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What? He wanted to marry me? I had dreamed of this moment since I laid my eyes on Becker in his very sexy uniform but this was all to quick for me. He had only just come back after leaving me for months... whilst being pregnant with his child.

"No" I said and he looked shocked "It's to soon for me. You've only just come back and into my life after doing a dissapearing act through an anomaly and you just want me to forgive you for leaving me and marry you? I can forgive you but I can't marry you... I'm sorry"

He got off his knees and sat next to me on the couch "Look. I will give you as much time as your need but I just wanted you to know that I loved you and was committed to you and Alex" I could tell by his eyes that he was disapointed I had said no but I had my reasons and I think they were pretty good reasons.

Becker got up and went into the bedroom with his bag, I'm guessing to un-pack the last of his belongings. I felt bad about turning his down but things just needed to slow down, we wasn't together all that long before I got pregnant and we just need to put the brakes on things. "Am I allowed to sleep in the bed?" he asked.

"I should be asking you, this is your place... yeah of course" he nodded and walked back into the bedroom. I hoped he didn't think that I didn't want to be with him because I did... I loved him so much, I don't think I could be myself again if he hadn't come back through that anomaly.

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I can't believe that Jess said no to my proposel, we had spoke about marriage and children so I just seemed right to me that we got married but apparently that isn't in her future.

Taking my clothes out of my bag and putting them into a folded pile to put in the washing machine and took out the little things I found on my travels. I found the claw of a raptor and the tooth of a very large dinosaur a T-rex I'm guessing but I could be wrong and I found some of Katie's stuff like a bracelet and necklace that she had on. I left all of her clothing with her and left my jacket there which covered here face to give her some privacy.

Sitting on the bed all I could think of was Katie's body and her face as I seen her for the first time. Her eyes were open and they looked terrified, she was mangled like her legs were bent in ways that legs shouldn't be bent and she looked so uncomfortable and unpiecful and I didn't want to see her like that.

I jumped as something touched my shoulder, I turned around to fight it off, my mind still in the jurassic. It wasn't until my hand collided with a face that I remembered Jess. "Jess!" she was on the floor, holding her cheek and I just thank God that Alex wasn't in her arms "I'm so sorry. I forgot I was home, I.. I am so so sorry Jess" I went to help her up but she moved away from me.

She just got up and left the room, of course I chased her into the kitchen and blocked her between the fridge and myself, she turned her face to the side and I grabbed her arms to try to get her to look at me.

The door opened and Matt pushed me away from Jess "What the hell do you think your doing?" Emily hugged her as she cried and Matt pushed me away and then he blocked me between the sink and himself.

"It's not what it looks like!" I shouted at him and I looked at Emily who moved Jess' hair out the way and seen the red mark from where I accidently hit her and I knew Matt seen it because he pushed me hard backwards "Matt it was an accident"

He laughed and pushed me again "C'mon big man, hit me or do you only hit women or it it just your girlfriends that you hit... hmm?" I was shaking from anger. I've never even raised my hand to a woman before... I didn't mean to hit her I just forgot where I was. "C'mon then" I lost all control and punched him in the face and he fell to the floor

"C'mon big man!" I mocked back and Jess pushed me away screaming me to get out, telling me she didn't want me here and that she didn't want me near Alex "He's my son too!"

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Everything just happened so fast. I went in to see what Becker wanted to eat and then the next thing I know I'm on the floor and my cheek stinging, then I he was blocking me between himself and the fridge and I didn't want to look at him so I moved my eyes away from him and he grabbed my arms... hard and triedto get me to look at him... I was scared of him.

Matt came in and then they started fighting but I don't know how Becker could have the nerve to hit Matt after everything he had done to help me and Alex. Most of Alex's clothes were brought by Emily and Matt.

I screamed at him and told him I didn't want him here and to get out but he wouldn't "He's my son too!" he screamed and I instantly regretted my come back the second it left mymouth.

"You obviously didn't care when you went through that anomaly... you were willing to leave your child without a father the second you thought about going through there! So no... he's not your son, he's mine!"

Everyone went quiet and stared at me. It was a harsh thing to say and I regretted it instantly and I knew how much that had hurt him when I said that, he grabbed his coat and left the house and I just crumbled to the floor and Emily and Matt came over to me and tried to calm me down.

Alex started crying and I went to pick him up but he wasn't hungry, didn't need his nappy changed, didn't need burping or need his dummy or anything so I had to assume that it was the noise of us all shouting and screaming at eachother.

"Do you two mind watching him. I really want to go and find him" Emily and Matt agreed and I told them everything they needed to know and rushed out to find him.

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I thought she had forgiven me for going through that anomaly... it was my sister! Of course I was going to go through to help her and even though I was to late, if given the oppurtunity to go back in time and do it again then I would go through that anomaly again and I would save her.

After walking out I didn't really know where to go. I didn't have my car keys so I couldn't just drive off somewhere and I didn't have any money so that was a no to a cab... I just walked and I think that was the best thing for me... walking around was going to give me more time to clear my head.

I didn't get very far when a car stopped next to me and I could hear someone calling me "Becker! Get in!" I looked into the car and seen Jess sitting in the driving seat. I was worried about getting in because I didn't know how she would react but I did anyway.

"Jess I honetly didn't know what I was doing. I was thinking about my time back in the jurassic and then you came up behind me and I forgot where I was... I'm sorry and I will never hurt you again, I swear on my life"

Once I finished my speech she just drove the car forward and stopped outside a small cafe that was practically deserted, we got out and went inside and Jess ordered food and drink for the both of us "I hope you've got some money Jess because I forgot my wallet"

She held my wallet up "Your paying" I laughed a little and seen the mark on her face, it was next to her eye and bruising... it looked like she had been punched in the eye and I felt guilty about the whole thing.

"What can I do to show you how sorry I am?" the waitress came over with our food and drinks and we started eating and finished before she answered me. I paid the waitress as we left and got back into the car. "Jess?" she shrugged.

"I've never had a boyfriend hit me so I don't know how you can make me feel better" I looked down at the floor of the car in shame of what I had done.

We pulled up in the car park for the apartment complex and sat int the car for a minute not speaking "What I said earlier was horrible and I shouldn't of said it. You are Alex's father and your great with him... your an amazing father and a your an amazing boyfriend but nobody's perfect"

She leaned in and kissed me with passion "I love you" she whispered whe we pulled away.

"I love you too" I kissed her again. Me and Becker were like Abby and Connor, we will have our argument but within a couple of hours we will be fine again.

Jess and Alex are my everything and I will do whatever it takes to make them happy because they deserves the universe and more.

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Well well well... talk about DRAMA! I really need more reviews people... Much Love xxxx