OK… here we go…

Becker

I picked Jess up and ran to the car park with Abby following "I'm taking her to the hospital… tell Lester and look after Alex!" I shouted back to her and she nodded.

When I had put her securely in the car I just looked at her for a few seconds, but then I realized that we were losing precious seconds so I ran to my side of the car and drove as humanly possible to the hospital.

I ran in with her in my arms and doctors surrounded her and put her on a stretcher then took her away, I was about to follow when a nurse stopped me outside a door "You need to wait out here" she said and went into the room.

Waiting was horrible. What was wrong with Jess? Was she OK? Was the baby OK? What caused this?

There was a hand on my shoulder and when I turned I seen Abby, Connor with Alex who was smiling at me. I wanted to smile back but I couldn't bring myself to do it. "Abby can you take him to our house please?" I asked and handed her the keys "I'll ring you as soon as I know anything" she just gave me a sad nod and they left.

Matt said that he had a little sister but what if this baby doesn't make it, what if the future changes or something?

"Pacing won't help" I heard an Irish voice say behind me. Of course it was Matt and he was with Emily. "How is she?" I shrugged and sat down on a chair outside the room that Jess was in.

Emily put her hand on my shoulder in a comforting way and I gave her a small smile, silently thanking her.

Suddenly the door opened and a doctor came out "Mr Becker?" he questioned and I nodded, I couldn't be bothered to correct him with Captain I just wanted to know what was wrong with Jess and my baby and if they were going to be OK.

"She has lost a lot of blood and after speaking to her we believe that it's stress. She needs to start taking it easy, maybe not work so many hours, stay in bed an hour longer and just have time to relax"

I nodded in understanding, Jess had been really stressed and I thought it was just her hormones, I didn't think something like this would happen… if I had just told her to take things easy then she would be OK "How's the baby?"

"The baby is OK, it's a little distressed but once Miss Parker is relaxed and happy so will the baby" I nodded again in understanding "You can see her now"

Thank God. I slowly walked into her room and Matt and Emily waited outside, when I seen her my heart broke. She was tied up to loads of wires and monitors and it freaked me out.

I went to the side of her bed and kissed her "Are you OK?" I questioned and she slightly nodded before crying.

I tried to calm her down but she wouldn't "I nearly killed our little girl Becker"

I shook my head at her "No, look you just need to take things easy is all… you and Ava are fine OK? I need you to stay that way"

Jess

How can he be so nice to me? I nearly killed our baby because I couldn't calm down and I had to stress about everything. It was all my fault.

"Jess, I mean it. Calm down." he was turning into solider mode and ordering me to do something, that was the only way I did something, when he spoke to me like that because I felt like one of his troops who need to follow his orders.

We had been there for hours and the doctor wanted me to stay over night and Becker wanted to stay with me but I ordered him to go home and look after Alex, Connor was probably having a mental breakdown.

So here I was at 10pm laying in this hospital bed all alone in a hospital, I hate hospitals and I wanted to go home to my family but that stupid doctor won't let me!

"Calm down" he said after hearing my heart monitor rise and I took deep breaths like Becker had ordered me to do and soon enough the heart monitor was back to normal.

OK I no its short… it's a working progress

Much Love xoxoxo