(A/N) Sorry it took so long I was so busy with my last days of middle school. Don't even mention the fact that track meets rule my life. I throw. I love it alot. Your reviews mean alot. they really do if I didn't get them this story would have been terminated. Sorry for the typos. This is my first fanfiction so that explains alot... Do you guys want to hear about Hannah's past or get to Edward faster. I'm kinda winging it. So I have No Idea if she is going to have an epic battle wit EC. That reminds me if you guys want a different perspective just ask. I kinda want to but I need to know what the readers want. I'll try writing more but I really busy this month so yeah.

"Never said I was perfect, never want to be, and where is the fun in that?"-unknown

"Alice is that you?" I asked it was Alice she was shorter than I remember. Hannah was in a defensive pose ready to pounce.

"Hannah it's okay I know Alice." She didn't relax. She didn't pounce.

"Bella you're a vampire. We thought that you were dead." She said it came out so quickly if I wasn't a vampire I wouldn't have understood a word she said.

"Why would you care? You all left me." I retorted. I know it wasn't nice but I needed to know.

"Bella I never wanted to leave. If it wasn't for Edw-"

"He left me Alice, heartbroken and alone. To top it all off pregnant." I was almost to the point of yelling but I didn't want to wake the humans.

"What?" Alice replied.

"Yeah Alice you want proof." I pointed to Renesmee. "There is your proof she has the same hair color and cheek bones as he does so don't even deny it." Hannah was growling at Alice. Alice wasn't scared. She looked sad and almost hurt. I am going back to Volturria as soon as possible. I can't handle this.

"Come on Renesmee we're going home. Sorry to cut you short we will vacation elsewhere later." I said trying to calm myself I was running out the door. Alice stood in shock not moving. Why do they have such an effect on me? Why? Life is unfair once I got over them some what they come right back burning me with their love or reminder of their feeling I thought they had. It hurt, a lot. Waiting in the elevator I felt bad that Renesmee trip was cut short from me. I looked towards Renesme and Hannah.

"Ness why don't you and Hannah stay and finish your trip I'm going back to Volterria." One look at Hannah she was growling.

"No." Hannah said simply.

"I'll be fine all you have to do is take care of Nessie." I said.

"Fine but there has to be a guard on the plane and I stay with you until departure." She said. Seems fair enough I mean she is meant to guard me.

"Fine." I said. Her job comes first even before are friendship. I could see it killed her to use Aro's orders over my head to control me. We all sat in silence. I waited for the plane I didn't want to leave Renesmee here but I can't handle the emotion. I wish I was stronger. This is the weak points for most vampires. Human emotions the only way to be undefeatable is to have no emotion. Hannah has emotions they don't show very often and no one knows about her past. It kind of weird then again whats my excuse I don't talk about my past. My reason is because it's too painful to talk about. Maybe Hannah's past is too painful to talk about or she can't show her weakness. I don't know. My plane arrived.

"Bye, Isabella." Hannah only used this name when we have a fight. She talks to me like its business. It stung I'll be honest it didn't feel good to know your best friend retreated back to her former self it took years to coax her out of her shell she hid in before she wouldn't talk to me unless spoken to she followed me around. The only time she actually talked and showed her true self was when she was in combat. She always has this wicked grin on her face.

"Bye Hannah, Bye Nessie." I hugged Nessie and left. The plane took off and I was launched into deep thoughts of the past. I started to space out listening to my iPod Three Days Grace starts playing Animal I have Become. Somehow I can relate to this song. The plane ride wasn't that bad. When we landed I got in the limo. I did not want a limo to much attention but Aro insisted. The limo was spacious I sat in the back. The leather seats were semi-squishy they would be extremely comfortable for a human. The only thing I missed from being human is sleeping or the escape from reality sometime I really need an escape. I arrived to the towers. We drove into the basement since it was sunny. I walked at a human pace up stairs. I was mentally worn from all the emotions. I headed to my room but Aro caught me before I got there.

"Isabella why are you home so early Daughter?" Aro asked.

"The memories were too much." Aro nodded. He seemed to understand. I ran to my room to avoid everyone. I did not need Alec flirting with me. I don't think Jane would appreciate me killing her brother. Once in my room I locked my door even though it was pointless but it made a point I want to be left alone. I laid on my bed still and quiet as the crippling memories filled my mind completely. Our meadow, the first kiss, the way he looked at me, his smell, His laugh, his smile and his dazzling eyes all flashing in my mind and repeating the worst memory is him leaving it completely paralyzed me in pain. I laid like that for hours and a couple days. I heard a knock. It snapped me out of my trance. I growled.

"Bella can you please open the door." Hannah was back. It was her. I walked over unlocked and opened the door. Hannah looked at me. I had missed her so much without even realizing it. I hugged her. This was rare since we don't hug much. She is even less huggy than me. That is hard to do.

"We have to talk. If you can it's up to you." Hannah looked at her hands. Her eyes held sorrow. I do really wonder what happened to her. She is my best friend. The best I could ever have. Even Alice came second to her.