Derp..sorry for posting later than I thought I was going to be able too ;A; Between my write block, art that I'm working on, other stories I'm making and HARRY FREAKING POTTER BEING OVER! I havn't been able to concentrate on this OTL But, I'm very happy with the reaction I'm getting on this story ;u; thank you for all the story alerts and reviews and jazzz! ^*^ thank you so very much! But I really wanted to thank Catalina-Loves-Paul for that UBER LOVELY AMAZING REVIEW! Unf..made me smile like an idiot. Made my morning. So, for that, I officially dedicate this chapter to the lovely Catalina-Loves-Paul.

I hope you enjoy it! ^^

BTW! warning for the harsh language...

It's a dream

Long weekends were nice; they allowed me to put off my homework more than I usually did. My mother was having guest over and had run out of flour and sugar while baking some cupcakes. It wasn't nice out, the fog and dark clouds from last night's rain still hung around depressingly, but it wasn't raining either. I took the opportunity to go on a walk by offering to get the ingredients my mom needed from the store.

The store wasn't far; it took me twenty minutes while walking slowly. I lazily swung the umbrella I had in my hand just in case it decided to rain again. I sighed and once again my mind wandered to Jared. I wondered if he was okay, I hadn't seen him in school or around at all. But it's not like I went anywhere Jared would hang out.

I walked into the store and shivered at the slightly nippy air. As I walked past the cash registers I lifted my hand in a small wave to Quil Ateara who was lazily looking at a sports magazine. He noticed me and gave a small smile before looking back at his magazine. I quickly strode through the baking isle and found the ingredients I needed. Picking them up and walked to the only cash register and set them down quietly.

Quil looked up at me and smiled, setting down his magazine he quickly rung up the items, "I didn't know you baked..er..kim?"

A dull heat flooded my cheeks, "Um, no. It's for my mom. She's baking." At least he got my name right, I thought to myself as I dug out the wad of money crammed in my pocket. I unfolded the bills and handed them to him.

I had only talked to Quil Ateara on a couple of occasions. I had him for a partner in chemistry one time during my freshman year. After Chemistry had ended we never spoke to each other again. He was a nice guy, but we never really spoke to each other in class that often so I can understand why no friendship was kindled.

"Oh, cool?" he offered with a slight smile. "If it's any good, maybe you should bring your old Chem. Partner some left over's."

I smiled while taking the change from him, shoving it back down in my pocket, I weighed my options.

I could try and become friends with Quil and maybe spend some time with a person my age.

Or ignore it completely and not attempt to be his friend.

I picked the first option.

"Sure," I said smiling, "I'll find you at lunch?"

"Cool, I'll be waiting." He said chuckling and bagged my bought items. He smiled one more time before picking up his magazine again and falling back onto his stool.

I grabbed my things and smiled to myself a bit while walking out; maybe I could finally have a friend here again.

(Jared POV)

"Paul! Stop!" I yelled, running over to the scene unfolding in front of me.

Paul was currently punching some poor guy in the face, blood was spattered over Paul's trembling fist as he whaled into the guys face. As soon as Paul heard my voice he dropped the man's collar and spun around facing me. A canine growl ripped through his throat and his body trembled more.

"What the hell are you doing here, Cameron?" He spat, his eyes boring holes into mine.

"Paul, you need to come with me," I stated simply striding up to him. I was only a couple inches shorter than him, but authority dripped off every word.

"Come with you! Are you kidding me right now?" Paul let out a harsh laugh, "You think I'm going to come with you?" He said pointing a trembling finger at me.

"Paul-"

"No! Shut the fuck up!" Paul grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me forward, I could smell the blood, it was disgusting. He was trembling so bad, it felt like he was almost shaking me. "You leave me for Uley, and then you except me to come with you somewhere? You've been missing for weeks and then you show up here trying to act like my friend?"

"Paul, just please come with me," I stared at him and trying not to smell the blood.

"Fuck you Jared!"

"Jared?" a small voice came from a couple feet away.

I turned my head wanting know where this bell like voice came from. It was so beautiful; I wish whoever was saying my name would keep repeating it over and over again. When I finally spotted her I felt like I was floating. She was my sun and I would be any planet she wanted me to be. She was my new source of gravity, my life now orbited around her. Nothing mattered anymore, just her and everything about her. I could hear Paul shouting my name and curses at me as I stood there staring at this angle.

Her skin was beautiful, a perfect coffee and cream color. I wanted to kiss it all over and never let anyone else touch it. I wanted to run my fingers through her dark shiny hair and most of all I wanted to kiss those full lips. I wanted to get lost in her big amber eyes and never return from her world.

Then I remembered, Paul was close to phasing, what if she got hurt? I would never forgive myself if she got hurt. So I did probably the most painful thing I could have done at that moment, I turned away from her and ran away while wrestling Paul into the woods. Every fiber of my body was urging to be next to her and a dull ache formed in my heart as I wrestled with Paul deeper in the woods. I lost track of how many times Paul punched me, I think he even bit me, the pain wasn't even close to what my heart was feeling.

I needed to be next to her, I needed to make sure she was happy, warm, and unharmed. I needed to know her name and everything about her.

(Kim POV)

"That was weird.." I murmured to myself as Jared wrestled a most angry Paul into the woods.

Jared Cameron had just stared at me for a good three minutes as Paul cursed and yelled straight into his face. Jared's face was completely calm and he had a beautiful smile plastered on his face. It was hard for me to look away, so I just stared back. His deep brown eyes sparkled as he stared at me, or I hope it was me. Like always I wanted to run up and give him a hug or just hold his hand.

Then that blissful face snapped into a serious face and his eyes hardened. I stared at Jared retreating form as he drug Paul into the woods. I knew they weren't on good terms every since Jared started hanging out with Sam, but I was too afraid to intervene in whatever Jared was going to do to Paul.

The man that Paul had beaten up had somehow managed to get back in his truck. I felt like I should ask if he needed help, but I was really too confused to function right now. When I came back to ground zero I was already halfway home. I took a deep breath, smelling the oncoming rain, to clear my head.

"That was really really weird.." I thought to myself.

;u; so? What did you think?

I still feel like it was a bit rushed..but seeing as Paul was about to you know, erupt into giant wolf, Jared didn't have much time to take in the full glory that is Kim. hahaha!

I'm sorry if how Jared was describing how he was feeling while staring at Kim was..worded weird? Or just completely off..I'v never been in love haha..so this was a bit hard to write ^^;;;;

anyways, review and tell me what you think ^^

~Natsumu