Jasper and I walked towards the door with the other Cullens following, as we were getting into the limo the others were taking off towards the hotel in their car hoping to get a hotel room.
"Bella are you sure it's ok that I stay with you? I mean, I know you said it was but I really don't want to intrude and…" "Jasper, it's fine! I swear! I love it that you're gonna be over there. It'll give me some company so I don't get lonely." I said, laughing at the fact that he thought it would bother me. Jasper's manners were too much sometimes but I loved him anyway. "Darlin' with me there I don't think you'll have any problems with loneliness again." He said with his southern accent heavy in his tone. Was he flirting with me? "I would hope not." I laughed. He started laughing, it was actually really sexy… thinking about it Jaspers just sexy all around… WAIT! Bad Bella bad! He's supposed to be your brother! ..But he is.. No bad bad Bella! "What are you thinking about?" he laughed and continued "Your facial expressions are hilarious to watch right now!" If I weren't a vampire I'd be blushing, thank god I was changed. "Nothing." Actually I was thinking about how fucking sexy you are, ya know you're just all around hott I added in my head. "That last face you made didn't say nothing." "Drop it Jasper!" "But…" "No." "Fine."
I started singing to myself "I hope the ring you gave to her, turns her finger green. I hope when you're in bed with her… you think of me. I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well." "I love your voice.. it's beautiful" Just then we pulled up in front of my house. We both got out me leading the way… that was an awkward moment for our conversation to end at.
"Hey I've thought of some lyrics and am gonna write a new song, you can come with me to my studio or just hang out out here. Your choice." "I'll come along, I'm curious as to what kind of song you've written. I wanna hear it." "To be honest… you inspired it." "Really? Hmmm.."
JPOV(yep it's Jazzy!:D):
Bella had a song she was writing inspired by me? Wow, I feel like I'm king of the world! I really hope it's a happy song, I would feel so stupid if I just got excited and it wasn't even a good thing I inspired it. I was in love with the girl it would suck if I inspired unhappy thoughts. "You look worried." She said as we walked into her studio. "Don't worry, you're gonna love this!" Oh Bella I don't doubt it. She turns on the microphone and recording equipment and starts some music her company had given her to write some lyrics to. It sounded kinda country. Then she starts singing and if my heart were still beating it woulda skipped a beat.
There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old, tired place lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that
This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
It was beautiful… I was shocked. Well not shocked that it was beautiful but that I had inspired that. Wait… did Bella feel the same way? I was too nervous to ask so instead I just said "That was amazing!" "Thanks!" She said so happy I approved. I just kept staring her as she messed with the equipment and saving the song so she could send it to Kelly for the new CD. "Hey I know it sucks but I have to keep doing some songs, you can stay or go I won't be offended if you wanna go." "Offended? Hell no I'd love to continue listening if you don't mind." "Not at all." She said smiling. She's so cute! "Ok I'm just gonna warn ya Jasper this next one.. it's kinda creepy." "That's cool darlin'!" The music starts..
[Verse 1:]
Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take the gun, and count to three
I'm sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
[Chorus:]
And you can see my heart, beating
You can see it through my chest
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger (trigger x4)
[Verse 2:]
Say a prayer, to yourself
He says close your eyes,
Sometimes it helps
And then I get, a scary thought
That he's here, means he's never lost
[Chorus:]
And you can see my heart, beating
Oh you can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
[Verse 3:]
As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will I, ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
But it's too late to pick up the value of my life
[Chorus:]
And you can see my heart, beating
Oh oh you can see it through my chest
Said I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
And you can see my heart, beating
Oh you can see it through my chest
I I I'm terrified but I'm not leaving (no, no)
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
As the music ends I find myself speechless. I can't believe she wrote a song about Russian Roulette… is it a true story? Nah, can't be! "what do you think?" "It's amazing… creepy like you said but still amazing!" "Thanks! Hmm I'm pretty sung out why don't we just go hang out?" "Okay sounds good" We went to the living room and sat down. She's so pretty and she doesn't even know it.
BPOV:
I had gotten tired of singing for the moment plus it was kinda weird with Jasper there. He could hear it as well if not better than me and I didn't know if he was telling the truth on whether he liked it or not. I'm finding myself falling for him which makes singing in front of him all the more scary. We were now sitting in the living room and I was at a loss for what to say. Thankfully Jasper started talking.
"Bella I'm really glad we're able to develop a relationship now, you're an awesome person." "Me too Jasper, I never expected us to be able to get along this well." "Well there's two people to blame for that now isn't there. We started laughing we continued chatting throughout the evening and the next day.
It was the next afternoon that I realized we had company. "Hey Jasper, wait here a minute ok?" "Ummm… okay? What's going on Bella?" "Nothing just stay here."
I walked outside, having known their smell was definitely a plus for me because otherwise I would never have caught on to the fact that they were here. I went behind the house and faced the woods. "Ok, what do ya'll want? I'm trying to enjoy my afternoon off."
A/N: OOOOOOOO Cliffy! Lol! Will update again soon! REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!