Disclaimer : I do not own any of the characters or the storyline, plus most of the lines are from the show anyway, I only added a little Lemon flair to it ;P
Note : This is my first FanFic so please review and let me know if I should stop killing you all with my horrid writing and grammar extraordinaire!
Writers Comment : Lets have a fun look through Misa's eyes today XD
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Misa sat across from Light and L. She thought about glaring at L while on her and Lights 'date', but then thought that would be a waste of precious Light ogling!
She let out a small sigh. No one was talking and it had been like this from, "hello, Misa-san." To, "Lets have some cake!" about 15 minuets ago...
Misa let her eyes wander from Light's impassive face to L who had just moved. He had picked up Light's plate of cake and was eating it! Misa felt a pang of jealousy and annoyance, if anyone should be eating Light's cake it should be her! Alone with Light she would have shared a piece of cake and they would have laughed as some got on her nose that Light would then lick off.
Chomp... chomp... chomp...
L didn't mind the silence. He couldn't have been happier. He had cake (even more with Light's in his hand) and was successfully messing with Misa's date plans... plans... Kira's plans should be the ones I'm messing with... L couldn't stop the flood of depression from hitting him, hard. Light had been such a distraction! From sleeping so close to him the past 2 days to dreading this date.
L let out a sigh of regret... It would be so much easier for me if Light was Kira... These... These feeling I have wouldn't exist if Light was Kira and no more people would die...
Light shifted his legs for the 9th time in the past 15 minuets. Eventful, productive... He thought sarcastically. Just after L had ordered the cake in the room Light had had just about enough of Misa's ogling. Light shifted his gaze to the cake in front of him. It sat there untouched when L just up and started eating it... I could have wanted that...
"Hey... this doesn't feel like a date like this..." L was half way through Light's cake when Misa's airy voice sounded.
"You don't have to mind me." L tried to get out with a mouth full of Light's cake.
L was letting the misery of his situation consume him... Not only that, but now Light's plate was empty! With sad eyes L looked up from his plate to the untouched cake in front of Misa, "Are you going to eat that?" it came out like a sigh.
"I'd watch the sweets cause they make you fat..." was Misa's only reply.
L stood on the couch, placed one hand on the coffee table for balance and began reaching for the cake when Misa spoke again, "Wait," L froze, she wouldn't crush my like this, would she? "How about if I give you the cake, you'll leave Light and me alone together?"
"Even if," even if I personally didn't want Light being alone with you I'd never trust you two to be alone together... "I leave you two alone together I can watch from the cameras so it's the same thing."
"I told you that's perverted!" Misa moved to the edge of her couch and was leaning into L's face, "Will you stop with that kind of creepy fetish stuff!?"
L shook his head, "Say what you want," he started as he picked up the plate, "but I will be taking the cake." He finished and went back to sitting with the only cake left in the room uneaten.
"Well fine, when I'm alone with Light then I'll close the curtains and turn off the lights." Misa had a satisfied grin on her face. All this talk of her and Light wasn't helping L's depressed disposition...
"It's also an infrared camera, and it'll pick up on sound" L hoped the sheer embarrassment of that fact would shut her up.
Light was right out red about the topic in discussion. He couldn't decide if he was more embarrassed or mad. Another look at L's sulking eyes and he chose mad.
L had been lethargic the past 2 days. Any attempt at work was approached half assedly and the never-ending chain of sighs! Pitiful, gloomy sighs!
"More importantly-" Light was interrupted by Misa's whimpers.
"'M-More importantly'... that means..."
"More importantly," He continued more forcibly, "We moved to a headquarters that has the equipment but you don't seem to have any kind of motivation Ryuuzaki."
Light almost didn't hear L say anything in response but he picked up on a sigh that sounded like "Motivation?" Light clenched his fist in frustration.
L was now thoroughly depressed, with the situation going over and over in his mind. L couldn't tell Light that he hadn't been motivated because he was depressed over Misa and him have a date so L opted for half truths.
"Ryuuzaki" L turned to see Light was glaring angrily at him. That hurts...
"I don't have any... I'm actually depressed." After this confession Light's face shifted to shock.
"Depressed?" He stuttered out.
"Yes..." L brought his fork down to take some more cake but hit the plate. The sound made L glance down, the cake was gone... "I kept thinking you were Kira... It's just a shame if that theory is wrong..."
"Ryuuzaki-" Light tried interjecting, but L continued.
"No, I still have suspicions about you... That's why we are doing this." L lifted his hand that held the fork and waved it a little in the air. Letting his head fall L leaned over and placed the empty plate on the table. Leaning back again L didn't unslump his shoulders.
Letting the full forces of what Light not being Kira meant L threw back his head and looked to the speckled ceiling. "Kira was able to control peoples actions..." L let his head fall to his raised knees and rested it there. "So... Kira controlled you in a way that I'd suspect you..." L finished the statement with a sigh and closed his eyes. "Kira controlled you and Misa-san... If I think of it that way then the ends meet..."
Light was about ready to punch this sorry excuse of an L.
"-but, why you two are still alive is the part that doesn't make sense..." Did L really not care, at all, about anyone!? "If you too were controlled and killed without any awareness, then you would've just been victims. I'll have to start investigating back to the starting point though, since..." L let out another sigh that almost drove Light through the roof. "If kira found and controlled you because you were capable of stealing the police's information and made it so that I'd suspect you... Then even I'd be bitter. I'm very... down about it all."
Light was shacking he was so angry. Not only was L tactless, no he wasn't tactless he knew exactly what he was saying and knew how I would take it. What did L think he is going to get out of acting like this!
Light didn't let the small pause L left go, "Ryuuzaki," he began, crossing his arms, "with that theory, wouldn't Misa and I, although controlled, have been Kira?" The idea made him sick. If I've killed people... that many people...
"Yes, there'd be no question about that. You are both Kira" Light pressed his lips tight and scowled at L.
Light didn't delude himself into not believe L. He wasn't blindly fallowing L's train of thought, he understood and agreed, but that didn't stop him from being angry at how L was talking about it all. 'You are both Kira' as in still are!?
A sniffle from Misa let Light focus back on the room at large. He turned to see she was puffed up and red, she was so distraught. She opened her mouth to speak, a question about to roll out her mouth, but L continued.
"The way I see it, when you were detained, you were Kira." He began bring Light back to the raven haired man to his side, "And when you were detained the criminals stopped dying. Until that point, you being Kira makes sense. However, after 2 weeks, the criminals started dying again. From that, this next assumption is a possibility. Kira's power passes on from person to person. The second Kira's video also said 'share the power.' Thought I don't know where to put that..." He trailed off.
Light shifted his legs so both were flat on the floor. Leaning forward, he rested his arms on his thighs. "...It's an interesting thought, but if Kira was able to do that then there is no way to catch him..." Light finished L's speech, summing up all the hopelessness of the situation. Either I'm Kira, or we can never catch him... Well I'm not Kira! Light let in the full sting of the situation, and couldn't help but sigh himself.
"Yes... that's why I'm stuck in this rut." L let out another sigh, "Controlling someone to kill criminals... If that person gets caught, then the powers transfer to someone else, and their memories disappear... There would be no closure just by catching them..."
With this Light looked to L. He was going around and around in that head of his and it was hurting the case; L was giving up (or close to it)! Light couldn't let this affect him as much as it has L, pushing the thoughts aside, along with his anger and frustration, Light went to work at making L Motivated.
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