A/N: So since it is my birthday I thought I would give you all a gift!
I felt his arms wrap around me as I cried. I just couldn't hold it in anymore. "Let it out Jayden." The deep voice whispered. I just needed him and I am pretty sure he could tell. "What am I supposed to do? What do I do Mark?" I whispered as my eyes closed. I just couldn't handle this anymore. It was to tiring and I just wanted to forget everything. Mark sighed still hugging me as he rubbed my back. "You are happy with Adam right? He treats you good and you love him. Randy and you have moved on. Have you asked Adam about Sam?" He asked me but I just shook my head. I wasn't sure which part of his question I was shaking my head at and I hoped he wouldn't ask. "Well maybe you should go and talk to Adam about her. That would be a good place to start." He said and I knew he was right. Nodding I pulled out of his arms. "Thanks Mark."
Walking down the hallway towards Adam's locker room I was dreading this walk. It was almost like the walk of shame to me. Before I realized it I was opening the door to his room. "There you are babe. I was getting worried about you." He teased but it didn't even make me smile. Looking at the ground I finally spoke up. "Tell me about Sam." As soon as the words left my mouth he went tense for a moment but relaxed. "Sam? Who's Sam?" He asked trying to sound innocent. The way he said it made me snap. "Sam! Randy's fucking fiancé. Tell me about you sleeping with her Adam."
He got up walking over towards me. "That was a long time ago, Jayden." He said as soon as he got in front of me. I shook my head. "How long? How long ago?" He took a deep breath and spoke the words I didn't want to hear. "October 5th 2 years ago." As soon as I heard that my fist connected with his jaw. I saw him fall to the floor gripping his jaw. The promise ring he had given me having cut his lip open. "The night I begged you to come over because it was the day my mom had died? Really? I mean that fucking little to you? Fuck you!" I spat at him before running from the locker room, tears blurring my vision as I ran.
As soon as I got outside I screamed. Not caring who all heard me. But remember how I said God hated me? Well here is how I know he does. As soon as the scream left my mouth what did I see out of the corner of my eye? A face light up from the orange glow of a cigarette. Anyone want to take a guess on who had just heard me scream? Come on I'll give you guys on guess. Randy fucking Orton. "I take it you talked to Adam." Was all he said before standing up and walking over to me? I nodded before grabbing the cigarette from his hand and taking a long hard drag off it.
"It was the date my mom had died. I begged him to come and see me but he said his friend really needed him. That his friend was really upset. Sam was there wasn't she?" I asked already knowing the answer. "I and Sam had gotten into a big fight. So I took off from the hotel room and she went looking for me. But instead she ran into Adam. They talked, drank and then fell into bed together." He said filling in the gaps for me. "And you're marrying her?" I asked harshly as I looked at him. I could tell he was trying to keep his cool for me. "I love her. We worked through it." He shrugged before going back to his corner to lean on the wall.
I snorted as I heard his answer before walking towards him. "Really? So you can forgive her for sleeping with Adam but when I do it it's unforgivable?" Okay I knew I was being harsh but come on? Why was I always the double standard? Randy's head snapped up as he looked at me. "Sam and you are two different people Jayden! Why do you not get that? What makes you not see it?" I rolled my eyes at him. "I am getting really sick and tired of you Randy. This is why I stayed away from you for three years." I turned to walk off when I felt his hand wrap around my wrist. Turning me towards him. "What are you doing?" I asked but he didn't answer me. Instead his lips came crashing onto mine.
I let him kiss me for a second. Letting myself remember how it felt to be kissed by him before my hand came up to smack him. Pulling back my lips were red from the kiss. "What are you doing? You are getting married! And and I hate you." I said before looking at him. I just don't know what came over me but this time I kissed him. Using my body weight to push him onto the wall. My hands going to rip his shirt down the middle. I had to be closer to him. To touch him. I felt him groan as my hands ran down his chest, I knew it was wrong but I couldn't stop even though I wanted to.
His hands went to my shirt before yanking it over my head and letting it fall into the shadows. His hand going to the back of my bra to un hook it. MY breasts spilling out of the bra as it joined my shirt. As soon as his hands touched them I heard his phone going off. Pulling one hand into his pants he went to chuck his phone before he looked at the caller ID. " Jay I have to get this. " He whispered pushing me slightly away from him. " Hey babe. No I was just smoking, I'll be back there in a minute." My eyes went wide as I heard it. As soon as he was off the phone I gave him another hard smack, covering my chest before walking into the shadows to find my shirt. Finding it I put it on. Walking in front of him I glared. " This was a mistake. No one will ever find out about it. Got it?" I warned before leaving him outside in the cold with no shirt on.