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Serena

Blair: My best friend in the whole world. Love her! Occasionally hate her. But usually we're friends till the end! Sure we get into our fair share of fights, but in the end we love each other! We had our share of fights, have both done some horrible things (like sleeping with Nate) But Blair and I will stay friends, no scratch that sisters!

Nate: Now there's a complicated one. I've had a crush on him for like forever. Only too bad for me he was dating my best friend. Still I always liked him. And I always felt like he might have thing for me. Then he and Blair broke up, but I was dating Dan so we weren't going to happen. At least not at first. After years and years, I guess true love does conquer all. Well until I made a stupid mistake with Dan.

Chuck: My step-brother. When we first met I think we bonded on a love to party. Back then, I was the party girl of the Upper East Side. And he was my loyal companion We always watched Nate and Blair. They were so happy and in love. We always said it would be so convenient if we were in love. But alas it never happened. Then I went to boarding school and I came back changed. Chuck disgusted me. But if I was honest with myself, I was disgusted that, once upon a time, I had been like that. When he tried to kiss me, I thought of the time when I would have let him, and I was sickened. Then he fell in love with Blair and our perfect order of life was messed up and the were always fighting. Then my mom married his dad and we were step-siblings. And then I started to appreciate him more. He had changed too. I saw how he was nice to my mother, how he love Blair and how he took care of my little brother. And Eric loved him back. Chuck was doing for Eric what I couldn't. Sure I was a little jealous but I was also happy. Now Chuck and I could be descent people. And forget our pasts.

Dan: I wish I could say from the moment I first saw him I loved him, but I didn't. Sure I had noticed him around school. He was different. The first time I saw him was that party freshman year. He was all alone so I talked to him, to be polite. When I got back to my friends Blair told me that he would probably never stop following me around. That he would think we were friends now. I remember laughing along with them, but inside I felt sorry for him. But before I could talk to him again, I was gone. When I came back, Dan was so nice to me, covering for me with my mom. I wondered why my mom didn't like him, but I didn't care. Dan was so easy to be with. That is until my secrets started coming out. Then I became too much for him to handle. And I don't blame him. He was new to our world.

Jenny: I basically knew her through Dan, but I heard the rumors. And of course daily reports form Blair. I would hear first about Jenny as Blair's new servant, but soon it was about Little J and her newest plan to take down Blair. But still I stayed out of it. It's not like I could side against my best friend or my boyfriend's little sister. But then she became by step-sister. I she moved into my old room. Sure I heard about what Queen J did to my little brother and I was pissed, but Eric told me to stay out of it so I did. But then things got personal when she went after Nate. Does that girl have no pride? After losing to me she went downhill and I can't say I was all that sad to see her go. But of course she had to ruin Blair's life before she left. I say just stay away little J. You weren't cut out for life on the Upper East Side.

Eric: My little brother. Love him to death. Literally It almost killed him. He was smart beyond his years. Always giving me advice. When he were little, we were each other's anchor. Mom would go from husband to husband and all we really had was each other. Then I left. I was so stupid. I never even thought of Eric and what he must be going through. Then one night at boarding school I got a call. It was my mom, calling to say to get home, Eric just tried to kill himself. After seeing what he had done, I vowed not to leave him alone again. But as you know, I'm not all that good at keeping promises. Sure at the beginning I was always in his hospital room. But then I got distracted by Blair and Dan and eventually I forgot about my little brother again. I was lucky he had Chuck to turn to this time or I don't know what would have happened. But then I discovered he was gay and that he told Chuck. That one hurt. But I guess Chuck was playing the part of older sibling a lot better than me. But when Blair told me what he had done at Asher's party, I finally realized it. Eric was strong. He didn't need anyone anymore. And he wouldn't go back to the hospital anytime soon.

Vanessa: When I first met her I'll admit I was a little jealous Okay, really jealous! But come on. Who wouldn't be? She was Dan's best friend. How could I compete with that. She did thing's like climb through his window and pretty much lived in his house. And she had been in love with him! But then Dan reassured me he loved only me and I was okay. Vanessa began to join our world. Soon she was as big a part of it as all of us. Then she started dating Nate, which seemed a little weird to me. From Blair to Vanessa. Talk about a huge jump. But still she was nice and I liked her. And at the end when I broke her and Dan up, I was really sorry I had hurt her.

Georgina: Right now, I can honestly say I hate the bitch. But that wasn't always the case. At first she was part of our group. But then she slept with Chuck and she went psycho and only I hung out with her anymore. Blair and them tried to worn me. I was going downhill. But I ignored them. They were right and when we killed Peter, I knew it was time to say goodbye. But she made it so hard. She kept coming back! Messing with my friends. Blackmailing me. Trying to steal my boyfriend. I'm glad she's gone.

Lily: My mom. I have mixed feelings for she. I mean she's my mom and I will always love her. But she kept ditching us for her newest guy. It was horrible. Eric and I kept having to move new places. Or we'd come home from school to find a note from her saying she's gone to Aspen with her newest guy. She was never cut out to be a mother. But as I got older I learned more things about her. I was so mad at her when I found out she was in love with Rufus. I mean really? My boyfriend's dad? But I learned to deal. He was married so we were good. But then she was going to ditch everything to be with him. Thank god I stopped her. But then Bart died and finally I said whatever. She has my blessing. By then I knew if you love someone there really isn't anything you can do.

Rufus: He's changed a lot in my eyes. At first he was my boyfriend's dad. And now he's my step-father. I'll admit. At first I wasn't so on board with him and my mom. But I learned to deal. And he actually turned out to be Lily's best husband. He was the first husband, who really cared about us and took an interest in us. Well I guess Bart did to, but in a different way. And I could tell, he and my mom were perfect for each other.

Here's my first chapter. Serena's point of view. Tell me what you think. And by that I mean review!