A/N: This came to me as I was writing A New Direction and it would not leave me alone so I am going to make it a one shot I think...

Chapter One

Kyle stepped into Jessi's room looking for her, having not seen her in while he was starting to get worried about where she was he couldn't rest until he knew she was all right. Glancing around he noticed that her room looked different but he just could but his finger on what was different about it. Walking to her desk he noticed a letter with his name on it, picking it up he began to read...

Dear Kyle,

I know that this is not the best of times to be leaving what with all that is currently going on but I am holding myself together by a thread and I fear that I can't hold on for much longer. So it is best that I leave. I need to get away and try and patch myself together again; fix what was broken and try and cope with the loss of my mother. Even though I only knew Sarah for a little while her murder has robbed me of the a brilliant future that I know we would of had together, the loss of the family life and peace I have always wanted has left me feeling very angry and sad. The weight of my emotions is making me feel like I am drowning, slowly suffocating the life out of me that I fear that I will do something incredibly rash and stupid that I cannot come back from. Something that you will not be able to forgive me for, so I need to leave, to find peace.

I cannot do that here what with Latnok using me to get to you and the fact that in my state of mind I might not be strong enough any more to fight them off. I am so sorry that I have to do this to you when all you have ever done is stick by me but I fear that if I stay I will just be another problem that you will have to deal with eventually. Make no mistake Kyle when I say that there would of been a time when you would have to deal with my emotional fall out again, and you cannot afford to at a time like this when you have to worry about Latnok and your family.

Deciding to leave you has been one of the hardest decisions that I have had to make, you have given me your strength, loyalty and understanding during difficult times in my life and when I didn't deserve it, you have always been there for me when I needed you so to leave at your hour of need pains me greatly. But I know that if I can sort myself out I can reciprocate whenever you need to lean on me, know that I will always have your back and I will come back immediately if your ever really need me.

You have a great support system with the Tragers and Foss so I know that I leave you in capable hands. You have a loving supportive and understanding family who will always have your back, I envy you that and I hope you know how lucky you are. Please tell the Tragers my leaving does not reflect on them as they have been very welcoming but I know in my heart that there are only 5 members the Trager family and that as much I as they have tried to make me a member I think I need to go and start my own family even if there is only 1 member to begin with.

I promise to let you know when I have arrived safe and sound and I will keep in contact so you will always have a way to contact me if you ever need me.

Know that I am always with you, I am always connected to you and know that I will always love you.

Yours,

Jessi

The letter flitted like feather to the ground slipping out of Kyle's hands as he stared out the window as all he could think about was that she left him, she left him when he needed her...

A/N: Like I said this is suppose to me a one shot but I'm not sure as this story is bugging me, it wants to be written. Should I continue? Review Review!