After I finally gotten Maria out of my bedroom, so I could change. I went straight to the bathroom. Oh god what was with that dream? What was it about? It was confusing. And what about the stranger I saw? What did the person say again? What did it mean? So many questions. I don't think I should tell anyone about this. At least not yet.
It's just something about the dream that wigs me out. Well what part of the dream didn't wig me out; anyways I pulled on some old faded jeans with a purple sleeved shirt that clings to my skin. I finally looked in the mirror. I don't know why, but for some reason I was avoiding my reflection subconsciously. Like I would find something different, that I might not like. Some significant change, which would change my whole appearance entirely. That I would be me, but not like me.
Okay that is perplexing, but somehow I knew what I said was right. But when I took my reflection in, I wasn't different yet. I still had the long patina brunette hair, still had the chocolate brown eyes. I was the same more than I ever was. I sighed oh well. I met Maria at the bottom of the stairs.
"Hey" I watched her carefully. What does she have planned?"So what's up" I asked assiduously. "Oh nothing much, so did you here about that one guy named Scott is throwing a party. At the old abandon warehouse about a mile or two from Frederickson's shop.
"No Maria we are not going to the party". I said doggedly .Scott might be a pot head, but everyone went to his parties, they were fun. Well at least for people who like to get drunk and high, not to mention get arrested. " Yes we are, Liz you got to get over Max. So the doctor prescribes. Fun"! "Mar-"No arguing this time" I was about to dispute more, but just then I saw Max, Isabelle, Michael, And Tess walk in. And went to their usual booth. I grinded my teeth and nodded my head. Maria squealed.
But hey maybe I would have fun. Highly unlikely. But Maria was right. I need to let back, have some fun. And stop thinking about Max!"I know just the thing you're going to wear ,you are not going to regret this, never never never"!She cheered. I think I just did. Maria means well, but her on again off again relationship with Michael. Really takes a toll on her behavior.
How is it that all the Aliens do is cause trouble. Maybe we would be better off without them. No don't ever think that. A voice inside my head said. And I gladly took those words to be right. I should have never thought that. The saved our lives on many occasions. If they weren't their, I would have died on that day of the shooting.
I think I said in after thought. No, I surely would have died. No one could have survived a shooting like that. If they didn't go to the hospital straight away of course. But that day the hospital ambulances were too pre-occupied with the fire that had gone on. They didn't show up for a while. So I would've been dead. For some reason when I said this it sounded like denial.
I am going crazy!