A/N: Ok so I went to WWE on Sat and saw Edge. God that man is hot. And plus he pointed at me
So I and John had a great weekend together, like we always do .What I didn't expect was who showed up on my door step Monday morning. I opened the door and frowned "Hello Mark." I said to him. Mark didn't even wait for me to ask him in. which by the way I wouldn't have done. We hadn't talked since I had left the arena that night. Mark walked into the living room and sat down still not saying a word. I walked into my living room and stood across from him, my arms crossed over my chest. "What are you doing here Mark?" I asked. He looked at me "I'm sorry for what I said." He said grimly. I rolled my eyes as I sat down. "You had no right. I am 20 years old Mark. You can't just deice that you're going to act like a father now." I said pretty harshly, but damn it I didn't need him to want to be a father now. "Look Jayden I over reacted. And don't tell me not to act like a father. I am your father! You didn't even tell me you were with Orton." He replied. I laughed at him "Oh now you want to be my farther? Where were you my whole life Mark? You knew about me! I found my mom's diary and I have read it. She told you about me outside of a show and you walked away." I found myself crying, I really didn't want to cry in front of him.
"I didn't know what to do Jayden that was my mistake." He said quietly looking almost small. I shook my head "Look Mark. I am old enough to date who I want no matter what you say. You have no right telling me how to live my life. Please just go" I got up and walked into the kitchen. I didn't want to deal with him. He sighed getting up and following me to the kitchen "I wish I had been there for you when you were younger." He said before walking out the door. Leaving me to my thoughts.
I know I hold grudges but he had known about me my entire life and yet he never came to see me? Or talk to me? I didn't understand how you could do that to your own child. But like my mom had said he was busy with Sara. I needed to talk to someone any one other then John. I mean yeah he was my best friend but sometimes he could get on my nerves. So I picked up my phone to call Adam. The phone rang twice before he picked up "Hey good lookin." He said into the phone making me blush like always. "Hey you. So Mark was just here." I said as I grabbed a soda from the fridge before making my way to the couch.
"No shit? What did he have to say?" He asked. I told him the whole story while he put in some of his comments. "Well I don't get why he wasn't around but oh well. We can't change the past." Adam said to me. I nodded as if he could see me. "So how you been? How's Tampa?" I asked. "Good. It's nice to be home you know? So when do I get to see you? I miss you." I bit my lip as I listened to him. Another good thing about Adam was he never talked about Randy. "You can see me whenever you get your ass up here." I said as I took a drink of soda. Adam laughed loudly "Oh yeah? Well what about next week? I could come up and hang for a day or so."" Yeah that would be fun." I said as I heard a beep on my phone. Moving the phone from my ear I saw it was Randy's number. "Oh shit Adam I have to go. Text me ok?" I said quickly "Later babe." He replied and I clicked over. "Hello?" I answered.
Randy was pacing his living room floor. Well trying to pace but it wasn't working out because of the cast on his foot. All he could think about was Jayden. She just wouldn't leave his mind. Ever since he heard her voice it was like he had to hear it again. So he had his phone in hand waiting to see if he would get the guts up to call her. "What the hell will we talk about?" He asked aloud. "Fuck it" he said as he dialed her number. His heart racing as the line rang. Finally after what seemed like forever he heard the voice that had been haunting him in his dreams. "Hey Ang… Jayden" he said quickly. Jayden smiled" Hey. What's up?" She asked wondering why he was calling her.
Randy stopped himself from pacing by sitting down" Not much. I just thought I'd call and see what you were doing." He said trying to act cool. Jayden giggled "Um I'm not up to anything really. Just lying around the house. What about you? How's your foot?" she asked. Randy smiled, at the thought of her remembering that he was hurt" It's getting better. Look Jayden I really called to see if maybe we could hang out. You know as friends?" He held his breath as he waited for her to answer. "Um Randy I would but I'm not in St. Louis. So I can't." She said slowly as if she was trying to get every word across. Randy nodded" Yeah I get that. I don't know just thought I'd try. I miss hanging out with you." He shook his head as he told her that.
Jayden smiled into the phone "Well if I make my way out there, I'll stop by. Sound good?" She asked trying to make him happy, even though she knew she would be nowhere near him. Randy smiled" Yeah, I'd like that. Well I guess I should let you go. Bye Jayden." He said before hanging up the phone. The last thing he needed to do was tell her he loved her. Hell why didn't he just tell her he slept with her tank top next to him at night. Fuck Randy Orton was becoming soft, he couldn't let that happen. Wouldn't let that happen.
