So, all of my reviewers disappeared… oh well. I am sorry that this is a short chapter; I haven't really been in a writing mood lately. Don't hate me that I added drama; glee isdrama just with the added music. None the less, enjoy and review!
Dear Diary,
Before I start on my story! I should say that Samuel ended up breaking up with Emily. Emily wanted to stay with Samuel but he did the noble thing and ended it. Now back to my day!
Had yet another amazing Friday today! The actual school part was okay, normal actually, but it was after school at the first football game of the year that was amazing. Now that we have a decent coach, our team is pretty good, but in truth I didn't watch the game. I don't like football and I only went for the social aspect.
Most of my time was spent making sure that Samuel had no way of finding a date, and it worked. He hated me for it then forgot about it a second later. One girl he tried to hit on was a girl whom we both knew freshman year but then moved away and now is back in Lima! She was the most fun to keep away from Samuel because she didn't want to be near him in that way.
Besides cock-blocking Samuel, Finn and Quinn had broken up. Well, they had broken up as soon as the rumor about them dating got out. It was strange how it only lasted a few days but Quinn was unfazed by it. Today however, whenever I saw her she was talking, or should I say flirting, with Artie. Yes, Artie, it was strange but it was cute so I ignored it.
Maybe now I should say everyone who was there. I was there with Samuel (of course), Quinn, Hannah, Marissa, Tina, and Damian. Puck was also there but I didn't see him until after the game.
Speaking of which, after the game there was a dance on the outdoor basket ball court! It was awesome! Hannah and Tina hadn't ended up going because they had to work on a project at home but the rest of us went. The only annoying part of the dance was that Marissa, and Damian didn't really want to dance that much. So instead, I spent most of my time dancing with Samuel and Quinn.
Also, Cameron was there. At some point he joined the small group of us and started dancing. I couldn't control myself, once a song came on that I knew I grabbed his hand and pulled him over to the side a little bit and we started dancing. It was fun and energetic being only inches away from him while jumping/dancing to some pop song. The song was a bit dirty and we were practically grinding our bodies against each other. I was sweating by the time the song was over.
The next song started and I kept on dancing. I know that I cannot dance, and neither can Cameron, but just moving as if we were dancing was fun. Practically grinding with Cameron was… how do I put this? It wasn't awkward. Normally Cameron can be an awkward person but tonight he wasn't. I wasn't awkward around him. I felt a body come up behind me and start pushing me closer towards Cameron and turned around and wasn't surprised that it was Samuel. I kept dancing but now started turning so every few seconds I would switch from facing Samuel to facing Cameron.
I didn't know what Damian was thinking about, regarding my slightly dirty dancing with two guys but at the moment I didn't care. I was having fun just dancing and that was all I wanted to do.
There was a moment where I almost... kissed Cameron. I know what I said, I almost kissed Cameron. I don't know what I was thinking. I wasn't thinking. I am just happy that I didn't kiss him. Damian was only a few feet away and he didn't look happy.
After a few songs Cameron and Samuel walked away to go dance with some other people leaving me with Damian.
"What was that?" He sounded hurt, like I did something big. I guess I did? I am still not completely sure. I tried to hug him but he just backed away.
"Are you okay Damo?" Now I was hurt. Here he was, my unofficial boyfriend, and he didn't even want to hug me? Great! I felt like I was being selfish.
"I'm fine." He walked away and I didn't follow him. He walked right out of the dance and I knew I did something wrong. I mopped around the dance until Cameron found me.
"Hey, something got you down?" His concern reminded me of my, lucky if I still have him tomorrow, boyfriend.
It took me a minute but I finally responded. "Yeah, just… It's nothing." It was embarrassing telling this to Cameron, but he knew just how to cheer me up.
"Do you want to sing? We can do the song we are going to do for Glee. Maybe Mr. Shue won't make us do it during rehearsal since we would be doing it now." I agreed in a heartbeat and a second later Cameron was talking to the DJ getting the song changed as he handed Cameron two microphones.
We hopped up onto the little stage in front of the DJ booth and Cameron started singing.
Lying in my bed, I hear the clock ticks, and think of you
We were standing on opposite sides of the small stage, which was only about a yard apart, and I could feel myself being pulled in.
Caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new
I slowly walked towards Cameron's side of the stage, thinking about how the song might be true.
Flash back, warm night, almost left behind
Suitcase of memories...
Time after
As Cameron sang he pulled me into him so I was standing with my back to him and he was hugging me around the waist with one hand and holding his microphone with the other.
Sometime you pictured me, I'm walking too far ahead
You're callin' to me, I can't hear what you've said
My hand was now on stroking his cheek and I was staring into his eyes behind his glasses. His shirt was so soft against my back and his gaze made me melt a little on the inside. By now I was actually wondering if Cameron had edited it to make it like it was in real life. I wondered if he knew that I had thought about him.
You said, "Go slow, I fall behind"
The second hand unwinds...
He spun me as he said unwinds and I started giggling a little.
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting,
Time after time
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting,
Time after time
By now we were just chasing each other across the stage and goofing off. When the song ended we stopped and handed the microphones back to the DJ. Well, I handed my microphone back to the DJ but Cameron kept his and whispered another request to the DJ.
"Hey out there to all of you dancers. We are gonna take it down a notch so be sure to grab that special someone and hope you don't step on their feet." The DJ started the song and Cameron started singing. He didn't single me out, but I knew it was to me.
Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
Every few seconds he would look at me and I would just look back, smiling.
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
My mind raced back to Damian and how mad he was. Maybe I should stop this and leave? I didn't want to leave, so I stayed. I knew that Damian still wanted to go out with me and that we were sort of going out but that didn't mean that I couldn't dance with a friend right?
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
Cameron ended the song and looked at me with a slight grin on his face. He hopped off of the stage and walked over to me.
"So, how did you like it?" I saw the flirty side, that made him so much like Samuel in my eyes, come out.
"It was pretty good, but I don't remember Mr. Shue telling us that we had to do a solo number." I laughed slightly and Cameron turned a bit pale as his eyes were on a spot slightly above my shoulder.
I turned around and saw Damian glaring at us. I thought he left? I excused myself from Cameron and went over to see why it was so bad that I was talking to Cameron.
"Why are you still with him?" He still sounded hurt and annoyed.
"Why does it matter who I talk to?" I didn't mean to sound so… angry, but I was. Damian was trying to control me and I didn't like it. Damian didn't have an answer to my question though. He just re-left the dance before I could say another word.
"Are you okay?" I jumped as I saw the reflection in the glasses before I saw the guy wearing the glasses.
"Yah Cameron, I… I'm okay." Not wanting to say that I was confused I just dragged Cameron over to a spot to dance and we danced the rest of the night. I want to say that it was perfect, but I don't want to lie. Tomorrow is going to be a nightmare so until then.
~Keep it Pearced