Thank you for all the reviews, here it is the last chapter. Sorry for not updating sooner I have been really busy.
I sat upright out of my bed, confused by my surroundings was it not just minutes ago that Edwards cold protective arms had been around me? I remember we were laying together on a bed and the I…suddenly it all made sense, I was not some 100 year old vampire, Edward didn't love me, I never saw Alice again. I was just 19 year old Bella in an institution for depression, I felt myself break down as I thought over the events in my dream. I felt like a train or something had hit me, it was horrible remembering the exact color of his eyes, or the way he sounded when he was happy, the feel of his arms around me, his smell. Everything was fresh in my mind; it was like someone was burning my chest this would definitely restart the healing process that wasn't going very well anyway.
Then one of the staff brought me in a tray with breakfast on it, I stared down numbly at it and pretended to eat some of my toast. I'm not hungry I never am, once enough of my meal was "ate" the nurse took away the tray.
"Bella, is it OK if a visitor comes in right now?" she asked speaking to me as if I were a child.
"Who?" It is probably Charlie, mom, or Jacob.
"They think that you will know them once they come in, actually they would like to take you home." She said sounding confused at the prospect.
"OK." Is all I said I was feeling more emotion than usual. The only person who would take me home is Charlie or Renee so why wouldn't she just say their name. The nurse got up and opened the door slowly, which was annoying seeing that I wanted to know who was behind it. When the door was fully opened I froze with shock, I remembered everything about my visitor, they were right I knew who it was.
"Oh my, Bella." She whispered, she must mean my appearance and my place of living.
"Alice." I whispered, what on earth was she doing here, not that I was complaining I ran up and jumped into her arms forgetting how hard she really was. It was like running into a brick wall, she wrapped her arms around me holding me closer as I memorized everything, the feel and look of her skin, the smell. She guided me over to the bed against the far wall of the room.
"Alice I'm so happy you're here!" I exclaimed, I have never been so happy in my live to see anyone. Her smile to me quickly turned into a grimace.
"Bella, why do I see you killing yourself?" She accused, I realized she wasn't here to visit me as I thought. She was here to stop me from killing myself. I don't know how she saw this, I would never ever do that to Charlie he deserved more than that.
"I would never." I said, I could tell I was not convincing her.
"Did I say anything." I asked hoping to get a reason as to why I would do that.
"Not much just, it was only a dream." She said coping my voice perfectly. It made sense maybe I was sad about the dream I had. She could tell that I knew what that meant.
"Bella, what dream?" she demanded my attention.
"I-I had a dream about you guys and that I was one of you, and that Ed-he loved me." I said quickly my voice craking at the end.
She was silent for a few minutes, then she wrapped her small arms around my shoulders. After a while she spoke.
"Oh, Bella what have we done." She moaned.
"That was never the point though, it's not like you left for my benefit anyway." I said my voice empty of emotion. I searched her face looking for any emotion that said she might stay with me, what I saw confused me. First anger, then pain. After a minute her face brightened considerably.
"Bella, that wasn't just a dream…it was the future, Edward loves you he left to protect you and you will be one of us very soon. I saw everything you explained only not a hundred years from now. Actually it all starts in four days." I felt like my head was spinning as I tried to understand what she was saying, he loved me. The whole idea was impossible.
"Are you sure?" I asked scared to get my hopes up.
"Of course I am, Bella. Have you ever seen me wrong before." I wanted so bad to believe her, but if this turned out to be wrong then I would be far worse off than before. I looked up into her butterscotch eyes, it was evident by the color that she had hunted probably ten minutes ago.
"Who is going to change me?" if I were to be changed she would obviously know who was doing it.
"Me, silly that is why I am taking you with me." She said like it was the most obvious thing in the world. Did I want this, yes but I had to say good bye to Charlie he dissevered more, just as I had thought before. I nodded toward her then picked up the phone.
"Bella?" Charlie said his voice full of exhaustion.
"Yeah, dad Alice wants me to come live with her. I think it would help can I?" I didn't have time to argue with him, I didn't want Alice to change her mind.
"Are you sure honey?" He asked sounding like he would say yes.
"100% sure." I said not missing a beat.
"OK then but don't make a pest of yourself."
"See you dad, I-I love you." I said, I was almost crying now knowing that this is the last conversation with him.
"I love you to Bells, bye." He said the line going dead. Alice looked at me and smiled, I could not believe she was going to do this.
"Are you sure about this Bella?" She asked hopefully for the last time, I was always going to be sure I was sure about anything that brought me closer to Edward.
"Yes Alice." I said impatiently, wanting to get on with it.
"OK, I'll go sign you out, someone will come and ask if you wasn't to come with me and then pack your bags…leave your clothes here I will buy new ones after. I was not afraid about the pain but I did not want Alice spending more money on me. I didn't want to fight so I lay down on a bed, trying to sleep for the last time of my human existence but it wouldn't come. Finally a women dressed in the same attire as all the nurses asked me if I wanted to leave with Alice. I told her without a doubt yes, she then started to pack my bags. I told her to leave all the clothes here, I grabbed a necklace my mom and dad gave me, and a picture of Edward and I that Angela had on her camera. I shoved them into my pockets and went to meet Alice, she was waiting at the door for me. Once outside she quickened her pace and I had to run to ketch up. She opened both doors of a yellow expensive looking sports car with black leather interior. The minute I was strapped in the speedometer shot up to 160, I didn't comment on the driving, I was used to the speed the Cullens used.
"Alice, where are we going?" I said my voice showing no fear I felt, I was scared to see Edward again.
"Back to the house I bought, I will do it the minute we get there. We don't have much time!" She said some words blurring into others.
"What is stopping us?" who else knows about this?
"Edward wants you to live a long human life, that's why he left. He wanted you to be normal." She said to fast again, I was silent for the rest of the ten-minute drive to a white mansion surrounded by trees, not much different than the house in forks. She picked me up and ran into the house, she laid me down on a comfy leather couch. She sat down beside me.
"Bella are you sure, once it is done there is no going back." She said, did I imagined the sound of regret in her voice.
"Alice, please." Was all I said, the moment was so quiet I couldn't be sure if I was really there. She lent her head down and stopped inches from my neck.
"I really hope this is what you want Bella." She said then laid her lips against my neck and began the transformation.
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