Disclaimer : I do not own any of the characters or the storyline, plus more of the lines are from the show anyway, I only added a little Lemon flair to it ;P
Note : This is my first FanFic so please review and let me know if I should stop killing you all with my horrid writing and grammar extraordinaire!
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"What is it, Ryuuzaki?" L had to stop himself from flinching at the pain that welled in him. Light's voice was weak, strained to even form words.
"There haven't been criminals judged for more than 2 weeks." the pit in his stomach grew with every word, "Can't you just admit that you're Kira?" suspicion was right there with his discomfort. The murders just started up again, L needed more time. Time to sort out probabilities and... feelings.
"Don't be stupid, Ryuuzaki." L felt himself quiver, "You're wrong. Following the current deductions, I can understand why I'm under suspicion, but this is a trap! I'm not Kira!" God, what did L want more, for Light to be Kira or not to be? Light continued without pause, "Zoom in! Look at my eyes! Are these the eyes of a liar?!"
L felt he shouldn't look. There was something to intimate about Light's new eyes. He flinched, a fairly perceptible flinch, had the other two in the room been paying any attention at all on him.
L's hand reached out and hit the button to Amane's cell, "Amane, you really don't know who Kira is, do you?" stick to the facts, take in the accounts of others, see the larger picture, no matter how much Light seems to be the world right now he really isn't.
Amane's bound form from the monitor barley moved in response to L's hidden voice, "Huh, that again? I'd like to know whom! Kira judged the criminal who killed my parents! He's a hero of justice!" The longing was evident in every syllable. She longed for Kira and his absence was ever evident in her life. L pushed aside he last comment that left L to some extent bug eyed. Kira, the hero of justice?!
I don't know what's what...! Light stared at him through the monitor, but it was to late, L was already under his spell, he couldn't look away from those eyes; they held him in his place.
The 50th day of confinement snuck up on L. He had given up hiding and openly gawked at light through the monitor. Thankfully everyone around him thought he was just intently thinking about the case and this plan that involved not letting Light out or to inform him of the truth.
L felt absolutely void. The pit hand become bottomless and the mere discomfort now a throbbing pain. It was time, L couldn't take it anymore, "Yagami-san, are you alright?" the Chief's unwillingness to leave the cell scratched at L's skin, "You have no reason to do this..."
There was a pause. L didn't continue, but watched the Chief sit on the chair they'd brought him. He was slouching; a fine gray and black beard had grown on his face, but his disheveled hair hide his face. His white shirt wrinkled and stained yellow around the neck and armpits.
Unmoving the Chief spoke, "It's been over a month since the criminals have started dying again." L knew this, but they didn't know how Kira killed, exactly, so who's to say... "I know that my son is not Kira!" The Chief had mustered some strength to this last comment, lifting his head toward the camera but letting it fall back down as he continued, "Now all that's left is Ryuuzaki. You have to believe it. When I leave here it's with my son."
L could see the Chief wasn't looking good. Everyone else on the monitors in front of him looked just as bad. L wasn't ready for action, but he couldn't prolong this any longer. Light's fate would be revealed to him weither or not he had decided on what he wanted Light to be.
"Light-kun, are you alright?" Light took a second to realize someone was talking to him. He had moved to lying on the floor of the cell, facing the camera so that L could see his eyes.
"Y-Yes. I'm alright..." Ryuuzaki rarely said anything to Light these days. Light spent his time working out how best he could explain his reasoning in the state he was. This is my chance, "But Ryuuzaki, criminals haven't died since I've been confined." Light had lifted his head so L could better see his eyes. He had no strength to express with his face or be animate with his body but he felt he could get through with his eyes.
"Yes," L's voice said from the speakers. Light was so exhausted he was hearing things. It couldn't be true, but he heard pain in L's tone.
"This must mean that Kira must know this current situation." Light tried to make himself sound outraged or anything to carry his point over with more force, but nothing, "Think it through again along that line-"
"No," Light felt that same sense of being stuck by something at L's outright dismissal, "They've stopped dying because you're Kira." Something occurred to Light then. L spoke in complete indifference. L wasn't triumphant in his tone, nor was there that trace of pain. Was he hiding something, did he know something Light didn't or... or is he truly this indifferent to the suffering of not only himself, but also of 2 others. Did he really not care about life?
Light knew he had to combat this before L thought he was giving in to being that monster, Kira, "No. I'm not Kira, how many time do I have to tell you!?" L isn't listening to my reason, or my pleas.
If he's Kira, he'd know that the murders have started again, but... It might not be the case... disapproving mumblings carried across the room from behind L. The case... focus L...
L reached for the button to Anema's cell, "Anema?" L strained to hear her respond, "You look down, are you ok?"
"You're an idiot, aren't you?" He felt like an idiot asking that question. The restraints holding her back to the chair did not extend to her head so she was bowed somewhat and he couldn't see her face. L had to stop himself from apologizing to her, but she continued, "This many days... If I'm O.K, Then there is something wrong with me..." she never once lifted her head to address the camera.
"Yes," L felt a stammer but controlled it, "you're right." Was all he could think to say.
"Hurry and let me go, I want to see Light... see Light... see Light" She continued repeating this and when she'd stopped L still felt her words echoing. They seemed to thud around the large room L was in and he thought he felt his chair vibrate.
"It looks like the limit for all three of them." Matsuda's voice was nearer than it had been. L felt silly because that thudding he'd felt had been the others in the room walking toward him. Both now began to berate L to let Light out and the others too.
"-that's proof enough..." Matsuda protested.
"No what we've learned is Amane Misa's almost abnormal love for Light." Did Light feel the same for her? How couldn't he, she was a model, beautiful and successful. Not to bright though, but still, her shear beauty made L do a once over on himself, when had I last changed my shirt, and brushed my hair...?
"Sorry, but I can only think that this is because..." L shifted on his chair to look at Matsuda who was talking... maybe they had caught on to his gawking... maybe... L felt a thin line of sweat break out on his forehead and upper lip, "because you don't want to admit you were wrong in your deductions!"
L felt himself relax in his chair. He'd been right in one deduction, they hadn't noticed, "So you think that then?" L was about to laugh at his "partners" deduction skills.
He was now going on about the case, things L had already gone through, and with his own feelings as well. He did acknowledge his own desire for Light to be L. Because of that he looked harder in all the evidence to prove Light was. But it balanced out with a softness that grew in his heart for him.
I'm a teepee I'm a wigwam. Either way it didn't mater, Light was whoever Light was and L's plan was going to prove it, one way or another. But could it change the now mature feelings L held for Light?
"-We should be focusing on catching the true Kire!" Was his little speech over? L was already trying to catch the really kira... his plan just need time... how was he kidding, he need time, well time was up!
"Yagami-san,"
"What is it L?"
"Can you come to the headquarters at once?" L felt a lump in his throat, "I'd like you to hear my c-conclusion about this case."
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I'm sorry I didn't get to any Lemon goodness in this chapter but Light should be naked sometime next chapter, promise, promise!
Review please 3 3
For those of you who don't know what the hell I'm talking about when I say "I'm a teepee I'm a wigwam,"it's simple. Teepees and Wigwams are the same thing so to argue weither or not something is a teepee or a wigwam is to argue over only the name, not what it is, what is represents or what is does. Do you fallow?