The whole ride home all I could think of was Randy's kiss. God he always knew how to kiss but I never thought I would have missed it as much as I did. Yeah I know I hadn't taken the kiss the best way. I mean I really shouldn't have brought up Sam but I just didn't really know what to do, or say to him. But god I missed him. Pulling up to my house I sighed, not really wanting to be there. I sat in the car trying to figure out where I wanted to be. Randy's face popped into my head, I bit my lip trying to figure out what I wanted. Pulling out my phone I sent a text to the number I could never forget. "I miss you."
Randy had just been driving around. Jayden was on his mind. "Why had I kissed her?" He asked aloud as he was at a red light. He knew why, He wanted to kiss her, but he wouldn't say that aloud. His phone beeped showing a new message he looked at it and smiled. Knowing it was Jayden's number. "I miss you too, more then I will ever admit." He replied before driving off. A smile on his face from her. His phone started to ring, getting excited that it might be Jayden he answered without looking at his screen. "Hello?" HE answered. "Hi baby, I just got in." Sam's voice said through the phone, making his smile fall from his face. "Hey Sam. That's good. How was your flight?" He heard her sigh "It was long, I miss you."
"God, why does life hate me?" I asked aloud as I re read Randy's text. All I wanted was to be happy but I couldn't see that happening anytime soon. "I want to see you." I sent him, Ok I know I shouldn't have but damn it I was in love with him. And seeing him made everything better for me. I didn't have to think about how my mom was dead or how I didn't talk to my dad. Or hell even how I was just used for sex by Adam. I just needed to be near him, I guess it just made everything calm for me. My phone beeped and I took a deep breath before opening the text.
It took Randy twenty minutes to get Sam off the phone. He heard the notification that he had a new message so it made him want to get off the phone even more. Finally after getting off the phone he opened the message and smirked. "So she wants to see me. Hm" He thought to himself before sending a reply. "Where do you want to meet?" He only had to wait a few minutes before getting her reply. HE put the address into his GPS before he took off. Happy to be seeing her again.
I quickly ran around the house, trying to make it look a little better before I looked at myself in the mirror. "Fuck" I cursed as I ran a brush through my hair before throwing it up into a ponytail. I quickly changed into a white tank top and a pair of blue cut off shorts. After getting dressed I heard the doorbell ring. My heart started to pound in my chest as I walked to the door. But as soon as I opened the door my heart dropped. "Adam?"
Randy was driving like he was in a stolen car. He needed to be around Jayden. She was like Air to him, around her he could breathe easier. As he got off at her exit he became more and more happy. Turning onto her street he found himself antsy as he stopped at her house. He saw another car in her drive way. Stepping out and walking to the door he came face to face with Jayden and Adam. That pissed him off, why was Adam around his Angel? "Adam, Jay, Guess I'm interrupting." He turned trying to leave before he snapped and went after Adam.
I stared at Adam. "What... What are you doing here?" I asked leaning up against the door. He was not the person I wanted to see right now. Adam gave me a funny look. "You left this morning before I could see you. Everything ok?" He reached out put his hand on my arm. "Adam you checked out, Left me in the hotel room." I just wanted him gone. "Look us having sex, Was a huge mistake." That got to him. "What are you talking about? It was great." I shook my head and went to say something when I heard the voice that I had been waiting to hear. "Randy." I took a step towards him but he was already walking away. "Randy stop this isn't what it looks like." I pleaded as I followed him. He turned and I could tell he was trying to keep his cool but it wasn't working so well. "You know what Jay, I really don't fucking care. You just made me look like a fucking fool. Look Don't text me again alright. I love Sam, Not some ring rat." He got into his car without a look at me before driving off. Leaving me in my drive way with tears down my face. A rind rat whore was all I am to him. Adam walked up behind me. "Come on babe. He's not worth it." He put his arms around me and carried me inside. "I need John." I mumbled as he put me on the couch. Adam sighed "He's busy right now." I looked up, "Adam just go." I didn't listen to him as he swore and finally left. Leaving me to my thoughts, sitting there I wished that my mom was here to help me. "Mommy." I whispered before breaking into a sob.