"Ummm… yeah.."
"Oh thank god, that means I won't get in trouble."
"Jasper, what would yo-.." Before I could finish my sentence he was kissing me. It took me a few seconds to fully comprehend but as soon as I did I was pulling him closer to me to deepen the kiss, both of us losing our fingers in the others hair. The kiss ended WAY too quickly for me, I hated the moment he pulled away; that kiss was pure heaven.
"I've wanted to do that for so long.." He said after a couple minutes. I kinda wanted to hit him upside the head for not doing so before. He was making me miss out for nothing! "Bella? ….Darlin'?" He asked in a confused voice, shit I must've gotten lost in my thoughts.
"Oh sorry, lost in my thoughts."
"What are you thinking about?"
"Just how I kinda wanna hit you upside the head for not kissing me sooner. You were making me miss out for nothing!"
He started laughing, then again I did just yell at him for not kissing me. He was expecting quite the opposite I'm sure. "Darlin' believe me if I had known you wouldn't have been able to get me to stop kissing you." Then he was kissing me again, his lips melding to mine. The kiss had started getting deeper when there was a knock at the door. Perfect timing people! We got up and started for the door; me grumbling and Jasper laughing all the way. I opened the door "WHAT?" I asked before looking to see who it was.
It was the Cullens, all of them had shocked expressions from my attitude. "Bella…" Esme said, and I immediately felt bad.
"Sorry, weird day. Why don't you guys come in. I was just recording some songs. You can join me in the recording studio if you want so I can finish a few more, and you can hear the ne Jasper and I recorded together."
"Wait, you recorded a song with Jasper?" Edward and Alice asked at the same time. Obviously upset by the fact that I never asked them to record a song with me.
"Yeah, and I have one to record with Alice too. None for the rest of ya'll, but plenty to sing with Jasper, one to sing with Alice, and plenty of just me. So Alice wanna come back to the recording studio with me so we can rehearse a few times and record this thing?"
"Ummmmm, sure…" Alice replied with hesitation.
"Don't worry, consider this your 'off the hook' song. Sing this with me and we're all cool."
"Oh? Ok!" she exclaimed with much more excitement. She has no idea how much fun this is gonna be. I turned on my heel to head back to the studio, weird looks coming at me from everyone in the room.
We all entered the recording studio and I handed Alice a sheet with lyrics and her part highlighted. She looked over them, looked up at me with a gleam in her eye. "I love it! Thank you so much Bella!"
"yeah, sure. It's not for you it's so I can get this song out." I said kinda impatient. We rehearsed a few times, sending everyone out while we did, when we decided we were ready to record we brought everyone back in. I gave everyone headphones and Alice and I put on headsets with microphones. The music started and Alice and I started to sing.
Ay! Ay!
(Nobody likes being played)
Ay!
Oh, Bella, Bella
Oh, Alice, Alice
(Hey!)
He said I'm worth it, his one desire
I know things about him that you wouldn't want to read about
He kissed me, he's a one and only beautiful liar
(Yes!)
Tell me how you tolerate the things I just found out about
We'll never know, why are we the ones who suffer?
I have to let go
He won't be the one to cry
Ay! Let?s not kill the karma
Ay! Let?s not start a fight
Ay! It?s not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Oh! Can't we laugh about it?
(Ha ha ha)
Oh! It's not worth our time
Oh! We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar
I trusted him but when I followed you I saw you together
I didn't know about you then 'til I saw you with him when, yeah
I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing
[- From . -]
You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong?
We'll never know when the pain and heartbreak?s over
I have to let go
The innocence is gone!
Ay! Let?s not kill the karma
Ay! Let?s not start a fight
Ay! It?s not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Oh! Can't we laugh about it?
(Ha ha ha)
Oh! It's not worth our time
Oh! We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar
Tell me how to forgive you when it's me who's ashamed
And I wish I could free you of the hurt and the pain
But the answer is simple, he's the one to blame!
Hey!
Ay! Bella, Bella
Ay! Alice, Alice
Oh! Bella, Bella
Oh! Alice, Alice
(Hey!)
Ay! Let?s not kill the karma
Ay! Let?s not start a fight
Ay! It?s not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Oh! Can't we laugh about it?
(Ha ha ha)
Oh! It's not worth our time
Oh! We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar
Everyone cheered except Edward who looked kinda offended. "That was perfect Alice. Ok, Now for me to get a couple others in and then we can just hang out in the livingroom. I gave Alice a headset without a microphone and started some music and started singing.
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you'd only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.
"Ok one more! Emmett do you happen to know anything about rapping?" "Yeah, you know I freestyle a lot." "Ok come over here; freestyling is EXACTLY what I want you to do." I said and started some music after giving him the headset Alice was just wearing.
[Verse 1:]
This is where they stay crunk, throw it up, dubs on tha Caddillac
White tees, Nikes, gangstas dont know how to act
Adamsville, Bankhead, College Park, Carver Homes
Hummers floatin on chrome
Chokin' on that home-grown
They got that southern cookin'
They got them fellas lookin'
Thinkin' I was easy I can see it
That's when I say no, what fo'?
Shawty can't handle this
Ciara got that fire like
[Hook:]
Oh, 'round here we ridin' slow
We keep it ghetto, you should know
Gettin' crunk off in tha club we gets low, oh
Oh (oh), all my ladies to tha flo'
Handle it ladies back it up
Gettin crunk up in tha club we gets low, oh
[Verse 2:]
Buddy take a new whip, paint strip, into a bowlin' ball
Still smoke hundred spokes, wood-grain armor-all
Light-skinned thick chicks, fellas call 'em redbones
Close cuts, braids, long, gangstas love 'em all
They got that southern cookin'
They got them fellas lookin'
Wishin' I was easy I can see it
That's when I say no, what fo'?
Shawty can't handle this
Ciara got that fire like
[Hook:]
Oh, 'round here we ridin' slow
We keep it ghetto, you should know
Gettin' crunk off in tha club we gets low, oh
Oh (oh), all my ladies to tha flo'
Handle it ladies back it up
Gettin crunk up in tha club we gets low, oh
[Rap (Emmett):]
Southern-style, get wild, old skools comin' down in a different color whip (whip, whip)
Picture perfect, you might wanna take a flick flick flick flick flick
Call up Jazze tell him pop up the bottles cuz we got another hit (hit, hit)
Wanna go platinum? Im who you should get get get get get
Ludacris on tha track, get back trick, switch on tha 'Lac, Im flexin still
Same price every time, hot song, jumped on cuz Bella got sex appeal
And I keep the meanest, cleanest, baddest, spinnin on stainless wheels
Could care less about your genus, I bump ya status, I keep the stainless steel
Trunk-rattlin' what's happenin', huh?
I don't even think I need to speed
Bass-travelin', face-crackilin' huh?
Turn it up and make the speakers bleed
Dirty south we ballin' dawg
And neva think about fallin dawg
Ghetto harmonizing, surprising, run it back cuz tha song is called
[Hook: (2x)]
Oh, 'round here we ridin' slow
We keep it ghetto, you should know
Gettin' crunk off in tha club we gets low, oh
Oh (oh), all my ladies to tha flo'
Handle it ladies back it up
Gettin crunk up in tha club we gets low, oh
"Wow, great job Emmett!" I said after we got done. Everyone was nodding their heads in agreement. He actually surprised me in how great his freestyle, I wasn't expecting him to do so well under pressure.
"Thanks! I wasn't sure how I did." Emmett replied with excitement. We were all smiling and excited, I was just excited to hear Kelly's reaction to the songs we had recorded today. She was already going to be happy I was recording at all; it had been awhile since I had sent her anything.
"Ok let's all head to the living-room. I need to do a few more songs but I'll just do those after you leave."
"Sounds like a wonderful idea Bella. Come on everyone." Esme said still proud of her kids for what they accomplished during our recording session. I have to say I'd be pretty proud of my kids too if they ended up recording a song collaboration with a pop sensation too. My record label was huge so there was no doubt to the idea that the songs would be heard ALL OVER!
We headed to the living-room; today was gonna be a long day if I had to continue spending time with these people and not kissing Jasper. This is gonna kill me.. UCKKKKK! I WANNA KISS HIM! Why does he have to be right there? Jasper was sitting next to me and when I looked at him I caught his shit-eating-grin. He was proud of himself! Proud of himself because he could feel what I felt and all he felt was lust and completely contradicting it was a feeling of absolutely loathing for the lust being there in the first place.