OK. I have a little problem… I have broken my laptop and my brother has a computer but he don't like me going on it because he thinks that I'm going to break it so I will still be updating but not a frequently because I'm going on his computer when he goes out…. Haha xxxx
JESS
It had been two months since Becker hit me and Matt hated him more then ever, he even shot him with a EMD on an anomaly shout which I scalded him for when he got back. Me and Becker were trying to work out our differences and Matt wasn't helping.
Becker and Matt were some of the most important people in my life and I hated them fighting and hating each other.
Even though I loved Matt (as a friend) he was starting to irritate me, every morning he would see me at work he would check me over for cuts and bruises or any sign of Becker hitting me. He also told Abby and Becker had hit me and he told Lester, of course when me and Becker explained what happened he dismissed it but he did have ago at him.
"Are you awake?" I heard Becker's deep, croaky morning voice ask me so I turned around to face him in bed "I could feel you tossing and turning… are you OK?"
Didn't he know the answer by now. "No I'm not OK. You and Matt hate each other, me and Matt became close when you left and he helped me out a lot. Becker I love you so much but Matt is important to me and I just want you to get along" and before I knew it… I was crying.
Becker instantly brought me into his arms and tried to calm me down "Matt's an idiot… no need to cry because of him" yes because that helps!
BECKER
I really did hate Matt. He's got to close to Jess for my liking, she's my girlfriend not his. I trust Jess not to cheat on me but Matt is a sly and sneaky guy and I don't trust him near Jess, I don't even know why he's bothering with her because he has Emily and they seem happy enough… maybe he should just focus on his own relationship before getting in the middle of mine.
I hate him but I'm so jealous of him. He was there when my son was born, he saw him take his first breath, he cut the cord. I was supposed to do all of that because Jess is my girlfriend and Alex is my son and I think that it's about time he understands that.
Jess started work before me today and she took Alex with her so the car journey to work was slow and boring.
When I got to work I went straight to command to see Jess and Alex but when I got there Matt was there holding Alex and laughing and so was Jess. To an outsider you would think that Matt is Alex's father.
I stormed over and squealed when she saw me "He smiled for the first time…" great. I miss my son smiling for the first time and Matt sees it.
"Pass him to me" I said to Matt who sort of looked at me as id I was some sort of stranger "Matt!" he slowly handed Alex to me and walked away from us. Jess looked away and pretended to be busy "Do you still love me?" I asked and she instantly turned around then.
She got up from her chair and walked to a small, empty room and asked me to follow her so I did. It was just me, Alex and Jess together and alone for once. "Of course I love you… If you think I don't then you don't know me at all"
She took Alex off me and walked of somewhere… probably to Matt.
JESS
What a jerk! How could he think for even a second that I don't love him? If I didn't love him then I wouldn't of had his baby, I wouldn't move in with him or sleep with him but I did all these things and he still thinks I don't love him… what can I do to prove it to him?
"You OK?" that Irish accent was all to familiar to me. I looked up at Matt and nodded. "You don't look it" he started smiling at Alex and playing with him.
"Matt I can't believe I'm going to say this but… I don't think we should talk anymore, unless it's to do with work because I'm trying to sort my relationship out with Becker and I think if me and you don't talk and hang out as much then we me and Becker will be OK"
Now I was the jerk. Matt nodded at me and walked in the opposite direction and I felt like I had lost not just a friend but a brother… all this for Becker, to prove I love him.
I shouldn't have to do all this, I walked after Matt and found him in his office "Screw Becker... me and you are friends and you have helped me out alot, I'm going to tell him tonight that he has to get on with you or me and Alex leave because I don't want my son being brought up with all this negative energy" Matt laughed and he got off his chair and he walked over to me and took Alex out of my arms.
When I got home Becker was already there "Why didn't you take Alex home with you? You know I don't like him being at the ARC with all of them creatures there" he didn't even acknowledge me or Alex. I put his car seat down infront of Becker and he wouldn't look at him. "What's wrong?"
He snapped. He got up from the sofa in anger and threw a vase of the table "Matt! That's whats wrong... he is trying to take you and Alex away from me.. I need you two in my life, your all I have left. Please don't leave me for Matt. I can give you a much better life then what he can, you and alex are my world and if you leave me and take him with you then I don't know how long I would last"
I rushed over to him and hugged him and brought him close to me "I'm not leaving you" I whispered to him over and over. I can't give him the unltimatum now because that's just cruel. "I love you... we're a family. You, me and Alex" we hugged and kissed but now it all makes sence. He's jealous of Matt and I guess I wasn't helping the situation by being around him all the time.
OK I have a really good story line in mind… I need you amazing people to forget about Matt's dad. Pretend that he doesn't exist in Primeval because that would just confuse people…. Hehe,I bet your all wondering now J much Love M xoxoxo