Dear journal, I sit alone and wonder what I did to deserve this? Did I do something to piss off the world somehow? I don't see why Tess is destined to be with Max. But then again I don't look very much. I'm too tired of looking! When I was little I thought this is me this is what I want to become. But now so much has change, that I don't know what is right and wrong anymore. But is that so wrong? Because know I can finally be and do what I want to now! It scares me so much, that I love it. I love the thrill!

It's not my fault, in fact its' Max's fault that we are not together anymore. He might not know it, since it was the future him. Bu it was still him! I just wish for once someone will answer me! I ask so many questions and no one answer's me . I cant help asking questions it's what scientist do, ask ask ask and guess what! Ask. So what I'm wondering is there really a god? People say when you ask god something he will answer back, but he's not! So just for once answer me! Answer m-

All of a sudden I heard a crash. It was coming for my window. I grabbed a baseball bat. Not that it mattered if it was an alien. I carefully opened my window. To see what was the commotion. Nothing. There was nothing. How strange. I turned around to almost bump into someone what. The hell! My scream got caught in my throat. I was so terrified I couldn't move.

Then the stranger just disappeared. What? I must be dreaming. I pinched myself. Ouch, no I'm awake. Then I was hallucinating. Yeah that's it! I was hallucinating. I shakily put my journal away, and got under my warm soft covers.

I tossed and turned all night. I didn't get much sleep. Not that it mattered. I mean who could sleep when they saw a hallucination. That looked so vivid. But the freakiest thing of all was the person looked familiar. I must really be losing my mind. To think that someone I know teleported or whatever you want to call it in my room.

I need to stop thinking about this! Before I knew it I was at school. Funny I don't remember myself getting ready for school, or even driving to school. I must be too lost in my mind. Another reason to stop thinking about it.

When I walked into m first period class. Something seemed off. Like there was an eerie silence. I looked around. To my horror I saw Max and Tess making out. I suddenly felt my heart tug at the hole he made. "Liz, it's time for your presentation". The teacher Miss. Lahaina said. What! A presentation, I wasn't aware of this. I don't have time to prepare. What am I going to do?

"Uh hello Ms. Parker, your presentation". "Oh, well umm the physics of plants are most certainly affected by the acid rain. We cause from air pollution"? I said like it was a question. "Boo boo" roared from the crowd also from Maria , Michael, Max, and of course Tess.

" Oh sorry, we didn't mean that boring subject" said the stupid teacher. Everybody laughed at that crude comment. What am I supposed to do! All of a sudden The Stranger that I thought I saw earlier attacked me. The person had a knife in their hand. "You will be renewed into the new born *****" said The Stranger menacingly. What did the person say on the last part? . And the class just laughed like a wild pack of hyenas , they didn't even try to stop The Person. I cried out for Max to help me. But he just stared at the fight in amusement. I heard Michael say " Ten bucks on ***** Murdering Liz". I couldn't hear the name when he said it, it just went into blobs of nothing. I know I wasn't that close with Michael but I would expected him to at least stop it.

What was going on! All I knew was that I had to escape. I pushed The Nameless person off me. I ran towards a door. I thrusted the door open and ran through it. I looked around to see where I was, I am backstage of the high school stage. "Oh good you're in you're costume" Maria said enthusiastically . What was she wearing. She had a black mini cocktail dress. The ones you would see in the 60's.

And what did she mean I'm in my costume. I looked down. I was in my normal clothes. Then Michael came towards us in a cowboy outfit. I am lost. " Howdy" He said. " What do you mean"? I asked Maria. "Oh shoot I should have done that". "Done what"? "Come on the backstage acting my role". "What role? I'm confused."

"Oh don't be so silly, stop acting we are not on stage yet"."I am not acting!". Then I saw a face, could it possibly be the stranger in my hallucination. I couldn't tell, it was to dark. Maria saw me stare over there. "You have to fight *****". And again I couldn't hear the name. "Fight who"? "You have to or it will consume the good and replace with doubt and evil". She went on not even bothering to answer my question.

She then pushed a shimmering crystal/dagger in my hands." Go" was all she said, and then she pushed me behind a side curtain. I hesitantly moved forward. Curiosity got the best of me. I saw The Stranger move smoothly a couple steps ahead of me. I heard a very familiar voce, but couldn't quite place who it was that said; "Never forgotten but placed among humans. Will come to thou to see thy queen shall be renowned. When she is fitful to her mind. Never doubt, that she shall never return. She might not be predictable. But she will come just to show thee that she is known and everlasting with life". In a ghostly death song sort of way. Like bidding farewell to a loved one. But in an echo.

I was about to see what the mystery person finally looked like. When someone grabbed me by the collar and pulled my out of the side curtains." Oh good I found you" Maria said in a childish tone "why are you still in you're costume"? "What! I'm not in any costume. This is me! The real me, so stop messing around" I yelled in troubled tone. " The play is over already Liz, so stop acting". " I am not acting"!

I turned around to go back and find that strange person. To see that we are at the Crash Down. What the hell! I heard the ghostly voice again, but I couldn't hear the words. I strained to listen but all I heard was nothing. But a low hum of a whisper .

"Liz". What! Is that Maria. I turned to face her but the images were dissolving away. Now I'm really scared." Liz Liz wake up". I opened my eyes gasping for breathe. I glanced around I was back in my bedroom. Oh god it was just a nightmare." Liz are you all right" said a worried Maria. I finally looked into her eyes and lied; "No I'm fine just a bad dream. It's nothing". And hopefully, just hopefully she would buy it.

A/N: So what did you think please review! Please!