Disclaimer: Do not own Twilight. But I Own Hannah and plot.
Well Hannah was my best friend maybe she could help me with the pain.
"Okay where should I start?" I asked.
"The beginning, How about we go somewhere more private they're listening." Hannah said.
"Okay let's go." I said as I ran full speed towards the woods Hannah kept up easily. We were now in the middle of the woods we both sat down on the leaf covered ground.
"Okay so" thinking through the mud clouded memories, "My mom remarried to a baseball player. They moved around a lot I decided to go live my dad in Forks, Washington. I registered at Forks high. I met a few human friends nothing much, but then I met the Cullens they were all beautiful. Most of them were partnered I know it's kind of weird because they were all adopted. One boy wasn't he had bronze hair. He acted weird around me for a couple of days then left for a few weeks. When he came back he ignored me but we finally became friends. Soon it became more than that. He was my first boyfriend, my first kiss, my first everything. The twist was he was a vampire. He refused to change me. During my birthday party his brother Jasper attacked me because I got a paper cut. He then realized he was too dangerous to me. He also realized he didn't love me with that he look away not only my best friend my second family but my heart. I still love him with all my heart even though I have tried letting go of him something has stopped me." I stated it still hurt but it seemed easier now to deal with it off my chest.
"If you don't mind me asking who is it?"
"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen" I said as I started dry sobbing.
"It's okay Bella. I'll tell you my past. Well I was the average track star life was great I was surrounded by great people they all though I was going somewhere with my talent. I had coaches surround me teaching me a lot. I did love Track & Field it was my life. Of course all good things come to an end. I was walking through the woods it was a cloudy day with a slight breeze my kind of day. All of sudden a pale male about 17 comes towards me and says something about my blood smelling like an animals but he was too thirsty to care. He sunk his teeth into my neck and about a couple second later he spit my blood out saying it tasted worse than it smelled but the venom was still in my system I would have sucked it out myself if it wasn't on my neck. The venom spread through me extremely slowly it took a week and a half to completely change me. Aro thinks it's due to that my body had a natural aversion to vampires and when infected with the venom my body fought with everything it had to reject it but it was human after all and weakened. I loved my human life I would trade everything to have it back. I had a future. It was my future and I wanted it a lot. Olympics, a husband and children but that was too much to ask for." Hannah looked like she would be crying if she could. I've never seen her like this. It hurt watch her knowing she had a future ripped from her. Where mine was with him, but he decided I wasn't part of it. We both shared having the future we wanted ripped from us painfully I felt even closer to her. We both sat and cried for hours Hannah was first to be back to her normal self. We hunted a little to take our minds off everything. Than we ran around the woods it was fun. We both ran back to the tower Hannah was running full speed so was I but Hannah was way ahead. Once back at the castle Hannah and I spent time just hanging out listening to modern music and reading trashy magazines. It was like two sisters hanging out. It didn't matter that are age difference were four years apart. Renesmee joined us around eight p.m. and fell asleep on my bed. She was so peaceful when she slept. Hannah and I decided to practice combat I challenged Alec to a fight he accepted Hannah was laughing. Alec took the first swing I dodged it and grabbed his arm and pinned it to his back he struggled but I kept him in that position. Hannah was full blown laughing and rolling around on the ground laughing. I let him go.
"Come on Alec is that the best you have and don't say you were taking it easy on me because I'm a girl." I said tauntingly. He growled and ran full force towards me. Newborn mistake I jumped up and grabbed his head and used his momentum against him and smashed him against the floor. Then I grabbed his arm flipped him around and gave him a Chicken wing. He twirled out of it and tried to throw a jab but it was a trick he had me in head lock. So I flipped him off me. I jumped and landed on Alec with my elbow first he was surprised and I took that moment to head lock him and pushed him to the ground I could have easily ripped a limb off him, but this was too much fun.
"Alec Bella won you need more training. If you ever beat Bella then you have to challenge me no one has ever beaten me. I'm the only one that has beaten Bella because I was the one that trained her." Alec grumbled and left. Hannah came over and high-fived me.
"You totally devastated him and there were so many spot where you could have taken him down. You were just playing with him weren't you? Want to train?" Hannah asked. (A/N) I was going to stop here but I can't update for a while so. Yeah.
"Sure why not." I replied. I wonder where Hannah learned her moves from.
"Where did you learn your moves from?" I asked.
"Well a combination of down south and the other guards plus I created my own moves some of them you don't even know." I was shocked Hannah fought down south I don't even see ant bite marks on her she is an amazing fighter. Well I can see her reason for not teaching me some of her moves I mean she has to keep something are a secret I mean they are her moves so I don't blame her. We trained for a couple of hours more. We also trained with our powers Mine was spread my shield both of them. I was mentally exhausted. Hannah's power is emotional. It's similar to Jaspers except much stronger With Hannah if you're in the building she can feel your emotions and control them. She trying to extend her range of distance because she can control the distance or the people emotions she wants to but that hard for her. It quite interesting she tends to mess with Alec's emotions because they're friends she doesn't touch my emotions because she feels its violating my personal space. The only time she does is when I in pain. Another reason I love her. I was mentally exhausted so I went to my room Renesmee was still asleep. I just laid there in a numb state not thinking of anything. It was probably hours I've been like this. It's the closes I get to sleep. Renesmee stirred and opened her eyes.
"Mom why do you never tell me about dad I don't know anything about him?" Renesmee asked. This sent pain right to my heart.
"Because…" I trailed off I don't know how to tell Nessie about her dad. I have no idea. She's never asked before. "Well he was tall. Had bronze hair a great smile kind and sweet." I said.
"Why isn't he with us?" She was full of questions.
"Well he left."
"What he left you pregnant and alone." Nessie was upset.
"He didn't know Nessie." I said.
"Why are you defending him Mom?" Nessie was yelling.
"Because I still love him." I said softly. Nessie face softened. She hugged me.
"Sorry for yelling."
"It's okay. I love you Nessie more than you know." I said.
"Love you too, Mom." Nessie got up and left to got to her own room. Hannah showed up a few minutes later.
"You okay?" Hannah asked.
"Yeah." I replied "Just had a disagreement with Nessie that's all."
"Okay just had to check you and Nessie fine?" She asked. She really was a good friend always making sure everything's okay.
"Yeah just a quarrel we made up. She asked about her dad."
"Oh, well she was probably just curious like most kids are. I know I would be if I were her." Hannah stuck up for both of us. It must be hard for her.
(A/N) I was surprised no reviews. I typed over 1,500 words I was so proud of myself. I'm not much of a writer. I know respect every word a writer writes. I know these chapters may seem small to you but there huge to me. I need feed back from you guys it helps alot. If you tell me my story sucks I want to know why. Do you guys want a different perspective. Just ask. and please review. Thank you. SMM(SunlighMoonMax)