks like a raptor killed her" poor Katie. She didn't deserve to die, she was only a kid. Becker had ears that were threatning to fall "I dug her a small grave, I couldn't bring her dead body around with me until I found an anomaly" I didn't want to listen to anymore.

I made a cup of coffee for me and Becker and put it on the table infront of him "Thanks"

Me and Becker wll be OK but I think we just need time to get used to eachother again and I need Becker to get into my routine with Alex. "By the way, his name is Alexander Matthew Becker... I forgot to tell you, sorry"

He smiled for a minute "Matthew?" I nodded

"He was there for me when you left, he did everything that you should've done, he was there for the birth and he cut the cord... he was there" he looked angry a little but he soon got over it.

Alex started crying and Becker got worried "Let me take him, he probably needs his bum changed" he hande him over and yes... he needed his bum changed."Ew... stinky boy" I said in a baby voice with a smile on my face. I could see Becker watching from the corner of my eye and seen him smiling at us "Your doing the next poo-y nappy" he nodded.

After he was changed I put him in his moses basket so he could sleep and so I could have my time with Becker to talk about everything.

We sat in silence for a little while "Jess I love you" he kneeled in front of me and took my hands "Jess please forgive me... I just wanted to save my sister, I love you so much" he kissed my cheek and looked at me, waiting for me to answer.

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I waited for her to answer me, she looked at me and I could tell that she was debating with herself and I hoped that she would forgive me. "Please?" I pleaded again.

She nodded and I hugged her so tight "Thank you so much... I love you and I promise I will never leave you again" I mean it. I'm not leaving her or my baby alone again. She huged me back, we pulled back to look into eachother's eyes and we leaned in for our first kiss since I've been back.

When we pulled away for much needed air she smiled at me "I love you to and I'm sorry about Katie"

Katie. I had failed her as a brother and as a guardian and I had failed my parents as a son but I WILL NOT fail my son as a father or Jess... as a husband.

"Marry me"

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Dun dun dun... What will happen? What will Jess say? REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! Much Love M xoxoxo