Oh Tachikawa!

Disclaimer! I don't own Digimon, Yellowcard, Avril Lavigne, "Things I'll Never Say" and "Rough Landing Holly"...if i ever did...the songs suck.

Also, i dedicate this chapter to our former co-mimato authors, Reh...i missed his/her stories though. Wherever u are Reh, this is for u!

Chapter 15: Confessions II

Snow fell from the cool skies. As children started to knock on each door and sing a Christmas Carol.

The students were in their winter uniform.

A week had passed since Yamato and Mimi ended each other's company. But nevertheless, they're only hurting themselves. But, in had been very weird though. But the others never noticed…except for Tai.

Music-

"Hey Tai, can I borrow you book?" Mimi asked. Yamato saw her and rolled his eyes, he turned his back and looked down at his feet.

"Sure thing." Tai said, feeling really weird today. Unusual…Mimi's been at my side almost every second of my life. He didn't want to say, he's annoyed at her, but…he really is.

Lunch-

Tai and Sora was enjoying each other's company, telling jokes, kidding around. But it was interrupted.

"Mind if I sit with you, Tai?" Mimi asked. Sora felt taken aback. Tai? Tai gave Sora a look and smiled at her. "Sure." He said.

Mimi smiled and ate lunch with them.

Sora tried not to be cruel. I mean, she's also Tai's friend, there is no way she's taking Tai from me! I mean…what about Yamato?

Speaking of Yamato, he was with his band, talking on the next gig they're going to perform on. "So Yamato, it had been a while lately, I'm sure you made some new songs!" Yuan said, laughing. But Yamato was not.

"Yo dude, you did write new songs, right?" Yuan asked nervously. Yamato however was speaking with his mind. Mimi…she's so blind! She's an idiot! And I also am, because I'm fell for another too.

"Yamato!" Yuan yelled. Yamato snapped back from reality.

"New songs? Sorry, I haven't wrote any." He said. Yuan sighed. "There were couples of months to do it. Tell me, is there a problem?" Yuan asked.

He shook his head. "No." he said flatly.

"Don't lie, dude. It's about T.M. (Tachikawa Mimi), right?" Yuan said. He glared at him.

"Shut the fuck up." He cursed coldly.

"Hey Tai, I was thinking…." Tai sighed. Jeez… I regret to say this but Mimi's like a magnet that's always been sticking at my back!

"Mimi, we need to talk." Tai said in a serious tone as he stood up. Mimi stood up eagerly. "Sora, wait for me." Tai said in a serious manner. Mimi skidded and followed him behind.

They stopped on the hallway.

"So, what's the thing you're going to tell me?" Mimi asked cheerfully.

"Mimi, is there something wrong?" Tai asked. Mimi looked at Tai curiously. "Of course there is nothing wrong!" she said.

"Telll me the truth. You and Yamato never speak or face each other, is there something wrong?" he asked. She shook her head, as her smile faded.

"Is it about an argument you both have?" he asked. She shook her head.

"Tai, you've been very kind to me, you respect me, you've been the guy who always make me laugh and for once, you're the only one I shared my lunch with. Taichi Yagami, I like you." She confessed, breaking in tears.

"No." Tai said flatly. "No? Why not?" she asked. "I'm sorry to tell you Mimi, but, you may not notice…but I really love Sora. Before you break in tears again Mimi, I USED to love you, but since Yamato's been very selfish keeping you away from me…I guess, it's time to face the truth, that, I can never be with you." He said solemnly.

"Then Sora got in the picture." He said with a smile.

"Sora. Sora. Sora. Man! I'm sick! Can't all guys stop taking about Sora at once!" she exclaimed as she sat on the floor, hugging her knees to cry on.

"Tell me, Mimi. What do you think of Yamato? Don't worry, I won't tell." He vowed.

She stood up and looked at him straight in the eye. "He has been really sweet to me, kinda annoying, really…but in other way…I feel really happy when I'm with him, except for now." She said with a smile.

"So, what you're feeling is just a crush, right?" Tai asked, Mimi nodded. "Don't worry, there is nothing more." She vowed.

"About Yamato by the way, don't worry, both of you will be okay." He said. "Do you love him?" he asked.

Mimi gave slight nod, then raised a brow. "I won't tell, don't worry!" Tai promised. She hugged him and thanked.

As soon as the bell rang, the first person to got out and saw the situation was…

"Yamato?" Mimi she muttered.

WTF…I…I can't believe it. He started to walk away rapidly, so no one could see him getting hurt inside.

Mimi just stood there, broke the hug and stepped forward, seeing the way he walked to. She didn't get a clue why he just walked away, and she was too oblivious of it. "Great…even just passing me by is a bad action." She said with a sigh.

"He's a stubborn man…how could I ever have a serious talk with him without ignoring me?" she said doubtfully.

He continued walking, his face remained cold, and his eyes are emotionless. Why should I be like this? I've never been her boyfriend, or anyone's boyfriend. Maybe…I can never EVEN be, anyone's boyfriend.

Mimi however started to go back to her classroom, and tried to avoid the guy at her back in all the ways.

At their English Class, they were jotting their notes in their books, notebook, so or whatever you can write on.

Yamato thought that it was time for Mimi to know how he feels.

"Hey Sora, would you mind be my date today?" Yamato said to Sora. Sora arched a brow at Yamato. "Listen Yamato, if you're just trying to make Mimi jealous…I'll go on with it so she could stop interrupting me and Tai!" Sora whispered to Yamato.

"You've read my mind, yes, I really wanted to make her jealous." Matt whispered to Sora. The two of them grinned. "Sure, why not, YAMATO!" Sora said enthusiastically, sarcastically stressing the "YAMATO" so Mimi could hear.

Mimi did in fact have envious. She gulped and tried to focus. Soon as she heard laughs at her and Tai's backs, she couldn't stop thinking of it and started to tune in her iPod.

When Yamato and Sora saw her reaction, Yamato scowled.

"Hey Tai, maybe you could tell the people at are backs to tune down." Mimi said to Tai. Yeah, Tai had been noticing it too.

"Don't mind them Mimi, they're just in their own world." Tai said, putting an arm around her, now the two of them grinned proudly. Yamato and Sora gave glare glances at the two in front of them. Uh-oh…are they back to square one again?

"Anyway, did Ron the sacristan stop bothering you?" Tai asked. Mimi shrugged. "I don't know, ask Tahome, and maybe he knows." Mimi said, still tuning with her iPod.

Enter Mimi's POV-

I was happily or sadly tuning in my iPod, I could still feel Yamato glaring at me for no reason…okay, maybe there is an apparent reason, but I don't know. I was listening to one of Avril Lavigne's songs, and I don't doubt they're so great and passionate, even though they're all rock.

:Now playing "Things I'll Never Say" by Avril Lavigne:

This is song jut reminds me of…me. To tell you the truth, I always wanted to look perfect when I'm with Yamato.

And also, I really wanted to be with him, it makes me really happy about it.

And if I could have a chance, I hope someday…he'll ask me to be his girlfriend.

But I know…that I've been keeping these unsure feelings. Is it love for love or love for friendship?

Speaking of Love and Friendship…sometimes, I think Yamato loves Sora. I mean, duh, Love and Friendship? Isn't it a great match?

And just what I said, his heart belongs to someone now…he did told me he's in love, right? But with whom?

But what I can't understand is sometimes I feel that he loves me…or is it just a coincidence, because I'm his friend? Could I even mention ourselves right now, friends?

And though it might sound really weird…I do, love him? Or love him as love for friend or love for friendship?

I always get envy when he recently hangs out with Sora…well, which can blame her; she's top one, kind, loving, perfect…and maybe those are Sora's personality that Yamato loves.

I am not even sure if Sora really likes Tai, or Yamato. But if she does love Yamato…they're an MU.

The song ended, and it made me feel like I'm the one who's supposed to be singing this song, because I'm the one who wants to wish all.

But I hope before the Christmas Festival and before we go to the Winter Eco Park, Yamato and I should be friends again. Friends?

Exit her POV and Enter Yamato's POV-

Sometimes, I can't deal with her. So hard to get. Now she's pretending that she can't hear us by tuning in her iPod. If that's what she wants, so be it then. I took my iPod and put it in my pocket, and put the earphones in my ears. The songs I put here are ours, yes, the Teenage Wolves. Now my favorite song I wrote's now playing.

:Now playing "Rough Landing, Holly" by The Teenage Wolves:

Let's see…I have known Mimi since the Digital World situation, I have a confession that she doesn't know that I do…love her…

Hey, who can't fall in love with her? She's perfect in my eyes. Maybe sometimes I think she's not when she's flirting or a time like now.

Hell I don't know why I've walked away at her lately…

It's like…I've been thrown away and like she says that she doesn't need me anymore, when I saw her with Tai around his arms on her.

And that came running in my mind…I'm not her boyfriend, so why should I feel bad about it?

Argh! It seems like I've been so crazy for her. And I mean it…I wanted so badly to be with her like forever…

But I know that she doesn't like very well. Heh, how could she? Well…it all started when I said I don't like her and damn! I lied! I DO like her! But, what if she did like me? I mean…she always believed that, I really love Sora…man, she's taking it seriously. But my confession is, I'm just playing around Sora.

But that was it..and until forever, she doesn't like me. Girls would just die to be with me, except for her…

But I know it would never come true. But even if that's the case, there's no law to tell that you should stop loving her, right? And the best is…it is better to love that to be loved.

Even if we're just going to remain as friends…deep in me, I wanted to shout out I love you, my hime, my Mimi Tachikawa!

And maybe…even if we're not going to be together, it maybe just friends. Lucky Sora…she got the Crest of Love.

Exit Yamato's POV and enter no one's.

He looked at her. How he wanted to tell how sorry he is.

However, Mimi could not understand if she's neither happy nor sad.

Happy, because Tai's helping her. Sad because Yamato's been ignoring her. I hope we'll stop this ignoring soon.

.Fin.

Hehe…did I promise they'll be ok in this chapter? Sorry, changed my mind, but don't worry, they WILL b okay in my future chapters. I just thought it maybe…ok, I'm not giving anything away right now, okay! That's all for now, fellas.

To lucifersangel666: Sorry, I hope you like this chapter…I tried my best anyway…and also…are you starting to lose interest of the fic? Gomen ne!

To princesstphanie: Thanks for the encouragement though! But i still think this fic is fucky...forgive me.

To luvisgood: thank u! i hope u love this chapter! pls udpate ur story! 4 me...please!

And also, sorry for my eekie yuckie fluffyfucky chapter/s…go on, lose interest, i dont mind though...but i am quite sad about it though...>

PS. I guess my nxt update maybbe at the second week of May. Thank u for those who bothered to review.

-HinkyLin