Sorry I haven't posted...teachers are killing me...well here's ch.4...Sky aka Bella tells about her past just a little...thsi chapter is okay...Thank you everyone...you reads my storie...thank you soooooooooooo much...

The Reason I Wear Red Lipstick

Bella's POV:

I hated Edward. I hated him for leaving me...I hated him for destroying me...I hated him..because I loved him. I hated his topaz eyes, his chalky skin, his flawless lips, his angelic face,...I hated every part of Edward Cullen. Tears roll down my face...my eyes turned blue as the crying sky.

"Sky are you okay", Artemis was standing near me, she's seen me like this before. "I'm fine", I forced a smile. "Is that so..Sky", I turned around to see Jasper Hale standing just five feet away from me. "I'm Jasper Hale, it's nice to meet you", I glared at him...sending warning sparks for him to step away from me.

"Another Cullen", Artemis said. "How many are there of you...things", I exaggerated on the word things. ''If you want to know there's five of us in total..and the 'things' you called us...aren't you one too", I was..but not like you...not even close.

"Not really", I allowed my hidden British accent kick in. "Well I should be going...it was really nice meeting the new things in town", he smirked at us, and disappeared into the darkness of the boarding school. I went to my next class which was PE. I hated PE with the deepest passion.

I went up to the coach and asked her about my locker and uniform. "Okay, here's your things...there's running every Wednesday and the other days are up to your coach", I hated running...at least I'm a faster runner now...like about thousand times faster.

I sat down and waited for the rest of the class to join. 'She's hot'. 'I wish I was as beautiful as she was'. 'Damn she's hot'. 'I hate her...don't you dare look at her Kevin'. 'She seems nice...maybe she can be my friend...but then again, maybe not...no one wants to be my friend'. 'I hope she's in my class'.

I looked up and show people quickly turn away when I look at them...that was except the boy who looked all to familiar. "Hi, I'm Zesiro Newton", it can't be. " I'm Sky Marie Bell Cull Lot Candid...long name I know..but just call me Sky", Zesiro looked just like Mike...blond hair, baby face, blue eyes...I just hope he's not like him.. at all.

"Um..you don't happen to be related to a Mike Newton", I asked..please say no. 'How does she know my Dad'. "Um..yes, but how do you know". 'This must be my lucky day..I just hope she does like my dad or something'. "Yeah he's my dad", no, this can't be happening...the Cullen's, now Mike's son...what more could happen.

"Oh'', yes..oh great. "How do you know my dad", okay..now what is my reason. "Um..well my mother was friends with your dad". "Really...than that probably means your mom knows my mom too", your mom? I watched him through out PE. He was nice, but he talked a lot...and he continued to think of me..with him..as if I would.

PE ended and I quickly changed hoping that I would not run into Zesiro. "Sky wait up", I froze..not fast enough. "Hey Zesiro". "Hi..what class do you have next", I looked at my schedule. "Um..AP Physic's". "Me too..let's walk together". "Sure", my voice cracked.

I could see from far off distant Edward watching us, I smiled wickedly at him. "Bye, Cullen", I whispered, loud enough for him to hear, but low enough so Zesiro wouldn't hear. For the next hour, Zesiro told me about the school and what is accepted of me. I meet his twin sister..she didn't look like Mike, but they both looked alike...in some ways.

Lunch ended and so did the rest of my classes, except piano. I loved to play the piano, I did have a chance to become professional, but I decided not to. After I became a vampire, I was alone for five years. I decided to play the piano, so I did.

I played and played and played. I had bought my own studio and house, it seem people somehow heard and asked if I wanted to become a professional, I said no. I did get a job playing at night in this one wealthy and well know cafe shop. I played for celebrities and other people as well.

I was playing in Japan when I met my current family. I was playing a piece called True Light by a young Japanese pianist. They came to met with other people the first night, they notice that I was a vampire and for a couple of nights in a row they came to watch me play.

On the tenth night, they asked me why was I playing here, but most of all, why would a vampire be doing in a place like this. I only told them just a little, they offered me a chance to be in their family, but at first I said no. After two months I decided to take them up on their offer and since then, I've been with them.

Although they are my family, they still don't know much about me. "Sky can you play a piece for us...I heard your quite famous". "Um..sure", I sat on the bench and gently press my fingers on the keys of the piano. The melody of the music swayed like a sea of tears. The music made me cry inside...this song..this melody...this tearful sad song...was the song Edward sang and played for me on the piano.

I finished the song and paused for a second allowing the memories to fade away once more. Everyone clapped and I could see tears in some of the students eyes. I bowed and took a seat, ''well done Miss Lot Candid".

"Thank you", I smiled shyly, allowing myself to blush. I heard what everyone was thinking...some loved me, some hated me, some respect me, but in all, I heard the quiet voice no one could hear. The voice that was crying inside, the voice that I wanted to hear, the voice that belonged to ...Edward Cullen.

"Bella Swan".