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Jade's POV
"What the hell?" I screeched. My boyfriend was kissing the girl he swore he never liked. They broke apart looking horrified. "Get out." I snapped to Riley. She got up with an apologetic expression but I just glared at her. Tears were threatening but I blinked them back. I don't cry. And I had no plans on doing it.
"Jade, I can explain." Beck pleaded. "Explain what? That you want to break up with me and choose to tell me that by lying and kissing her on our Saturday nights?" my voice broke on "her" but I just ignored it and hoped he didn't hear it. Beck frowned, clearly upset. He stood up. "No, I totally forgot to tell you Riley was coming over so we could practice the script we made for Sikowitz's class."
I raised an eyebrow. "On our Saturday night?" I repeated. "Look, we don't always have to be together every Saturday." Beck started but I stopped him. "We've always been together every Saturday night! After all that you just want to stop?" Tears were coming now, no matter how hard I tried to blink them back, they just kept streaming down my face. Beck opened his mouth but I kept talking. "I thought you liked it when we made out but I guess not. Now you want to be all over Riley and you don't even think about me. Am I really not that important to you?" Beck didn't say anything, which made me more upset. "So you really don't love me." I barely whispered the sentence. Beck reached out to me but I turned around and opened the door of his RV. "Jade, wait!" he called, but I ignored him and slammed the door. More tears were streaming and almost obscured my vision, but I kept walking to my car and somehow managed to drive home.
I was lying on my bed facedown in my pillow, crying my heart out. I never cried, but the thought of Beck not wanting me anymore was too horrible to think about. My parents weren't home so at least I didn't have to deal with them. My makeup was probably smeared all over my pillowcase; not like I really care at the moment.
The scene of Beck and Riley kissing was replaying in my head. I would love to blame Riley for this, but even though I despise her like Tori, I knew she wouldn't dare to do that. Which didn't really make sense why she kissed him back. But then again, it did. Who wouldn't want to pass up a chance to make out with the hottest guy in the school, heck, the whole world? I still didn't get why Beck would do this to me, I was everything to him! He found the worst way to tell me he didn't want to be with me anymore. I sighed. It just doesn't make sense.
Beck's POV
"Jade, I can explain." I said, begging her to hear me out. "Explain what? That you want to break up with me and choose to tell me that by lying and kissing her on our Saturday nights?" she retorted, though her voice broke telling me she's upset as well. No! Of course I don't want to break up with you, ugh, why did I just do that? "No, I totally forgot to tell you Riley was coming over so we could practice the script we made for Sikowitz's class." I tried to explain.
"On our Saturday night?" Jade raised an eyebrow. "Look, we don't always have to be together every Saturday." As soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it. "We've always been together every Saturday night! After all that you just want to stop?" I started to say something but she cut me off. "I thought you liked it when we made out but I guess not. Now you want to be all over Riley and you don't even think about me. Am I really not that important to you?" Her words stung. I stared at her, not able to believe what she just said. "So you really don't love me." Jade whispered. "Jade, wait!" I called, but she stormed out of my RV and slammed the door.
I slumped down on the couch. Dang it, Beck you just completely messed up everything! Its not like I was trying to make her mad, but it just seemed to be happening a lot lately. Jade was right about one thing though. There was never a Saturday night when we weren't together. It was our little thing. But I lost track of what day it was and messed up everything.
The stupidest thing I did was kiss Riley. So did this mean I had to choose between the two? Of course I'd choose Jade but she obviously thought I didn't like her anymore. I wasn't even sure who I liked now. I tried not to pay attention to Riley but Sikowitz assignment made her so irresistible. The right thing to do was to go after Jade; to try to explain to her. But did I really want to do that?
I sighed. I didn't want to think about right now. I had one more day to worry about this and then what would most likely be the living torture. Though I probably deserved it anyway.
Riley's POV
It was horrible, I know. I could've pulled away, could've changed everything. But I didn't. It wasn't like we knew Jade would show up. But Beck should've told her I would be there. That way, none of this would've happened. I sort of felt responsible for this.
I could hear Jade yelling from outside the RV. I left quickly because I didn't want to hear anymore. I didn't understand why Beck kissed me. He shouldn't have, or I shouldn't have let him. You can't blame yourself. You have no place in any of their problems!
I was worried about Monday. What was it going to be like? I had no doubt Jade hates me even more now. And it's not like we can say something to anyone. I don't know how we're going to be able to do our assignment either. This was just so terrible! Usually, I would go to Hannah for something like this. But I'm not about to tell her anything about this. I guess I could ask Tori, but again, I don't want to tell anyone. It would just have to wait for Monday to sort everything out.
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