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JESS

"How dare you think that I would cheat on you with Matt!" Becker was driving me mad, all he's done for the past few days is accuse me of cheating on him with Matt, he thought Alex might even be Matt's!

Alex woke up down to all the noise, Becker stopped shouting whilst I went and got Alex from his crib. As I was up there I got some of Alex's stuff and put it in a bag then got some of my stuff and packed them. I wasn't going to stick around with a guy who doesn't believe his son is his.

I went downstairs with the bags and Becker looked mad "Where are you going?" he asked and I went to the front door without speaking or looking at him, he got there before me and blocked the way "Jess… don't go"

"I'm not going to stay here with you if you don't trust me or think that your son is yours… ya know you're the first and only person I had sex with and now I know what a mistake that was" I pushed past him and left.

A DAYS HOURS LATER

I hadn't been home since the argument with Becker and I don't think I'm going to go home either. I thought that he loved me and Alex enough to get over his differences with Matt but he doesn't even want to listen to what I have to say. He still thinks that I cheated on him with Matt and he said he believed that Alex was his but I knew he was lying.

Me and Alex had been staying with Abby and Connor because I don't think that it'd be a good idea to stay with Matt and Emily, it is hard to live without Becker and I really do miss him and I know Alex does too.

Work was the hardest because any spare time he had he was with me and command and going into Lester's office and spending time with his son which I was grateful for. All I wanted was to kiss him and be a family with him and Alex.

It's also hard to look at Alex because he looks so much like Becker, everyday he was getting more and more like him… I just hoped that he treated people better then what his father does.

Matt and Emily come round to see Alex nearly everyday. Emily had told us that she used to have children in the past, two girls but they had both died. One was still born and the other died at a day old due to cot death, I suddenly felt bad for her… here I was with my beautiful little boy and showing him off to everyone and Emily had lost two children.

"Earth to Jess" I looked up from the sofa in Abby and Connor's apartment, Abby was laughing at me "Are you ready to go to work?" I nodded and picked my bag up. It was Connor's day off and he said he would look after Alex and I was a little worried because Connor is a little crazy. I just hoped that Connor would behave for Alex because Connor was like a little kid.

Abby drove us to work and Becker was also pulling up and I sighed in annoyance. Abby got out of the car and I got out after her hesitantly, when I got out Becker looked at me and I turned to Abby "Go on. I'll be up in a bit" she nodded, quickly greeted Becker and went up in the lift.

"Where's Alex?" I told him Connor was looking after him and he wasn't happy "I would of taken the day off if you needed someone to watch him" I didn't need him all the time, I was capable of looking after my child or finding a responsible babysitter if needed.

Alex didn't deserve to be around all of this arguing, shouting and fighting… he needed to be in a calm and controlled environment so if need be then I shall bring Alex up on my own and be a single mother if that is what's best for my son.

"I have sole custody of him and I'm doing what's right for him" I walked off and left him standing in the car park shocked.

BECKER

Why was she so adamant to keep me and Alex away for each other? I do everything for him. I make sure he has everything he needs and I see him at any chance I get… why does she not want me near him?

There must be some sort of explanation for it because keeping my son away from me is not best for him, he needs both of his parents with him growing up.

Jess wants to keep me away from Alex and yet Matt can see him whenever he wants… Alex is also named after him. Why not Connor? Or James? Jess knows how much me and Matt hate each other.

I got in the lift and went up to command and I was going to confront her about it… I know I said I believed her but now I'm not so sure, I want Jess to prove that Alex is mine.

I got to her at command and stopped her chair moving "Prove Alex is mine"

JESS

"You want a DNA test then you take me to court" I can't believe we were doing all of this again…

I didn't realise we were being so loud until Matt, Emily and Abby were surrounding us trying to calm us down. "Becker, Jess… My office!" Lester shouted to us from his office. We stopped arguing and made our way to his office.

I sat on the chair opposite Lester's chair and Becker stood away from me on the other side of the room. "What the hell is going on?" we started to speak over each other until Lester shut us up "Jess… you start"

"Becker wants a DNA test on Ales because he thinks that he's not his but Matt's" Lester shook his head at Becker and then dismissed me from his office. I left the office and could see Becker and Lester arguing with each other through the window.

Is this what life was going to be like forever, me and Alex constantly fighting with Becker and whoever else Becker decided to argue with. This wasn't right.

I had this cousin in Ireland and we call each other ever now and again but she rung me the other night and I told her about all the arguments that me and Becker had been having and I told her I wanted to get out so she suggested that I move to Ireland and live with her until I got myself sorted out.

I'm thinking of taking her up on her offer, I just need to get away from all of this and just enjoy life with my son.

The plan was to go home now, pack mine and Alex's things, tell Connor that I'm going to Scotland for the weekend and then never some back.

Without anyone noticing I left a resignation letter on Lester's desk and got someone to cover command and then left the ARC without people noticing and without one final look back.

First I went home and packed the stuff that me and Alex hadleft when we left there and packed out stuff, I left Becker a quick letter and left.

Then I went to Abby and Connor's apartment and seen connor asleep on the sofa and Alex asleep in his bouncy chair and I quietly giggled to myself. Quickly and quietly I packed our things, booked a one-way ticket to Ireland and again wrote Abby and Connor a quick note and then one for Emily and Matt. I left the car keys ontop of the letter's as I took the car home and Connor would have to pick up Abby from work.

I arrived at the airport and then rung my cousin, Stacey, to tell her that I was coming to stay with her with Alex.

I really did feel guilty for leaving but it was best for my boy. Everyone can come and see him whenever they want but I can't stay here in London or the ARC.

BECKER

Jess left during work and I was worried about her and Alex because I hadn't been able to get hold of her, anything could of happened.

I got home hoping that she was there and she was going to forgive me for being such a dick. When I did get home she wasn't there but there was an envolope on top of the kitchen counter top with my name written on it with Jess' perfect handwritting.

Dear Becker,

I think that it's best that we stay away from each other for a while. I gave Lester my letter of resognation today and I won't be coming back. I won't be staying with Abby and Connor or Matt and Emily, I'm going to be staying with my cousin Stacey. Alex doesn't nees to be around all this... it's not good for him.

Jess and Alex x

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